My Darkest Desires, James Thomas [the chimp paradox txt] 📗

drenched in it. We laid there in silence, just breathing heavily and my face buried into his neck. After what seemed like forever, he spoke.

 

"That was wild. You doing OK?"

 

"Yeah. I don't know what to do now," I mumbled into his neck. I was still very hard. So was he because I could feel his cock pressing against my stomach.

 

"We probably should clean up a bit," he said. "Can you grab those pizza napkins on the table?"

 

We sat up and wiped off just enough semen to prevent any of it from getting onto the couch.

 

"I'm not sure how I would explain that stain to my parents," John half-laughed. I let out a nervous laugh because I wasn't sure how I was supposed to feel after making out, doing a little oral on him, and then climaxed onto each other.

 

"Hey, you OK?" John asked, putting his left hand on my right thigh, causing me to make eye contact. "You aren't going to freak out on me or anything like that are you?"

 

"I kind of am freaking out inside," I sheepishly replied.

 

"Oh, I am too," he quickly replied. "I'm wondering what the hell just happened...But you know what?"

 

What's that?"

 

"We gotta get cleaned up right now, so let's do that and we can talk about this later if you want, OK?"

 

"Yeah, that's cool," I said.

 

We walked nude down the hallway and into a bathroom, where he proceeded to pull a couple towels out from the closet, handing me one.

 

"Here you go, man, this should help a lot, but we probably should take a shower to get it all off, you know?"

 

"Yeah," I said. "A shower would be cool right now."

 

He turned on the shower and pulled the curtain closed.

 

"Come one, get in," he said.

 

I stepped in front of him, not expecting me to follow him. I think he knew I was startled when I looked at him.

 

"You OK with showering together?" he asked. "It's not like we haven't seen each other naked or anything."

 

"Yeah, it's OK but you sure no one is going to walk in on us?" I asked.

 

"Dude, my parents are on a boat right now, my brother is halfway across the country at college, and I put the chains on the doors. No one is going to walk in on us, so take this soap and clean up. Don't worry. I promise."

 

I soaped up my body, still amazed that my cock was more than semi-hard. As I washed off the semen from my abdomen area, I felt him start to rub my shoulders, his stiff cock bumping against my butt cheeks and thighs.

 

Then I felt him kiss my shoulders, kiss up my shoulders to my neck. It felt nice and felt natural to lean back towards him. Soon his hands were on my waist and we kissed over my shoulder until I turned around and kissed again standing together.

 

He pushed me against the shower wall and started to grind into me, whispering in my right ear:

 

"I want to see what it's like to have a cock in my mouth."

 

He kissed down my body, dropping to his knees and reaching for my hard cock. He kissed around my shaft until he just took it all into his mouth. It was the best blow job I'd received at that point in my life. I loved how he rubbed my legs and lightly pushed my pelvis area as he sucked me. This time I felt the orgasm coming on, the tingly feeling coursing through my body. I didn't know if I should tell him I was about to cum and I selfishly didn't want him to stop. So I just continued to moan as he worked my cock in his mouth.

 

John didn't flinch when I came in his mouth. Instead his lips clamped down on my cock, almost feeling like he was sucking all the semen out of me. I was drained in more than one way.

 

"That was fun. You have such a hot body, and it feels nice."

 

He put his arms around my neck and pulled me against him, kissing me deeply again. We made out, standing up for several more minutes until the hot water ran out.

 

I was silent while we toweled off. He then broke the silence again.

 

"You want to hang out some today here or do you need to get back?" he asked.

 

"I should probably let my parents know where I am," I said. "I told them I was going to crash last night at Kevin's, but I should tell them what I'm doing if that's OK?" I was hesitant to stay but I felt like I needed to stay to talk about things with him.

 

"Sure," he said. "There's a phone you can use in my room."

 

I was halfway through telling dad what I was doing when I felt the towel around my waist loosen and drop to the floor. Startled, I turned around to see John, who put his right index finger over his lips, making a shushing sound. I was getting hard again as I continued to speak to my dad, telling him that I was going to "hang out a bit at a friend's" and that I'd be home "probably after dinner."

 

John approached me, rubbing my cock with his right hand, pushing me towards his bed, His towel hit the floor and his erect cock was brushing against my right thigh. As soon as I hung up the phone, he pushed me onto the bed.

 

"Dude, what are you doing?" I asked, trying to be a bit playful.

 

"Just having a little fun," he said as he fell down next to me and kissed my cheek.

 

"Shouldn't we talk a little about what's going on here?" I asked.

 

"Sure," John said, continuing to kiss my cheek until he found my lips again, sliding his tongue back into my mouth.

 

I put my arms around him, hugging him on top of me as we kissed. We rolled around on his bed, kissing, stroking, rubbing, touching, grinding, exploring. We said almost nothing until he again broke the silence.

 

"You know what I really want to try is anal. I really hope that doesn't freak you out," he said, biting his lower lip and looking deeply into my eyes. He took my hand. "I want to feel what it's like to have a guy fuck me. You wanna try?"

 

"I don't know," I said. "I'm not sure how far I want to take this, and this is just all so weird to me right now...Besides we don't have a condom and we should probably be safe if we did anything like that."

 

To my surprise, John reached over to a drawer in the table next to his bed and pulled out a condom that was in an envelope. "My parents don't know about these, but I used them with my last girlfriend," he said. "So we can be safe...and we can stop right away if you don't like it. I promise."

 

"I don't know, man," I said.

 

"Look we just experience all of these things right now and then we'll never be curious about them again...It doesn't mean anything. We're just two guys having a good time, and enjoying being physical," he said.

 

His hands were all over my chest while he said that. My cock was still rock hard.

 

"Come on, let's just see what it's like," He said as he opened a condom and before I knew what was happening slid it over my cock. The sensation felt incredible. He stroked me for a few moments, then got back on top of me.

 

"Here, I'll make it easy for you," he said, reaching back for my cock, slowing guiding it to his hole. "I'll just sit on you and do all of the work."

 

It took a few moments to find his hole and then he slowly slid down my cock. John pressed his lips together and started to breath heavily, closing his eyes and rubbing my chest.

 

"Oh, fuck, yes, this feels really nice. Really really nice."

 

I instinctively put my hands on his hips, rubbing up his sides and then to his back and butt. I was starting to thrust a little as he pushed all the way down on me.

 

He paused for a moment and said, "I need to get used to this...Wow...This feels really nice. I had no idea it would feel like this."

 

Then he looked deep into my eyes and said, "Fuck, you feel really good inside of me."

 

John continued to gently rock back and forth and I started to increase the number and depth of my thrusts up into him. In no time I felt the most incredible orgasm building inside of me. I grabbed both his hips and let out a loud moan as I started to cum.

 

"Oh my god, yes!!"

 

The moment must have put him over the edge because he started to shoot again between us, put his arms around my head and pulled me into him as he shot.

 

We held each other in silence. I was afraid to say a thing but I finally blurted out,

 

"God that was intense. I had no idea that feeling even existed."

 

John buried his face into my neck, partially kissing me and softly saying, "That was amazing, just amazing."

 

I rubbed his ass and thigh, getting turned on by the combination of softness and body hair. I loved the way it felt to feel him draped over me. His left hand rubbed my shoulder, then went through my hair. Soon our lips found one another again and we engaged in another deep passionate kiss.

 

"Mind if I stay a little longer?" I asked as I rubbed his smooth back.

 

"Not at all," he said.

 

We then drifted off into a deep, long nap. The only reason I woke up was because he was giving me a blow job. I was surprised that he made me cum again. I was also surprised that we had sex two more times that day. We showered one more time before I went home, then I called him and talked for more than an hour. I snuck out of my house around midnight and went back to his house, where we had sex again until about 3 o'clock.

 

I couldn't sleep when I got back home. But I wasn't tired the next day at school. I thought I would be shy when I saw him, but instead we made plans to meet up during our third period, in a little used one-room bathroom at school. We wound up making out for about 10 minutes, then we met again during last period. I went to his house every day after school while his parents were gone, to have more sex. I bottomed the next time we went to his house. He made me cum a fountain less than a minute after he entered me. I loved how it felt when he was inside of me.

 

We finally cooled off when we both got girlfriends later in the fall because we agreed that we should be faithful to them. Still, I thought about him whenever I jacked off. Some firsts just wont ever be forgotten.

Helping Mom

 

Well it finally happened. My parents separated and then got a divorce. It was a long time in coming. They both seemed to have waited until I turned eighteen and had graduated from high school, which i guess i appreciated. Mom and Dad had been fighting for years. I never really knew what was behind all that constant strife..i just