IN A BLINK OF AN EYE, melissa lissy [readnow .TXT] 📗

the boys sit there looking at blake take in the fact that im wearing shorts and  a vneck that is a lil low...my aunt steph says if you got them flaunt them but dont be a hoe.yup she told me that when i was 11 hahaha blake was turning all kinds of colors so i just grabed the twins by their wrists and dragged them tothe car hopped in and left whoo that was close! We arrived at school kind of lateand the boys went to class and i ent to my locker. when i was reacing in hands grabbed my waist and turned me around.jay who was now kissing all over my neck and shoulder. he brings his face back to mine and i bite his bottom lip asking for accesess i was granted hmmm we stayed like that him holding on of my thighs up and his other holding my face and me pushed up against my locker with my hands twisted in his hair next thing i know BAM! a fist connects to jays face blood goes all over my white and black vneck and i fall down because jay was practically holding me and my face hits then floor HARD!. Then i see that same fist coming down again this time to jay's gut ooooohhh that had to hurt finally i look up expecting brody or ty but no its jess with his face mad as hell. With jay crumpled on the floor jess grabs my arm and grab me up i try to pull away but its no use he throws me over his shoulder and his speedwalking to his truck he opens the back door and sets me down on the seat and looks at me at first mad as hell than it looked like he was sorry or scared or something before i can ask whats wrong i feel something drizzle down my forehead to my chin and alot of it and then i see it BLOOD! HOSPITAL

Jess took me to st. charles hospital where i got 5 stitches on the side of my forehead. He said he was sorry on the way home it was like 5pm already the hospital took forever. We dont talk for awhile until i say"why did you hit jayy?" he looks at me kind of sad mixed with anger."he was feeling you up in a corner and i could see him reaching for other places to put his hands!!" he sure was mad now"what if i wanted that you didnt know!"i yelled back"i dont care if you wanted him to i cant stand the idea of another guy kissing you or touching you or you wanting that guy to... let alone see it!!!"whattt didd hee sayy!"what did you say ANOTHER GUY"he looks at me"yeah another guy...any guy! come on gen you know how i feel about you how i've always felt"wtf!"wait!noooo! i dont you never have said anything about feelings about me you barely look at me or talk to me!"i say"well do you think i have alot of options? your brothers would kill me and never let me talk to you atleast i get to see you sometimes now but that would all be gone if i told you how i felt or acted on my feelings!" I didnt say anything after that niether did he. I got out of the car without a word..we were already home. "Bye gen" he whispers.

WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?

I walked into the house and i was rushed by my brothers and questions where were you..do you know what time it is...what happened to your face...who were you with...who did that..i just say goodnight. I go upstairs and take a hot shower and let the water fall on my back i get out and get dressed in my boxers and tank top. KNOCK KNOCK "hey gen.....umm its me blake can i come in?"I open the door and go to sit on my bed he does the same " What happened to your head?""i fell""obvisouly but how?" i tell him the story except the part about what jess said. He shakes his head and hugs me and then walks out of my room i got to sleep. The next day i put my bangs out so they cover my stitches and strighten the rest of it....i put on my white shorts with my red vneck and red vans. I ran down stairs and got in the car just when the boys did we went to school and ty put the radio blasting obvisouly not to talk about what happened blake must have told him. We pull up to school and i got off and walked into school with some people staring at me probably knowing about yesterday ugghh just my day!. I see jess during the day but he doesn't talk to me what the hell how can he say something like he did yesterday and act like it never happened but i guess it doesnt matter to him. I go to class and see jayy sitting next to my seat he smiles at my with a little swollen lip and some purple and blue on some parts of his face. He must not be mad at me? "hey beautiful"he says witha big ol' goofy grin. I see jess looking and then he rolls his eyes oh i'll give him something to roll his eyes at!! He gets me so mad ugggh. I go and sit on jay's lap and give him a kiss on the lips and i hear jess breath loud. ohh well he ignored me. Class ended really fast and jay asked if i still was going to the party the next day. I say yeah and he gives me a kiss bye i go to the car and wait for ty and brody..they come and we get home.

my life changes

Yesterday i fell asleep early because my head hurt and now today i'm going to jay's party. What am i going to wear? while im thinking this i hear a knock at the front door and people talking or should i say jess and blake and brody talking omg!! I run to the bathroom with my jean shorts and blue muscle shirt and underwear in my hands and jump in the shower i get out and curl my hair and do my makeup. I slowly walk down stairs i get the end of what jess is saying ofcourse giving the details about his fight with jay uggh he's stupid. I go back upstairs and watch t.v. for a few hours and then go to my closet at 6 pm and start looking for what im going to wear.At 8 I pick out cute blacked ripped skinny jeans a cheetah shirt that stops just above my belly button and black pumps that have a strap around my ankle curled hair and some makeup and my leather jacket and climb down the tree next to my window and run across the tracks where i meet jay who gives me a ride to the party. All i can think about is jess so i go a get drink after drink till i start feeling dizzy. Jay started kissing on me and that just reminded me of jess saying he didn't like another guy kissing me i push jay away and leave the party it's like 11 so it's dark outside and i start walking home i can see the train tracks so i start walking a little faster wanting to get home already when i make it to the tracks i fall down and twist my ankle and see my heel stuck in the track so i start pulling but the world is still spinning and now i hear someone yelling my name i turn around and see blake running towards me with the twins and jess wayyyy farther behind him i look where he's looking and see a light and hear a whislte oh shit it's a train!! it gets closer and i feel hands lift me and push me hard and my strap rips i fall and turn to see the train right in fornt of me where blake was and blood all on me."NO!!!" I screamed but it was drowned out by the whistle of the train and a screeching sound! I look down and see all the blood and the train passes and i see ty finally make it and brody and jess closley behind him.

BLAKES DEAD

Ty reaches me first with tears in his eyes with his hands on me trying to see if i was hurt i just hear myself crying so hard. brody comes and slides down next to me and tells jess to call 911 He grabs me up in his arms and says "are you hurt...where are you hurt!!!!!!!" all i can say is "blake!!!NO!!!NO, NO, NO ,NO!!" Ty and brody are crying to and brody is holding me tight. soon I hear sirens and