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Bertha and Andrew too?”Alana asked 

 

“For Bertha yeah i got it for Andrew” Kendal said 

 

“Okay” Alana said 

 

“Alana may i ask what happened in the hospital tonight?”Kendal asked as she paid for the food 

 

“Umm...i-well im not ready to say” Alana said 

 

“Well whenever you're ready to say what happened just tell me and or Andrew okay?” Kendal said as she opened the door and Alana quickly fell asleep with he dead on Andrews shoulder 

 

The next day Alana Bertha and Andrew woke up only to fine they were all still in the car but they didnt question it cues they knew that they were all together and it was fine 

 

“Hey where's your mom?”Bertha asked 

 

“I'm not...sure where she is but i'll call her” Andrew said as he yawns 

 

 “well...CALL HER”Bertha said 

 

“Yell at me one more time and see what happens”Andrew said 

 

“Or what” Bertha said 

 

“BERTHA YOUR INTAGIZING STOP IT “Alana yelled 

 

“My mom texted she's inside the apartment...Alana wanna tell me what happened now please” Andrew asked 

 

“NO WHEN I'M READY I WILL...im going home now Bertha if you wanna go hangout with tyler or stay with Andrew or go home with me i don't care just pick something”Alana said as she opened the car door and got out 

 

“Bye you guys”Andrew said with his head down as Bertha was getting out of the car 

 

“ALANA...tyler and Andrew are coming over later okay”Bertha said chasing after Alana 

 

“Mhm...well i'm taking a shower when we get inside and there better NOT be people inside when i get ou got it”Alana said with a lot of sass 

 

“Okay well don't give me that attitude when i'm not the one who is bugging you about your problems when its your boy-friend whos doing it”Bertha said starting to run up the stairs 

 

“OKAY LISTEN HERE BERTHA DON'T TALK TO ME LIKE THAT I CAN KICK YOU OUT OF MY HOUSE WITH JUST A FLICK OF MY FINGERS SO I'D WATCH MYSELF IF I WERE YOU GOT IT”Alana yelled as people watched 

 

“YOU CANT YOUR MOM CAN THO”Bertha said 

 

“No...i can…”Alana said as she started to tear up

 

“oh”Bertha said as she opened the door and walked in the apartment

“And don't tell anyone about it or else i really will kick you out”Alana said 

 

“A little cold but okay...the boys are on there way”Bertha said 

 

“Whatever im staying in my room till i'm ready to come out”Alana said as she slammed her door shut and jumped on her bed 

 

“mhm”Bertha mutters  

 

Alana stayed in her room for about three hours then there was a knock on the door 

 

“KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK”

 

“Who is it”Alana said 

 

“Is aAndrew can i come in please”Andrew said 

 

“Yeah i guess”Alana said

 

“What's wrong with you… i know i'm going to regret asking but...are you on your tome of the month curs you have been like really moody and stuff that's really all i can think of as an excuse...and i'm just saying that if your gonna hurt me for asking that can you please just make it quick” Andrew asked as he sighed and walked in Alana's room closing the door gently 

 

“Andrew im just saying if you ever ask me that again i will hurt you...but yes...don't tell anyone btw…”Alana said as she held onto her stomach 

 

“I'm here for you baby”Andreew said crawling onto Alana's bed 

“Why are you so nice to me i'm nothing but rude to you and everyone”Alana said as she turned to face Andrew 

 

“Alana you should know by now...I love you and i know that your actions and words may not be the best but your intentions are what's important to me i don't care about that cues i know that sooner or later you will try to help who you hurt...you even help those who hurt you”Andrew said as he pulled Alana to his chest 

 

“Andrew…”Alana said 

 

“Whats up?”Andrew asked 

 

“You have lost a lot of weight its not healthy”Alana said almost asleep

 

“Oh...uhm...my ADHD meds do that”Andrew said as alana fell asleep with he head leaning on Andrews shoulder and Andrew fell asleep holding Alana's hand 

 

Ten minutes later 

 

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK 

 

“Alana it's me answer in 3 seconds or i'm coming in”Bertha said as she opened the door 

 

Alana herd the door open and woke up 

 

“Oh my god what i was asleep”Alana said 

 

“I can see that”Bertha said with a little giggle 

 

“wh-”Andrew said as he realized what was going on 

 

“WHOA...did we…”Alana said 

 

“NO...we just cuddled”Andrew said 

 

“Why would you even ask that Alana”Bertha asked 

 

“Because...i don't even know i'm just really tired im going to sleep more”Alana said 

 

“Do you want me to stay or leave”Andrew asked 

 

“You gonna stay”Alana and bertha said at the same time 

“Okay okay okay”Andrew said 

 

“Well you knew what was gonna happen Andrew”Alana said 

 

“You should have expected it”Bertha said with a grin on her face 

 

“Bertha stop grinning at get out please”Andrew said 

 

“Well before you go…”Alana said pointing at her window 

 

“What you want the window open?”Bertha asked 

 

“Yes please i'm too comfortable to move which means Andrew is not gonna move either...and what are you and tyler doing out there”Alana asked 

 

“The same thing i'm not even gonna try and lie” Bertha said as she opened the window

 

“Fair enough have fun there gonna spend the night again”Alana said 

 

“Oh we are are we”Andrew said 

 

“Yes you are...but you and tyler can sleep in the living room if you would like”Alana said 

 

“No i like doing this it makes me feel loved...and i love you so this is how we're gonna sleep”Andrew said 

 

“Get out”Alana said 

 

“Fine...dont think i wont tease you guys tho...wanna come out and have a movie night with me and tyler”Bertha asked 

 

“Bruh you just said your gonna tease us...but DUH we do”Alana said 

 

“What are we gonna eat”Andrew asked 

 

“snacks...Alana lets go to the store”Bertha said 

 

“And whos gonna take us”Alana said 

 

“We walk...there's a walmart about two blocks away”Bertha said 

“Okay well get my wallet and see if my card is in there Andrew”Alana said 

 

“Okay..it is all there”Andrew said giving Alana her walet 

 

“Well does tyler wanna go we haven't really talked to him in a while i don't know about you to tho”Alana asked 

 

“Yeah we were talking about before i came in here”Bertha said 

 

“HEY BERTHA ARE YOU COMING BACK?”Tyler asked from the living room 

 

“YEAH ON MY WAY BUT WE'RE LEAVING SOON”Bertha yelled back 

 

Then they left about three minutes later as they walked into the store they got all they needed they got popcorn pop tarts hard candy and soft candy too as they went to check out they seen her in a black dress with some heels black heels her hair all done pretty like she was at a funeral or just got back from a depressing date Alana walked up to her and said

 

“Hey,,julie its been a while…”Alana said with a cracking voice as if she was about to cry

 

“Hey Alana it's been a while how are things”Julie said 

 

“It's been fine you could say how about you”Alana said 

 

“Well as you should have already known by my outfit i was at a funeral”Julie said 

 

“Yeah may i ask who”Alana asked 

 

“My..my..my mom she overdosed”Julie said with tears dropping down her face and Alana hugged her 

 

“hey-”Bertha said as julie punched her in the nose

 

“Here's the card Bertha”Alana said 

 

“Why did you punch me”Bertha asked 

 

“You know why...i'll tell Alana later”Julie said crossing her arms 

 

“No i'm not getting in the middle of this...you to may no like each other right now but we all know that you guys will be  friends again sooner than later”Aalana said 

 

“Well what happened i don't know about that...let's go home dad”Julie said 

 

“Bertha don't even tell me what happened i will find out if i need to”Alana said as she grabbed the bags of snacks and started walking 

 

“Hey baby what happened”Andrew said 

 

“Stop calling me baby please call me Alana please when you call me a baby i feel like a baby”Alana said 

 

“Whats wrong”Andrew said 

 

“The woman who practically raised me died when my mom fist got sick and i had no ware to go she helped me she gives me food and helped me learn how to do so many things when i needed a place to sleep cues my mom was sick at home and don't want me to see what was happening she helped and now...well now she's dead”Alana said as she started crying and dropped her baggs she go to her news and just  held her hand to her face and cried as loud as she would 

 

“Alana im here for you i know i can't replace her but i can try and do all those things for you i can try an make you happy”Andrew said as he got on the ground and started hugging her 

 

“People are watching we need to home”Bertha said as she grabbed Alana by the arm and started pulling her up 

 

“Ye-yeah your r-r-r-ight im sorry le-le-let's go home”Alana said stumbling over her own words trying to breath and clearly showing her face as if she wasn't ashamed for breaking down in a store 

 

“Alana stop crying”Bertha said 

 

“Excuse me-me yo-you try lo-lo-losing some-one who rai-raised you and -yo-your mom on the same day”Alana said punching Bertha in the face and bruising her eye Andrew pulling Alana away and Tyler holding Bertha back 

 

“DID YOU FORGET THE REASON I LIVE WITH MOM IS CUES MY BIO MOM AND DAD LEFT OR YOU WERE YET AGAIN JUST THINKING IF YOURSELF YOU NEED TO REALIZE YOUR NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS PROBLEMS THE REST OF US DO TOO ALANAN JUST BEING SO SELF CENTERED”Bertha yelled as everyone in the parking lot staring 

 

“BERTHA ARE YOU KIDDING ME I'M THE ONE WHO CAME TO HELP YOU THAT'S WHY YOU'RE STAYING HERE COMES YOUR DAD CALLED ME AND ASKED I SAID I WOULD TAKE YOU OTHERWISE YOU WOULD BE HOME ALONE RIGHT NOW SO DON'T PULL THAT BULL CRAP”Alana said 

 

“what”Bertha said in a quiet voice 

 

“Alana Bertha we need to go home please”Andrew said 

 

“Do you even want me here”Bertha asked starting to cry

 

“Yes i do we haven't talked since we were in diapers and your dad had to take you i missed you and i didn't really know you that well”Alana said walking away 

 

“When we get home are we still doing the movie date or no”Tyler asked 

 

“Yes we are”Alana said 

 

“Hey Alana i'm sorry for the way i acted i know how much julies mom meant to you”Bertha said 

 

“To late for being nice just shut up about it by tomorrow theres gonna end up being a youtube video about us”Alana said 

 

“You really think i'm that bad of a person”Bertha asked 

 

“I never said that”Alana said 

 

“Well..if im that rude you won't be surprised if i told them would you”Bertha said with a attitude

 

“Bertha don't do it”Alana said 

 

“When Alana was 4 she got cancer too she was in the hospital one night she didn't know what was going on she thought her mom was playing hide and seek cues she was just in surgery and it took a long time for her to wake up...her mom left her at the hotel alone...that's also the night her dad left her”Bertha said 

 

“Seriously Bertha are you kidding me i would tell them your life story and why both your parents left you but in not that mean of a person so i won't but thanks now ill be in my room all night and you and them can all have a movie night without me i'm done as soon as your dad gets out of the hospital you going back home 

 

“Alan you dont even know my tory”Bertha said 

 

“YOU HAD CANCER TOO”Andrew said 

 

“Yes i do Bertha i know more than you think”Alana said 

 

“Oh yeah then where's gabby and alex”Bertha said 

 

“Amanda”Alana said 

 

“Why did my parents leave us then”Bertha said 

 

“I'm not saying and yes i know for a fact that you don't know”Alana said 

 

ARE WE JUST GOING IGNORE THAT FACT THAT ALANA HAD CANCER AND DIDN'T TELL US”Tyler and Andrew said at the same time 

 

“Yes we are”Alana said as she opened the door to her apartment 

 

“ALANA YOUR NOT GONNA DO THAT TO ME YOU BOTH SAID THINGS YOU REGRET AND YOU BOTH DID WRONG YOU NEED TO STOP ACTING LIKE THIS YOU DONT ACT THE SAME ANYMORE”Andrew said 

 

“Don't yell at me were all gonna watch the movie okay were watching the notebook”Alana said pulling out a movie from the book shelf 

 

“Okay what are