Total Drama Island, Heather Reed [best inspirational books .txt] 📗

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I am now 13 and people still call me that. I kinda like it. Bookworm means, 'Someone that loves to read a lot and will read anything it gets their hands on. They don't care if it is hard or not or even big or small. And it's hard for them to put the book, down when they get started.
Well, that is me I guess. But I do put it down sometimes. I live with my mom. My dad well, I don't know where the hell he is. My mom and him split up when I was little.
She has dated but I think she's scared to love someone again. Well fall in love how some people should say.
Well Izzy and me went to this summer camp over the summer. And things happen at camp with me and her. She always picked on me and shit. It's all crazy but here let me tell you.

~Flash Back~

The first day of camp:

I just got done packing and I put my bags in the truck. Went over to Izzy's house and asked if she was done.

“Hey Mary is Izzy done packing?”

“Um that I do not know. You can go up there to her room and see if she is.” Mary said.

I go up to her room and I seen bags outside her door and I walk in her room and this I didn't mean to see. She was naked.

“Hey, Izzy are you ready to go.” I said. “Oh my god Izzy. I'm so sorry.” I turned around to look at the wall.

“It's okay.” she shut the door and then walked over to me started feeling me. “Why don't you turn around and look at me. You know you want too.”

She took my arm and put it on her boob and then I looked at her to see what she was doing. Wow she's only 13 and damn she's big. Then I took my arm back.

“Izzy get some clothes on, we need to go.” I told her and I was started to leave and she grabbed my hand and turn me around.

“No, not yet.” she said.

She locked the door and she started kissing me. This was very crazy. She took my shirt off and started feeling my chest. Then she went to my pants, took them off too. I was only in my boxers. She started playing with my penis. She even licked my penis a few times and then she out my penis in her month.

“Izzy, what are you doing?” I asked.

“I'm giving you a blow job. I know you want to so lets do it.”

She was right, but her mom. “What about your mom?”

“So, I'll be quiet.” she said.

She kept giving me a blow job. Then I took off my shoes and then I pushed her on to her bed. I started to eat her out, and I even was fingering her. I had 2 fingers in her pussy.
It must felt good to her because she grabbed a hair full of my hair. I looked up at her, she was enjoying it. So I started going faster with my fingers. Then I got up and put my penis into her pussy.
We didn't do it long we did it about 45 minutes to an hour. She liked it because she said.

“Damn Noah. Wow. I'm glad I said lets fuck. God that was good. Do you think we can do it again?”

“I do not know, maybe. I'll think about it. But we got to go. Are you okay?”

“Yea why?”

“The blood on your bed?”

“Oh that's fine. I'm not a virgin anymore it does that when you lose your virginity for girls tho.” she said.

Then the 3rd day, she kissed me at camp. And this was crazy because she only kissed me once that day. She usely kisses me like 10 times a day.
The 6th day at camp we went to the pool. I brought my book with me. I was laying in the folding chair reading.
She came from behind me and scared me. My book went into the pool. I got out of the chair and got it.

“Damn, Izzy. Don't do that. What the hell is your deal.”

“Not a thing.”

“Well I got to go dry my book off and change clothes. See yea later.”

The 8th day at camp was real crazy. All the campers were in the lobby. This boy name Geoff asked who wants to play spin the bottle?

“Who wants to play spin the bottle?” Geoff said.

Izzy said, “Not me.”

“Noah, do you want to play?”

“Um... I guess.” I said.

“Gwen, how about you?”

“Sure. Trent play with me too please.” Gwen said.

“Yea, I guess I could babe.” Trent said.

“Well, I guess I could play too.” Izzy said.

I knew why she change her mind. She wanted to see if I was gonna play so, she can play to kiss me or to see if I could kiss her again.
Gwen and Trent kissed. Geoff kissed some girl with real long blonde hair. She was cute. Then it was my turn to spin the bottle.
The bottle landed on Izzy. She got up to walk over to me and I got up. I just stood there. She looked at me.

“Are you gonna kiss her or not?” Geoff asked.

“Yea, are you gonna kiss me or not Noah?” Izzy also asked.

“No, I am not gonna kiss you.” I said.

She started to cry, so she ran away.

“Izzy wait.” I said.

“Dude, why didn't you kiss her?” Geoff said.

I just stood there and looked at him. I shook my head and said.

“Geoff, I don't know.”

I took off and ran looking for her. I looked everywhere but the girls bathroom by the cabin. I knocked before I open the door. She sure was in there. I heard her crying.

“Izzy, you okay.” I asked.

Why did I just ask her that. I hurt for fucking feelings. What the hell.

“Leave me alone. Go away.” she said.

I went inside the bathroom and found her on the floor crying. I walked to her and sat down next to her. I put my arms around her. She slap my arms off of her.

“Don't touch me!” she said.

“Izzy, I am so sorry. Please don't be mad or upset with me.”

“Why should I? You did not want to kiss me. Why?” she asked me.

I did not know what to tell her. I was scared to say something to piss her off again. So I started off saying this.

“Listen, Izzy. I don't know why I didn't want to kiss you.” I told her. “But, I do know this. I do love you but we can't do this. We have to move on. Find someone else when we get home okay. I can't do this.” I just let it all out.

“Are you sure, Noah?” she asked. “You really want to break up like this at camp.”

“We not. I said when we get home we are.” I said. “I can't just sit here and be the good guy. Well, I am but we really aren't going out we never have. We just said we loved each other. Of course we had sex, but to tell you this. I think I'm gay. When we kiss I don't feel anything anymore like I use too when we were kids. But the sex was good but that like I thought it would be.” I told her the whole truth.

“Wow. I thought I was the only one about the kiss. But the sex was great. I think it was me tho. When we get home what we gonna do?”

“We are gonna move on with our lifes. We been together for about 8 years, so I think we do need a break. I am sorry Izzy.” I told her.

I helped her up. I even gave her a kiss on the lips for the last time. That was not the last time giving her a kiss.

On the 10th day of camp which was the last day of camp. We packed and my mother came and got me and Izzy. We were laughing when we got to my mom. My mom looked at us. We were not holding hands like we usely did around my mother.
I shook my head at her because I knew what she was thinking. Izzy and I told everyone goodbye. And right before I got into the truck, someone called my name.

“Noah!”

I looked and it was one of the campers name Cody.

“Noah wait!” no said.

“Be right back.” I walk to Cody. “Hey, Cody.”

“Hey, you gonna leave without saying good-bye to me?”

“Oh sorry. Well, good-bye Cody. Hope to see you again.” I told him.

“Well, I hope so.” he handed me a piece of paper. “Read it when you get home. And I'll hit you up on facebook.”

“Okay. Well, bye for now.” I hugged him and walked back to the track.

“What did that nerd want?” Izzy said.

“Izzy!?” my mother said.

“His name is Cody and nothing I just forgot to say good-bye to him okay, smarty pants.”

“Oh.” that was all she said.

When we got home I help Izzy, carry her bags home. Her mom was cooking dinner when we walked inside. I wave at her but didn't say anything. I went straight into Izzy's bedroom.

“Thanks, Noah for helping me carry my bags.”

“Your welcome. I need to get going and put my things away.”

“Oh okay.”

“See yea.”

“You too, Noah.”

I dropped her bags on her bed and looked at her and then left her room. Waved at Mary again. I walked home, my mom put my bags by my door. I picked them up and carried them inside and put my clothes away. Then when I was done, I layed down on my bed. When I sat down I felt something in my back pocket. I got back up and took out the letter that Cody gave me.

I opened the letter and it had said:
Dear Noah,
I had fun with you in the last 2 weeks and I never told anyone this but my father and mother and my family. Well I am gay. I have dated one girl but it not feel the same. I thought you were cute and I heard you didn't kiss that red hair when y'all were playing spin the bottle. And when Geoff asked, 'Why you didn't, kiss her.' and you said, 'I don't know.' Then the next two days I didn't see yea kiss or do anything like when you first got there, I thought to myself you were gay. Well, if you are write me back on facebook. (Codiee3@aol.com) tell me how you feel.
Love, Cody.

Wow Cody likes me. I got on facebook and looked him up. I sent him a friend request. I even wrote him a short letter.

Dear Cody,
Hey, well I was not gay until I couldn't kiss her anymore. We broke up that day too. I told her that we needed to go on with our lifes. We been together since she was 7 well, when she turn 7 on her birthday. So hit me back