Hide and Seek, Ria Singh [most inspirational books of all time .txt] 📗

kissing his cheek and turning away waiting for the teacher. I have no idea what made me do that or gave me the courage to but I enjoyed it! i never really pay attention to guys, i mean i check them out, the hot ones but i never felt attracted to them so why do i feel them towards fabian of all people? The teacher came in so he didn't have time to react and I didn't want to see his rejection so I payed attention to the teacher and did my work when I was called to the office by the loud school speaker "sir? I was called to the office" while I stood up and collected my things since there was just few minuets left and didn't look back at Fabian or anyone really, just walked out and into the office to see my mom "hi mom, what you doing here? Sir" I asked mom and greeted the principal, "I got a call that katy was sick so I decided to take you out as well" oh "how she's doing? What happened?" "Oh she's fine honey, just the flu but being so young and all..." Yeah sure like I know what she means..I don't even remember when I was that young. Chapter 8

When we got home, the first thing I did was go up to the attic, my secret special place, its secret because I made a staircase over the junk and put all of it by the door so you would not be able to go in if you don't know where the stairs are, over the stairs the place is clean. I sat on my makeshift couch by the roofs window with my diary that I abandoned for three weeks.

^dear diary the first week of school I got put into a group project/debate with all guys! Four of the most popular plus the new guy that came this year, he seems like a real badboy, not player badboy or wanna be gangster and I think I got on his bad side...I slapped him...stupid of me, I know, that's the bad news, the good is I might have made friends! Because of this project I started learning about witchcraft and I think its cool, peaceful and I can see myself doing it so I went on a witchcraft website and two are interested, I have not met them yet but..I'm meeting them today! Yay 'happy dance' anyway I got to go so until next time diary XO XO^ sigh there is nothing for me to do! And since katys sick, I can't count on her company, mom went back to work, leaving me in charge of katy so I can't leave either, gosh I can't believe I prefer school and there is still hours to go before I can go to the mall, maybe I should go over the research on witchcraft coven's since we are meeting up to see if we can make up one...yeah at least it would take up time and maybe I can try a spell.

I decided to dress up really nice so I wore my skinny ripped jeans, black of shoulder lace dress top with my stiletto high heel boots and I left my hair open and a bit wavy but I decided to wear my black contacts. I was on my way out when mom shouted out that she invited my group to the outing and dinner because she and the rest of their parents where going out and not to worry about katy because she's taking her so I should wait for all of them to come before I go to the mall, it didn't take them long to get here and they didn't look happy at all! And fabian was here as well?! sigh what am I to do...I took my guitar and went out to meet them "hey guys, no offense but I got things to do so..when we enter the mall you'll can do whatever you'll want to do, go you'lls way and I'll go mine, alright?" My mom came out with coke for everyone and a angry scowl on her face for me "darling why didn't you invite these gentlemen in and offer them refreshments? I'm so sorry boys, I did teach her better manners but she's been acting out lately" I was shocked and I'm sure I had a comical expression on, seeing as the 'gentlemen' where trying not to laugh. "mom if they are coming with me to the mall then i'll make sure to take them to the cafe first but there is no use wasting MY precious coke so drink up boys" and smiled sweetly at them.

when we got to the mall i just waved at them since they came right after me and took out my phone and gave an sms to Alisha and Averra that i arrived and that i'll meet them at the cafe and that i'll be the one thats dressed all black. i knew the guys were following me but i though they will go there own way when i get to the cafe but noooo, they follow me in and just when i was going to tell the waiter for a table for three, Zack came and said for five "sorry but i will be having two friends coming so make that seven" i said the last part low and gave the guys an irritated glare that they just shrugged off and walked past me to the table.

Chapter 9

on the side is a picture of fabian with his vampire eyes

I sat looking through the menu while the guys chatted and left me out, despite them coming with me, its like I'm invisible, I can't wait for my friends to come, I just got a message from Averra saying she just got to the mall and is on her way to the cafe and I replied saying that plans kind of changed and that we will have 'the guys' with me. I told Averra and Alisha all about the project so they know about the guys and they said that they'll help me.

I was so bored waiting for Averra to come that I was in my own world and didn't see a goth girl with blue hair come up to the table and try talking to me until Jake snapped his fingers in front of my face "your Georges friend here has been trying to get your attention" I looked up at her and apologized over and over until the guys got annoyed at me and shut me up by them all glaring at me, although to be truthful, the only glare that truly frightened me was Fabian's, we ordered drinks while we waited for Alisha who just sent an sms saying she's running late and that she might not make it, to carry on our plans, so Averra and I got to know each other and got on well.

We were at the back entrance for a rock club called 'The Soul Suckers' the owner is really creepy but damn HOT! its a place like every club, the difference is that here they play Rock music and you get bands that play and there is a shelter for those that live a hard life to get a break or homeless I guess, well I'm one of the people that sing and today's my shift so I decided to show Averra this since she seems the type then we will hand out food to the shelter people but we got stuck because all the guys are with us and the bouncer does not want to allow them in, us performers are only allowed two people in free so they had to pay but since they with me, they don't have to stand in the queue at the entrance and entered with me "go in and dance or whatever, I'm going to get ready for my performance" I knew the songs I had to sing but I went over it again so I don't forget the lines,now that would be embarrassing! And in front of my new friend plus five hot guys!. It was my turn so I took a deep breath and went into my own world and sang through my soul.

Evanescence-My Tourniquet

I tried to kill my pain

But only brought more

So much more

I lay dying

And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal

I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming

Am I too lost to be saved?

Am I too lost?

My God my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

Do you remember me?

Lost for so long

Will you be on the other side

Or will you forget me?

I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming

Am I too lost to be saved?

Am I too lost?

My God my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

(return to me salvation)

I want to die!!!

My God my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My wounds cry for the grave

My soul cries for deliverance

Will I be denied Christ

Tourniquet

My suicide

(return to me salvation)

(return to me salvation)

Chapter 10

after my first song I join in on the fun, deciding to sing the other just before we leave but...some idiot spiked my drink, I don't drink alcohol when its my day to perform so it was definitely spiked! I was dancing and grinding on a guys lower region while he was kissing and nipping on my neck to shoulder, probably giving me love bites..I had my hands on his hair, pulling it and pulled his mouth down to mine and kissed him, he took control of the kiss though and later, me altogether, I found myself in the back room, rooms that belonged to performers, his hands skimmed the edges of my top before circling under