My poems, sky Eymann [black books to read .TXT] 📗

will not end this way I decide

Just because I didnt see the light of today

The light will come

Im sure

Not today but maybe tomorrow

So I stand in the dark

And see

There was a light

It was right in front of me

 

Stars

The stars shining 

So bright

Im gazing

Then I wonder, What is it like?

I look up at the sky

The stars no longer hiding behind the clouds

Their singing softly

A lullaby to me

A beautiful Song and sight

But so lonley for them to be up so high

Hearts

A heart is made of Glass

So be Careful with it

It holds so much Meaning

It Beats rythmicly 

To the Music

Desires and

Hope in every beat

Sometimes it Skips

When in Love

That's Life

River rocks

Blue skies

Murkey brown pond below

The light in his eyes

As he pulls me from the depths

Feeling alive

But drowning as well

Getting pulled out faster

As each second passes

When I reach the surface

I see everything more clear

No ripples or blurrs

But I look at my rescuer 

That has tears falling down his face

His stone brown eyes glowing

In happiness

His arms wrap around my shoulders

He holds me closely 

"Im so glad you made it out"

I smile softly to this heartfelt boy

He then wipes my tears

The tears I never knew I had

Too late

You cut

Destroying yourself

Little by little

But inside

Your already rotten and dead

You walk around with a fake smile

Plastered on your face

You look strong

But no one knows

That you cry all night

Or the scars

New and old

All over your body

Shameful and pathetic

You think

"Why am I still alive?"

So you decide

You'll do it

You pick up the knife

And imagine it

It seems like bliss

From your problems

All the people

Who dont care

From your judgemental and crazy maker

Who has lost her way

And isn't coming back

So you cut the thin skin

On your neck

As the blood drips

He knocks away the weapon

And watches the life fade out of your eyes

As you whisper

"Its too late"

Then he's left alone

And he picks up the knife...

Bullet

Life is hard

Its like a bullet to the head

A gaping hole in the side of our heads

Many people dont see

But one's with an extra mirror

See very clearly

What has been done to them

They get angry

Depressed

Anxious

But no one understands

Because they can't see

Shackles and chains

These shackles and chains

When I try to move

I hit the ground

The smell of ashes

Of burning flesh

Everything has crashed

All around me

Burn't to dust

As I watch

Burn't to the bone

Tears rolling down my face

Im weighed down by these chains

Unable to move

As they die one by one

Death

Death

Death sounds bittersweet

A taste of freedom

But suffering

The word is tart on my tongue

Making me breath black

And speak lies

So for now I lay

In my bed

But soon I will lay

In a grave

 

Slow

Everything is frozen

Silent

Nothing in my mind

The pain thundering in my chest

As I fall

It's dark

As I feel the wind go through my hair

And my body collapse onto the ground

Sinner

I stand in front of you

My sins written on my arms

In red

My tears rollling over the scratches

That i have displayed

Your eyes wide in shock

As you turn away

I weep

Over my own foolishness

And selfishness

As you walk 

Turned from me

Demons

Forgive me for I have sinned

I have hurt others and myself

I believe I deserve this pain

"Why can't I end all this pain?"

"you're worth living"

I don't understand

My demons say diffrent

They taunt and tease

Nipping at my skin

You tell me they arn't real

But have you seen them

In my eyes?

Because I have

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Publication Date: 07-09-2014

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