Rebellious, jeiana airen [best motivational books of all time txt] 📗

"please don't ma".  She slammed the door close locking it behind her.  She kept knocking on the door almost banging ignoring the pain, screaming to be free as if loosing her sanity.  Sliding down the floor crying hugging her knees towards her.  "I'm sorry," as tears kept blurring her vision "someday i will get out of this place and i will be able to live life my way" as sleeps consume her.   CHAPTER 5        "She is becoming stubborn now! She deliberately disobeyed me!  This cannot go on like this!"  her mother shouting at someone.  She might be talking to her father who is still over seas.  "If she goes on like this i will make her stop school until she learns".  "Wait! can you at least talk to her about it, maybe she explain or something?" her father answered.  Crying she held the phone shaking.  She went to the other room to attend to his brother passing Yoann's room.  She stopped reaching to the door but hesitated and moved on.         Waking up feeling the cold floor she tried to staighten up, she was hungry.  Remembering what happened last night she tried to open the door but the knob did not turn.  She looked up the window then her clock, seeing it's still dark and it's only 1 am in the morning.  She went to her bed and tried to sleep as fatigue consumes her as the events flash back.        Vernon went home on daze, walking along with his friends who had witnessed what happened.  He kept thinking what went wrong.  "Am i such a bad person?  Why can't she see that love her?  Should i go to her house and talk to her mom or should i just wait for the situation to cool down?"  A lot of question keep bugging him until his friend tug him to run and play silly thing along the way home.  "hey man, everything will be ok just relax for a bit.  See you tomorrow!" as they all say goodbye.  As they disappear from his view, he stopped and started walking towards the direction of Yoann's house.  He stayed in front of Yoann's house for hours but can't seem to find the courage to knock or call for her.  Everytime someone open the door, he will hide behind the bush and peek if he could see Yoann but no sign of her.  He tried to look for her through the windows but no Yoann, not even a shadow.  He then decided to just go home and wait for tomorrow.

 

CHAPTER 6

The next day, a loud buzzing break the silence as the early morning sun claims the draped window. Yoann woke up and went straight to the bathroom trying to wash the memory of yesterday.  Her eyes were puffy and her stomach is now rumbling from hunger remembering she did not ate last night.  Fixed herself up and dressed for school as her escape from home.  About to leave the room, but when she turn the knob it was still lock.  
"Mom!" she shout as she knocks on the door to call for attention.  She then heard footstep and the juggling of the key as the door opened.  Her mother stood folded her hands on her chest, looking at her with despise.
 
     Her mother walked inside the room that made her step back until she bump in to the side of the bed.  Her mother gestured for her to sit down and she did.  She then started talking.  "I did not like what you did and you deliberately disobeyed me! All we ask is for you to finish studying since me and your father was not able to.  We only have education to give and we are not rich.  You're lucky to have a house and you can eat 3 times.  Do you understand that!"  Yoann just sat down with head bowed down looking at her finger and felt like her mother is taking forever.  "From now on i will accompany you to school and pick you up after.  NO! extracurricular activity NO organization practice or what so ever, do you hear me?!" she just kept quiet "DO YOU HEAR ME!" her mother shouted.  She flinched and just nod saying "can i go to school now?" as she motioned to go to the door.  "Wait for me downstairs, i'll just get your brother".
 
     The ride to school was quiet.  Nobody dared to say anything, even her brother.  She just stared outside thinking far, ideas to get out of the house.  Where to go? Or even if she would ask Vernon to go with her.  A lot of things are coming to her mind and all seems to be dead end. 'I need to do something.  Sooner or later i will leave and when that happened.  It
will be the happiest day of my life' she thought.  The sound of laughter and the crowd brought her back to reality as her mother is trying to get her attention about a lot of things.  Yoann seems not hear and just gestured with a nod and reached for her side of the door and climbed out.  "I'll be right here when the last bell rang, remember what i told you?!". Looking at her she managed to give a nod and walk straight to the school.
 
CHAPTER 7
 
     Vernon went to school looking for Yoann.  Searched most areas where they usually go or stay, but no sign of her.  He was beginning to feel guilty and angry because he is the reason why Yoann's mother did it to her.  His priority is to find her as soon as possible 'Where are you? I promised to hold on to you and our relationship, please be ok' as he continued his search.  "Have you seen Yoann?" he asked to a some of their classmate along the hall.  Then the bell rang for the next period clearing the hallway as all the students went to their respective classroom.  Vernon continued the search and heard footstep approaching.  He stopped abruptly trying to listen to a familiar footstep.  He was about to turn around when someone tap him on the shoulder.  He slowly turned and exhaled as he realized he was holding his breath.  It was the principal, with eyebrows crossed and about to scold him but was changed with a questioning face.  "What are you doing in the hall Mr. Simmons?" the principal asked.  "Sorry i was looking for someone.....", "I'm sure, whoever that is is already in the classroom so hurry along" cutting him off.
 
     Vernon went immediately to his respective classroom since he does not have a choice.  This time he sat near the window and just stared outside the rain.  He saw himself with Yoann dancing in the rain and was very happy.  He was holding her face toward him 'i love you and i will never leave you' as he kissed her forehead, going down between her eye brows, and at the tip of her nose until he reached her lips.  They kissed slowly and passionately as if it was the last day of their life. Her tears fell as the kissed end which troubled Vernon and left him wanting more.  The class flew by and he was back to reality as the bell rang.  He immediately stand up, grab his back pack and ran to the doors then he hit the floor.

     "Ouch! Hey! watch where you're going!" as he tried to look at the person he bumped into. "ugh....aw" Yoann was trying to get her things and tried to get up when she saw it was him.  Vernon immediately went to her side helping her get up and hugged her tight.  "I've been looking for you? Where have you been? Are you ok ? I'm sorry, are you hurt?" searching her of any sign of bruises or wounds.  Yoann step back but Vernon stepped forward.  She wanted to cry and run to him but something doesn't feel right.  "Baby, what's wrong? please talk to me".

 

 

CHAPTER 8

Yoann was unsure of what to feel, she wanted to run as her brain said that this is wrong but her heart clings unto Vernon.  He led her to their own little space n the library to talk and he could feel the gap building between them.  He grabbed her hands and placed it on top of his chest near his heart but she suddenly jerked away.  "What happened? please tell me" begging; "You can't leave me out of this, i'm already involved more than you think i am and i can protect you."  Yoann kept looking down her hands and this time she was not able to held back her tears.  Tears fall to her hands to her lap continously as if there is no tomorrow.  Biting her lips to at least cover the little sound of her cry.  Vernon touched her to get attention but it does not work, so he draped his arms over her shoulder bringing her to a hug as she cried her heart out.

    Few hours past and the endless crying seemed to have lessen and He carefully placed his fingers under her chin so he could see her face.  Her eyes was swollen from crying and you could tell that she was not able to sleep as well because of the black lines under her beautiful eyes.  She opened her mouth to speak but nothing came out, she tried one more time but all she could whispher was "sorry".  His face was questioning but he did not judge he, instead he grabbed a bottle of water from his bag and offered it to Yoann.  She took it and drank, and tried to take her ees away from him but he would not let him.  She placed the bottle on the table and take in a deep breathe as if finding courage to speak.

  "I'm sorry to have you go through this, it's my fault." she started.  "I know that it was wrong but i still went through this.  I've already seen this happening but i did not prevent it".  
"Will you please stop! i'ts not entirely your fault.  i told you I AM a part of this, i'm your boyfriend right?!  Look there is no point on blaming this on you, i will support you all the way, no matter what your deceision is I will respect it."
"I love you so much but i can't defy her anymore.  Our futue, MY future will be ruined and i may