What's with all the Drama, Neshiap [good summer reads txt] 📗

me a minute before saying “ Kait what the hell is going on with you?” “nun okae but why are you here, in my house, in my room?” “ kuz I wana know what the fuk is wrong with you I mean you just tryna stop fuking with me for no reason, I mean dam um jus getting out a relationship that I na been in for two years…so yea I still care about Nisha but shit didn’t I tell you how I felt bout you.” “look you feeling her so just fuck it aite I can’t take it okae” then I started crying and screaming and before my mom got a chance to run up to my room Keyone already had grabbed me and was just sitting on the floor with me holding me while I cried like a lil ass babie. When my mama got there she asked what was going on and Keyone jus told her that I was going through some personal problems.
A few minutes after I finished crying I jus sat there still in Keyone’s arms but then he got a text and I read the name so I demanded he give me his phone.. he refused so I snatched it and went through it and saw where him and Nisha had been texting and they were talkin like they were back together. My eyes got watery again I just threw his phone to him and told him to get the fuck out my house. He left and I went to bed early again.
They next morning I forced myself to go to school. My eyes were still red but I went. So when I got to school I walked in the cafeteria where I met up with Keyone so I just walked off and he tried his best to talk to me but I just ignored him. All my classes went slow and when I did get to gym I had to deal with Keyone trying to talk to me…I wasn’t hearing what he was talking about so I jus kept ignoring him then he started getting mad and cursing…I then got a text that said that my grandma had just died…. Right den my heart just skipped a beat and my eyes got watery…. I felt sick…like I had to throwup….i put my hands over my mouth and ran to the restroom…leaving my phone and all behind. I guess Keyone read the message kuz when I got back…eyes bloodshot red. He just looked at me for awhile then he said “ Kait…Kaitlin” I did’nt say anything but when I did I stopped breathing…I couldn’t breath… Keyone must figured that out too kuz he rushed me to the nurse where she put me on the oxygen machine. She then sent me to the emergency room. Where Me and Keyone sat there until my mom came there…she was already crying and I was too..i felt like I couldn’t take nomore….i just wanted to go away…away from everyone…everything. My grandma was dead what would I do without her here?? Me and mi mom went home and I went up to my room where I laid across my bed and remembered the good times me and my grandma had had when she was here.
Then I got a text from keyone it said this:
Keyone: you have every reason to hate me…every reason to hate me. Every reason to not wana talk to me. And I understand that. But when I saw you cry and saw that message and saw that it hurt you so bad that you threwup and stopped breathing I saw that I had to stop what I was doing. I had to stop hurting you in so many ways. I know ur not in the mood rite now but I want you to know that you and your family are in my prayers tonight…I hope you are alrite…. I hope your g-ma R.I.P
Me: Keyone my mama is gone to do the arrangments and ion wana be here by myself… um scared kuz thoughts of killing myself have been going through my head….please just come and hurry I need somebody please!!!!
Keyone arrived moments later and I just broke down in his arms…he laid on the couch with me and rocked me to sleep. While I was sleep I felt keyone tighten his embrace around my waist. I woke up and looked at him.. He just laid there looking in my eyes. I got up and sat on the other couch “ why you move Kait”? “ I can’t lay with you right now… I’m starting to care for you all over again and I …… I just can’t do that. You and Nisha are back together and ion wana mess that up… “ wait …. Wait Kait me and Nisha aren’t back together… I just couldn’t make up my mind but I finally did… don’t believe me then read all these texts.. I did and I found out that he actually had picked me…. He grabbed me and we laid there why I cried once more… He decided that I shouldn’t just stay in the house crying so he said “ aye lets go for a walk” I got up and we went out the door and started walking aroung the block as we talked… the convo went like this:
Keyone: You okae. Looks like you got a lot on your mind.
Me: yea I kinda do
Keyone: well um here for you boo soo jus spill
Me: well to began with my grandma died and you just won’t be good and go a day without makin me cry or mad!
Keyone: awwh bae um sorry and I know it’s hard about your grandma but you have to be strong for your mother and you lil sister right???
Me: right…it’s just hard doe I mean me and my grandma was soo close
Keyone: I understand that but you gotta be strong okae.
Me: okae I understand
Keyone: its Friday don’t you have something to do??
Me: you really gone ask me that….do you have something to do tonite or sum??
Keyone: naww
Me: well if I ask my ma if you can stay over wud you
Keyone: of course um here for you bae you know that!!
Me: okae….bet thet up nd so now um ur bae??
Keyone: yea you are…I mean you have your moments sometimes, but you still my big babe
Me: sooo uhhh not to be nosy or anything but how did you get over that “still being in love with Nisha thing??
Keyone: I found out how much I really liked you!
After he said this I looked at him and he moved closer and kissed me…when he pulled away. I must admit, I was gone for a quick second.
Uhhh ohh okae just had to make sure.. Keyone and I began to walk back towards my house when he said that he would be back later. He said that he had somethings to do.
I went back in the house and up to my room where I laid across my bed and wrote in my diary. This is what I wrote:
Dear diary,
I haven’t been doing so good with the death of my grandmother and on top of that my new boyfriend has been tripping. I have spent most of the week crying,mad and stressing. But after Keyone told me how he really felt I began to feel better…he might be staying over tonight……I feel safer and better.
After I finished writing in my diary I closed it and picked up my Samsung Galaxy S ll. I put in the password and saw that I had a text from my momma back and said that I could have Keyone stay with me because she wasn’t coming home that night and thet I needed to pick un my little sister, Ashonte, up from my aunt’s house.
I text Keyone and told him and when he finally made it over we went to pick up Ashonte.
Me and Keyone talked the whole way to my aunt’s house. We talked about different stuff. It was a great conversation. So when we got to my aunt’s house and picked up Ashonte we head back to my house so we could just chill. When we got back me and Keyone decided to invite out closest homeboy/homegirl over. So Keyone had Adrew come over and I invited Nichole, and we decided that we was gone try and hook them up while they was over.
They both showed up at the same time so we invited them in and told them to have a seat. Nichole was up in her room so we decided to play truth or dare. When it was Andrew’s time Keyone dared him to tongue kiss Nichole. Nichole was the type of girl that didn’t like to admit that she likes someone until he asks her out so she was sayin hell no.. real loud…. So Andrew grabbed her wrists and held her down and stuck his tongue in her mouth.. to be mad and upset she sure didn’t try to fight him off that hard. But anyway when it was Keyone Turn Ashonte Dared him to give me a lap dance.. Keyone took my hand and led me to the empty chair on the other side of the room. I sat there while Andrew turned on some music and keyone began to grind all on me..then he opened my legs and continued to grind on me… at this point I just wanted to ughhhhh…..Andrew cut off the music a few moments later and Keyone got up and looked back at me with a half smile.. I just looked down at the floor, Smiling to myself. After that I went up to check on Nichole, she was sound asleep so I went back downstairs with Keyone them and we just finished having fun!
When me and Keyone looked over at Ashonte and Andrew they were flirting… Then Ashonte did what she always do. She tried to play rough with Andrew but ended up making him mad. This is how it went.
Andrew: Um surprise you actually talking to me kuz yhu usually give a nigga a hard time.
Ashonte: Look dnt worry bout how I treat a nigga. U betta b glad I was treating yo ass sorta right.
Andrew: look broad but u act like yhu doing me a favor by talking to me.. ahaha…shawtti I gets females like clock work so u betta b glad that im actually talking to your fucked ego having ass.
Ashonte: look you know what… I hate males like you. Yall always saying some like yall can pull me.. guess what busta..you can’t pull me an dthats a fact
Andrew: shhh I almost did so you can chill wit that stupid shyt.
Ashonte: nigga dismiss yoselv
Andrew: bitch dismiss yoselv kuz all I wanted to do was hit nd quit that anyway..trust boo yeen got that much I want!
Ashonte: just…uhhhh..

After that Ahonte started crying and left out the room. Keyone started laughing…say, “DAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMNNNNNN SHAWTTI U GOT PUT ON BLAST>>>>DAMMmmNNNNN!!!”, I shot him a dirty look and walked out behind her. Then when I started walking back to the living room I over heard Keyone and Andrew. Keyone was putting Andrew in his place. So when I walked in they shot up and Drew walked out in the direction of where Shonte was. When I walked over to Keyone I gave him a punch in the arm and a evil look and said, “why the fuck you gone start laughing when that girl started crying, I mean that boy really hurt her feelings.” And Keyone gone say, “aye ian tell her to let her fucked up attitude get in the way of