Broken, Ronnea Stiles [e book free reading TXT] 📗

She looked me in my face for a good minute then shook her head yes. My parents weren't home tonight and I really did want to have sex with Sylvia. So we went inside of the house and walked to my room. She sat on the end of my bed and I sat next to her. I pulled her closer to me and we started to tongue kiss again. I slowly put my hands up her skirt gently touching and rubbing the inside of her thighs. She started to kiss me more fiercely as I slid a side of her panties to the other side and slowly rubbed my fingers along her clit. She started to moan as I rubbed faster. Her pussy was getting wetter and wetter as I kept rubbing it faster. I took my hands from under her dress and laid her down on the bed taking her dress off. When I finished I took my pants off. I got in the bed and started to kiss her, I was kissing her lips then moved down to her boobs kissing and sucking on them. Her boobs were nice and big, but that's when she suddenly stopped me.
"I've... I've never done this before".
I was stunned by what she said, I actually thought Sylvia wasn't a virgin.
"It's ok...I'll be slow and gentle until you get the hang of it."
I got up to get a condom off of my night stand. I hurried to put it on, then came over to the bed and gently opened Sylvia's legs. I started to slowly move up her body, getting ready to put my dick inside of her. She flinched as I slowly put myself inside of her, she tightly held unto my back as I was slowly stroking inside of her. I was starting to increase my speed so she pulled and held onto me even tighter.
"Slow down".
She weakly moaned but I couldn't control myself and I started to go faster, her pussy was really tight and wet around my dick and I was loving it. I kept moving faster and faster as my dick moved in and out of her as she screamed my name loudly back and forth. That's when I came, I then pulled out and moved to the other side and laid next to her in the bed. She then out of nowhere rolled over on top of me and whispered "I love you" into my ear. I don't know if it was the moment, by instinct or even how good her pussy felt whichever one it maybe I don't know but I whispered back and said, "I love you too".
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Sylvia and I were a thing now, my parents loved it and so did the people at church. It was July now and I hadn't even thought of Queen once. Everyone was right about her, she wasn't the right girl for me. Sylvia was, I knew that and had no problem with it now, everything started to go back to normal. I was practicing football more and worked harder on my skits. Life was good. CHAPTER TWENTY THREE

~Queen~

 

I held unto Cam as he carried me into his house. He took me to his room and laid me on the bed.
"You need to get some sleep".
"No Cam! Please C'mon give me some stuff".
I sat up on my knees in the bed as he stood up beside me.
"Ok this is it though, alright only for tonight".
Cam grabbed the coke out of his pocket sitting the bag on his table he opened it and started cutting up the lines. I got out of bed and walked over to him after he finished cutting 4 lines, I sniffed the first row.
"That's it".
"No! Cam please".
I begged Cam, he sighed and sniffed a row for himself.
"You need to stop asking for this shit...gave it to you only for one time so you could get your self together...this shit can and will seriously fuck you up".
"C'mon you said it yourself, you gave it to me. What did you expect to happen?"
Cam didn't say anything, I took his shirt off and started to kiss all on his neck and smooth caramel chest.
"C'mon let's make love".
Cam smiled as I took my shirt off.
"You know how to make me happy".
Cam got up and laid on the bed, I hurried to sniff those last two rows. The coke flew into my nose making it sting. I started to feel weak but calm. I slowly walked over to Cam, as I was moving closer he started to become blurry. Soon my chest began to burn, it felt like someone was stabbing me. I tried to hold unto the table but I fell hardly to the ground. I heard lots of movement and yelling, then my world went black.
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I woke up in a white room. I looked around coming to notice I had I.Vs in my arms. What the fuck happened I thought. That's when a tall blonde lady came into the room.
"Thankgod you are awake!"
"What...why am I hear?"
"Try to relax sweetie...you've been out for a week now, your body isn't fully...how do I say operable yet".
"What...what do you mean?"
"Well you were brought in because you overdosed on cocaine hun...now we've called your father and he should be able to pick you up when you're ready to leave..."
I cut her off.
"I'm ready to go now!"
"Relax... Please relax now it's very important that you and your father agree on checking you into rehab to get you clean and make sure this doesn't happen again...you shouldn't be doing that stuff it's not healthy for you or the baby ".
"What are you...what do you mean a baby!?It...it was an accident. I need to make a phone call".
I tried to get up but she held me back down.
"Sweetie you're almost 3 months pregnant...You need to relax...if it wasn't for the man who found you on the street you wouldn't be alive...I need you to understand that you really need help".
"Okay....I just need to make a phone call".
She sighed and pointed to the phone then walked out. I couldn't believe I'd overdosed and that I was pregnant. I needed to call James.
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An hour passed as I heard footsteps coming towards my room. I was putting my clothes on as my dad walked in. "Shit" I was hoping it was James. He looked angry.
"I can't believe this!"
"Dad I already have someone coming to get me...just go home".
"No you look a mess!"
He closed the door then bum rushed me into the wall. I grabbed his hands as he tried to choke me.
"Leave me alone!"
I pushed him.
"Or what?!"
"I'll tell them what you did to me and mom!"
He pushed me again and grabbed my neck pushing me hard into the wall. I tried to fight him back. He somehow managed to grab ahold of my neck and started choking me. His hands were wrapped around my neck hard gripping tighter and tighter like an anaconda suffocating it's prey. I struggled and squirmed trying to get away but he was too strong. My fathers eyes were black and all I saw in them was hell. I started to feel my self fade away, but right at the last second James swings open the door, his face was In shock complete and utter awe. He immediately jumped into action, he ran over and knocked my father into the ground I fell as I started coughing to catch my breath. I watched in agony as my father and James fought. I screamed for help as tears fell from my eyes, security and staff rushed in and broke them up. All I could do was sit there and cry.
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After security came my father left and James took care of me. He was taking me back to a hotel.
"Is that the man whose been hurting you?"
I didn't say anything. James pulled the car over into an empty car lot and turned the engine off.
"Tell me! Is that the man whose been hurting you and putting those bruises on your body ?!"
I shook my head as tears fell from my eyes.
"I'm pregnant".
James eyes became big.
"Is...is...it mines?"
"No it's my fathers".
"What.. But I thought you said he was dead?!"
"I lied...I didn't know how to tell you...it's been my dad all this time...I fucking overdosed on coke and I didn't even know I was pregnant!"
"I can't believe this...is the baby ok?"
"Yes but James I don't know what to do with a baby...I barley can take care of myself...I don't know what to do. My life has always been shitty, now there's a baby coming and its life will be shitty because of me as its mother. I'm so fucked up, my life is fucked up, everything just so fucked up!"
James didn't say anything he just leaned over and held me tight. I pulled him tighter and started to cry in his arms.

CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR

~James~

 

I didn't know what to do all I could do was hold Queen. Her light sobs touched and ached my heart, I didn't know how to help her. I couldn't think of which part was worse, her overdosing and discovering that she's pregnant, or that she's pregnant by her dad. All of it was just too much, I knew Queen had a story but I didn't know it was this deep. She lifted her head from my chest and looked up at me, her curls were all tangled together and her eyes were so low I could barley see them. She looked so jaded I didn't know how to help. She sat up in my car and tried to fix her tangled hair.
"I'm sorry for getting tears all on your shirt".
I looked down at my shirt, large wet tears stained it.
"It's ok really this shirt is old anyway".
Queen just gave me a fake smile.
"Now you know my story...now you know everything".
I didn't say anything I couldn't think of a response I just looked at her.
"My baby's gonna have a prostitute as a mother whose so fucked up and doesn't even know how to take care of herself unless it's sex. Ha! Sounds like a great thing to tell her".
She started to laugh, I still didn't know what to do or say. I didn't know how to help heal her heart from all the pain it's been through.
"She's gonna love me! Her prostitute ass mother! She's gonna come to me and say hey mother how do I get a job and my response is going to be oh baby all