Only in fairy tales and anime, Brandi B. [ink ebook reader txt] 📗

Yeah I know. I do that a lot. When I woke up, I was in a hotel bed and it was late afternoon. "Waaa?" "That nice Gabriel boy carried you." My mother said. I was half shocked, half pissed. But whatever. Life goes on right? I slowly got up. "Are you hungry?" "No." Actually I was in a lot of pain. "Do we have any pain meds?" "Yeah why? Are you hurt?" "No, I'm just in pain." "They're over there." I walked over and took a few. I realized I was still dressed so I said "Is it alright if I go for a walk?" "Sure go ahead." I then left hoping to find some peace. I walked downstairs slowly because of the pain in my knees. When I finally got outside I realized it was raining. "Ah, who cares." Therefore, I decided to sit on a bench, although sadly it was under the roof. " You're going to catch a cold." " So? What do you care?" I realized this reminded me a lot of the dream I had not too long ago." " Because I'm you're friend even if you won't admit it." " I don't have nor do I need friends." " You keep saying that and I'm believing you less and less each time." "Whatever." I heard him laugh and the bench slightly sag beside me. So I decided to look over and no surprise, it was Gabriel. "Why don't you just give up already?" "Because that's just not me." I sighed loudly. "Why do you keep trying to push me away?" " Because I don't want friends." "Still don't believe it." I let out a big sigh. "Whatever." He again chuckled. I then slowly got up, still in a lot of pain and began to walk away, him still following me. I sighed again. Can't he just leave me alone? "Nope I can't. You were speaking out loud again." " I have to stop doing that." "'Nah. I think it's cute. Haha! You're actually blushing! I didn't know it was possible!!!!!!" "Shut up." I then tried to walk away faster, but because of the pain he kept up like it was nothing. Damn him, this was going to be a looooooong summer."
The beginning of a summer that was too long.

As I mad my way back up to my room he continued to follow. "Don't you have anything better to do?" "Nah, not really." Thankfully some random girls began talking to him and I made my escape. As I entered back into my room, my mother asked how my walk was and all I said was "Don't ask." She just shrugged and answered an 'Ok.' Which was very smart. "Well, I have to go out for a bit. You'll be ok right?" "Of course." "Ok! By!" This is actually just what I needed. I made sure all entrances were locked and started a bath. The warm water felt amazing on my cold skin. Now, all I need to do is think, which is what I've wanted to do for a while. I turned on the music for some background noise and began my thinking. Why me? Out of every girl he could pester why me? I once thought like he does, that people were nice and kind, and I used to give them the benefit of the doubt. Then again there is only so many times a person heart can be ripped to shreds until there's nothing left. I was loyal, protected them, tried my best to be nice and not too annoying but all I got was a ton of knifes in the back. After what I've been through, I have no heart left. Not of my own choice. That one last shred I held onto I dropped on the frozen ground that day that I over heard them talking. 'Well maybe he can give you a new one.' The haunting voice in the back of my head said this. 'No fucken way. Why the hell would I trust him?!' 'Because believe it or not you still have a tiny piece of heart left, but it's covered by ice and steel, not opening up to anyone, but he's been prying at that ice and steel hasn't he?' 'Of course not!' I knew this voice was right, but I wouldn't admit it. Never. That steel and ice was under lock and key and no one would ever know where that key was. 'He does and you know it.' 'He does NOT!' 'He does, yet you are too stubborn to admit it. Why?' 'Because this stuff only happens in fairy tales and anime.' 'The sad thing is that you actually believe that.' 'That's because it's true.' 'Not always.' 'Oh Shut Up!' I couldn't stand the fact that the voice was right. I didn't want to believe it, and I sure as hell didn't want to get hurt. That was for sure. 'He doesn't seem like the type to do that.' 'You don't know that for sure.' 'No one knows anything truly "For sure".' Again the fucken voice was right. Damn it! 'Why don't you give him a chance? Is it because your a baby and afraid to get hurt.' Great now it's mocking me. 'I'm not afraid to get hurt!' 'Then do it!' This voice was fucken pissing me off, but it was right, damn it to hell. 'Fine! But first mistake and I won't ever even look at him again!' 'Good girl.' 'Whatever.'

New friendship? Not likely -.-

I then realized that the sun had set and the bath had gotten cold. So I finally got out, dried off and switched into pj's. I looked at my phone, and when I was about to put it down it began to buzz. I sighed. "Meet me at my room. 327 two down from you. I wanna talk." I sighed. "I'm in pj's." 'Remember what you said.' God damned mother fucken voice! "I don't care all of our parents are out." "Yeah like I'd want to be alone in a room with you when they get home -.-" "That's a good point...." 'ehem.' 'Oh fuck you voice!' "I'll get dressed meet you at the bench outside." "Great!" I rolled my eyes. I hate that fucken voice. It'll be the death of me. I then got dressed in one of my butler outfits with the black shoes and mad hatter top. I then began the walk down. Fuck my life. As I got there I had my now usual frown on and saw he was already there. I sighed. "What?" "Well at least we moved forward, you'll actually say 'What' instead of go away." He was smiling. I rolled my eyes. "Well let's go for a walk." "Whatever." "See we are getting better!" "Yeah ok. You need to stop smoking weed." He laughed. I gave him a glare. We were now at a park. "What did you want?" "I wanted to apologize about before." I lifted one eyebrow. "So you're going to leave me alone?" "Nah! I wanted to apologize about the girls. That happens a lot." "And I care why?" He frowned slightly. "You're not very nice to me." "You just got that? If that's all, I'm going back now." As I tuned he grabbed my arm. "Why can't we just be friends?" "Because it seems those THINGS always stab me in the back and like I always say that stuff only happens in fairy tales and anime." He didn't let go. "You never said why in anime as well." I smiled evilly. "And that is a secret just for me." I ripped my arm from his grasp and began running. As I mad it back to the hotel I didn't stop running until I reached my room and had locked the door. 'I thought you were going to try.' 'I did!' 'No that was running away.' I then got back into my pj's. 'Yeah. I'm a coward ok? I don't feel like getting hurt again. Get off my back.' 'If you keep going like this, you'll be alone forever.' I sank into my bed into a fetus position on my side and answered the voice sadly 'Yeah, I know.'

Wonderland club

I woke up the next morning and my parents were already gone with just a not left behind. 'Went out for the whole day with Gabe's parents, you two have fun!' I groaned and dragged myself to the shower. I wasn't going to hang out with the likes of him, I was going to go sight seeing.'Idiot' 'Oh shut the fuck up!' Once I had finished I got dressed. I put on black skinny jeans, a crown the empire t-shirt, black knee high converse and my mad hatter hat. "Off we go into wonderland!" I was actually somewhat cheerful. That was until I opened the door. Before he could open his mouth, I slammed the door in his face and locked it. "Hey! Common! We're supposed to spend the day together! Notice the word TOGETHER?!" "Fuck off." "Oh! We're back to that again?!" I sighed and as I grabbed my messenger bag,snuck out the window. As soon as I was walking away I heard a triumphant "Haha!" and then a "What the fuck?!" before I was out of sight. "Finally that bastard isn't nagging me anymore!" 'You like it.' 'No, I don't now shut your face!' I snapped this at the voice. As I walked I got strange looks, but I was used to them. They didn't bug me anymore. "Ummm, excuse me..." I looked over at my side and there was a girl about my age that looked emo too. "Yeah?" "Do you mind if I walk with you,