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the park on our street to chill and mentally prepare herself for tonight.

Alexis

  I went to sit on a bench to sort things out in my head. It kida chilly out, so I got dressed in jeans and a varsity jacket. I hope he doesn't call me a hoe. I just pray he doesn't wild out on me. I really don't feel like being on Maury in 9 months, well 8 months now. I sighed heavily and started walking back home and I felt arms wrap around my waist, pulling me into a hug from behind. Tyreek. "I missed you so much.", He said into my ear as he was biting it. "I missed you too.", I said as I broke into a smile. He spun me around so I was facing him. He looked sexy, as always. He crushed his lips against me, slightly sending me backwards. If it wasn't for his arms wrapping around me, then I would have fell on my ass. He had on a white Trukfit sweater with jeans and Jordans and of course, a snapback. Tyreek

 I been missing this girl alot. I love her, I really do. I'm not going to tell her until she tells me. We walked into the house and Alexandria was packing clothes into the car. As she was reversing out of the driveway, she waved bye at us and gave Alexis a hard glare and Alexis nodded in return. What the hell is that all about? I'ma act like I didn't see that and ask Alexis about that later. I get to spend the whole weekend with my girl. I brought a bunch of clothes over and shit. I was going to break up with her because I thought she wasn't feeling me, but the way she is crying right now is real. "Don't ever leave me alone like that again. It's been a whole damn month.", She cried. I sat on her bed and smoked a quick blunt. She came over to me, laughing hard. She high already? I took off her jacket and she took off my shirt. I kissed her. I didn't see my girl in a long ass time, hell I'm ready to go! Magnum all in the back pocket. She kissed me back and cracked up again.

She seemed to snap out her happy trance and left the room. Damn, did I ruin the mood? I found her downstairs on the sofa, crying. I just froze at the doorway. "I didn't mean for it to happen. I'm sorry.", She sobbed into her knees. What the fuck is she talking about? "You're going to leave me now!", She cried.  I looked at her cautiously. What did she do? "Did you cheat on me?", I asked her. She shook her head. "That would be a little easier to deal with.",she said. "You have an STD?",I asked her. If she do, then it's a wrap. "No, I only fucked you. Unless you have something that you want to tell me about.", She said. I shook my head no. "Tell me, Alexis. Tell me everything.", I demanded. She looked up at me. "I'm pregnant.", She said. Yeah, Cheating would have been  easier to cope with. This is unbelievable.

Askin All Dem Questions

Alexis

His facial expression went from aggravated, to doubt then to confusion. "How did you find out?", He asked me. I looked him in the eye. "I took a pregnancy test and then I went to the doctor.", I told him. He nodded. "What are you planning to do with the baby?", He asked. I shrugged. "Adoption, maybe?"

Tyreek

I'm shocked as hell right now. Alexis just looks lost for words at everything. I know she scared, because I am too. My Aunt was our caretaker when my brothers and I were little. My Dad and Uncle were Mobsters/Gangbangers and they still are while my mom ran off with another man. Eversince my mom left, my dad has been dating a lot of women to fill that void. I'm guessing that it's still not filled even with his sons here. I never was taught how to live as a proper family. I want to tell her what I'm thinking but I can't. Thinking of my parents and my upbringing makes me mad all over again. I can't do it no more. "I'm here to support you. I want to keep our kid.", I told her. She looked at me with a genuine smile on my face as if she was waiting on me to say that. "Look at my ultrasound picture.", She said as she shoved an envelope to me. You can barely see the baby, but you can tell that there's one in there. "There's my NBA star, right there.", I said. I'm going to love this kid more than life itself. -"My doctor said that the baby is as big as a lime right now.", She said, looking at the picture with me. "Are you really going to give my seed up?", I asked her. She looked at me with a seriousness. "It's just an option.", she replied. She looked down at the floor and avoided eye contact with me. I can't take this. My brothers and  family are at risk of dying, and Alexis is pregnant. I'm stressed to the max right now. I want to let her make her decision but when it comes to abortion, I have to say hell no to her. I won't sit around and watch her kill our baby.

The Struggle Is Real

Alexandria

  Alexis has been a complete mess. Eversince She has told Tyreek, he has left to go who knows where. I feel so bad for her; I thought she was crying hard when she found out that she was pregnant, but now she cries three times a day. She doesn't even talk or nothing. Just showers, eat and sleep.  I went up to Tyreek and Tyrone's condo to find noone there. I had high hopes for Tyreek but it's just going downhill for her. I will be the aunt to a child who has a deadbeat dad. I thought Tyreek was better than that. I don't want to see my sister go through this by herself. "Alexandria, do you hate me?", Alexis said to me, stopping me in my train of thought. I looked at her with all sadness in my eyes, eventhough I tried to contain it. "I was jealous of the fact that you can have kids and I can't, but now I feel horrible. I feel bad that he left you. At least you have me.", I told her. She nodded as she smiled a bittersweet smile. "I'll be okay. I'm just scared." I turned to see her with tears rolling down her face. Tyreek will get it when he comes back. "Alexis, what will you be scared of?", I asked her.

    Alexis
    

 What will I be scared of? That's a good ass question. I'm thinking of being responsible for someone other than myself. I don't want Tyreek to leave me, though he already did. Alexandria is standing there looking at me like I'm helpless. I should have saw this coming. I should have. Now I'm going to be a teen single parent. I used to laugh at the girls when they be like: #TEAM_SINGLE!! on Instagram. I'll be like single is not a team, you are alone. I thought that shit was so funny then. It's not.  #THE_STRUGGLE_IS_REAL

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Publication Date: 05-21-2013

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