Is He The One?, Ja'Quele Agurs [year 7 reading list .txt] 📗

and left me looking stupid in front of everyone at prom. Do you know how that made me feel? How that made me look? I guess not since you think everything is cool like ice cream and its not. I’m tired of your bullshit and I am not putting up with you anymore. And who in the hell are you to come up in my house and raise your voice like you pay bills in the motherfuker? Better check yourself and your tone cause you really pushed it this time.” Standing there in shock looking back at me like I was crazy is self explanatory, because he never heard me curse. All I ever did was do everything he told me and if he got mad I would cry. Not this time, I was a brand new person and a strong person to be exact. I am done being the nice and prissy type female, you got to be special enough to get that treatment from me from now on.
I thought that would make him leave my house quick as lightening. The only thing he tried to do was kiss me. Child boo no, only a dumbass girl would let him kiss her, me on the other hand I politely escorted him to my front door, waved goodbye and successfully closed the door. Right then and there made me realize why he is a reflection of who not to let back in my life again.

Chapter 4: Strikes Again

Enough of P-Nut and his problems, I decided to take a long hot bubble bath and start my day off in pampering myself. After leaving the nail salon, I went into the Adults Only store on 95th st to check out some new things. Since I never had sex or anything, I wanted to get some ideas so when my first time comes I know exactly what I’m doing.
Walking through the store I went into different isles and let me tell you, the different things they have in sex toys and DVDs I was surprised. I didn’t know things like this was kind of heaven like. So as I’m reading a sex magazine that caught my eye and walking through the store, someone bumps into me and knocked the magazine out of my damn hand. As I’m ready to fuss this person out for interrupting me while I was reading, I picked up my book and as I am about to say how I feel, a familiar face is right in front of me.
I didn’t know whether I should drop the magazine and run out the store or should I just stand there and face my embarrassment. Since my legs wouldn’t move with my mind, I was glued to the spot. But as my face melted to the floor, the other person face just held a smile. All I could think was Jackie Run! Why are you still here? He is going to think you are a ho. Go Jackie just go and never look back. Instead, he asked for a hug and took me to a near by coffee shop.
Who was the guy? His name is Kajuan Robinson, and he is the guy I met last night at Club Nude. Kajuan is in the fraternity at my school, he loves to party and very smooth looking guy. He is from Georgia and has a twin brother who decided to go to a university in his home state. Also enjoys football and playing games, just a typical young guy. He is definitely the type of person I can hang with.
“So what were you doing in the store?” I asked him as I sipped on my ice coffee. “Oh my homeboy is getting married and never had sex before, so I decided to stop by and get him some materials to help loosing him up.” I nodded to show I understand. Watching him eating his pizza and nodding to show how good it is, I bit into my pizza. Off guard by his asking the same question to me, I nearly choked on my pizza. “Are you okay?” he stood up about to tap on my back to help me cough, I held my hand up to let him know I was fine. Kajuan sat down looking nervous. After I swallowed my pizza and smiled to show him I am fine, he leaned back and exhaled. “I am sorry Kajuan, I wasn’t expecting you to ask me that question.” I said honestly drinking my coffee. Kajuan smiled. “Well I am curious, why would you be in a sex store?” Speechless, not knowing what to say I guess I was quiet too long, because it looked like he was about to get up and leave me sitting there by myself.
“Oh I was in there just looking around getting some ideas.” I admitted. Like always he smiles. “Why are you always smiling? I don’t get it. Is there a camera here?” I was just being upfront. I thought he had gotten offended because his face expression changed quickly. “Maybe because I am happy to be sitting across the table from a beautiful woman. Is that any harm?” holding my head down so he cannot see the stupid expression I have on my face, I told him no.
Putting his finger under my chin to lift my face up, BOOM! It happened, Kajuan Robinson kissed me after calling me beautiful. What could I do? Nothing besides melt in my tracks. First he danced with me and now he kisses me, he strikes again.

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Publication Date: 02-14-2013

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Dedication:
I would like to dedicate this book to my friends that inspired me to make this book: Adriana Simmons, Patricia Thomas, Elacia Northern, Kayla Shoemaker, Keaira Shoemaker, Markia and Markala Hudson. And many male friends.