MANIAC'S MIRROR, antim abhay [learn to read activity book .TXT] 📗
- Author: antim abhay
Book online «MANIAC'S MIRROR, antim abhay [learn to read activity book .TXT] 📗». Author antim abhay
Sitting here in black Upnafed eating re fried beans
We’re in all the magazines
Gulping' down Thorazine
We ain't got no friends
Our troubles never end
I'm friends with the President
I'm friends with the Pope
We’re all making a fortune selling coal
Don’t remember where I was
When I realized life was a game
More seriously I took things
The harder the rules became
I had no idea what it’d cost
My life passed before my eyes
I found out how little I accomplished
All my plans denied
If my heart was still alive
I know it would surely break
And my memories left with you
There’s nothing more to say.
Now wherever I go, good Shanurians come to watch my back, they give me tight security in one form or the other from the bad Shanurians but they don’t reveal themselves to me. In one manner, I m not a prisoner I can do anything. These good Shanurians who are watching me are present in one form or the other wherever I roam in this universe may be they are thinking I do not know about them. Now which type of Shanurian I get to deal with that only Creator might know. In a long race, in a stadium when you are leading, and you complete one lap so fast that you leave others far behind then a point comes when you again come behind them, at that time those who have noticed you from the beginning will only know that it is your second lap, others who didn’t notice you from start or uninformed will think you are lagging.
Feel no pain, but my life isn’t easy
I know you are my best friend
No one cares, but I'm so much stronger
I'll fight until the end
To escape from this true false world
Undamaged destiny
Can't get caught in the endless circle
Ring of stupidity
One with my mind, they just can't see
No need to hear things that they say
Life is for my own to live my own way
Rape my mind and destroy my feelings
Don't tell me what to do
I don't care now, 'cause I'm on my side
And I can see through you
Feed my brain with your so called standards
Who says that I ain't right
I am the world that hides
The universal secret of all time
Destruction of the empty spaces
Is my one and only crime
I lived a thousand times
I found out what it means to be believed
Well, I know it hard for you
To know the reason why
And I know you'll understand
When it's time to die
I don't believe the knife you have
Will be the only one
You have to let your body weep
To let your soul live on.
Alyonushka:
It makes me wonder
Your head is humming and it won’t go
In case you don’t know
God is calling me to join him.
You surprised me
Seeing a me I never saw
Thanks for meeting me
Where it matters most to meet
For opening my eyes
To what I could not see alone
See me as your fellow pilgrim
Not as your teacher
For seer and seeker are we both.
Ivanushka:
Lay beside me tell me what I've done
The door is closed so are your eyes
But now I see the sun
I know now that you are the only one
I'm lucky to have met you
I traveled through a tube and ended up in your infection
With eyes so dilated I've become your pupil
You've taught me everything without a poison apple.
I’m doing what Alyonushka told me to do before he willingly sacrificed himself for my freedom. He once said ‘we all are the prisoners in the same but different worlds.’ All of us are alone in the darkness, but we have to save every soul. Alyonushka has bonded all of us. I am a person who floats with the current, never guiding myself according to higher principles, have no idol no convictions. I am a thing instead of living and moving being an echo not a voice. I bring justice and truth for us and vendetta for them.
I set sail across the seas
Of long past memories
Fantasies end as I merge with reality
Welcome to where time stands still
No one leaves and no one will
Moon is full, never seems to change
Just labeled mentally deranged
Dream the same thing every night
I see our freedom in my sight
No locked doors, No windows barred
No things to make my brain seem scarred
Sleep my friend and you will see
That dream is my reality
They keep me locked up in this cage
Can't they see it's why my brain says rage?
Build my fear of what's out there
And cannot breathe the open air
Whisper things into my brain
Assuring me that I'm insane
They think our heads are in their hands
But violent use brings violent plans
No more can they keep us in
Listen, damn it, we will win
Fear of living on
Natives getting restless now
Mutiny in the air
Got some death to do
Mirror stares back hard
Kill it's such a friendly word
Seems the only way
For reaching out again
Alyonushkas:
Howling winds keep screaming round
And the rain comes pouring down
Doors are locked and bolted now
As Ivanushka crawls into town
Straight out of hell
One of a kind
Stalking her victims
Don’t look behind you
Sanctuary is being sought
Whispered prayers a last resort
Terror struck we know we are caught
Beware the beast in black
You know she’s coming back Ivanushka
As night is falling
The end is drawing near we hear
Our last rites echo on the wind
Huddled in the cellar
Fear caught in their eyes
Daring not to move or breathe
As the she creature cries
Fingernails start scratching
On the outside wall
Clawing at the windows
Come to me it calls
Atmospheres electric
As Ivanushka now descend the stairs.
Ivanushka:
If you listen very hard
The truth will come to you at last
When all are one and one is all
Evil eyes behind their smiles
You swallow it up when sincerity lies
Alert the press and address the states of emergency
We the crew you love to hate
First mistake, you were never ready
Dance with the dead, better be ten times more deadly
This is me, I'm always the same
Virus in the system,
Crash the mainframe
Up rise, now fall in line
Roll with the pack or get left behind
"It's a Masterpiece Conspiracy"
I'd rather hear it from you
Than be lied to
Deceived again
Exposed by the light, true colors ascend
Take down the regime, break the trend
Deceived by your peers and your so-called friends
Keep your people tight,
Watch your enemies close
Trust what you know,
Soon enough they'll choke
Where were you when we started this thing?
You weren't around, this isn’t yours to claim
You'll never take what's been given to us
Wipe that smile off your face and that look of disgust
Up rise, now fall in line Roll with the pack,
Or get left behind.
Now who are trapped how much deep they are, depends on their personal choices. Anyways whoever is right now trapped or who are going to be trapped they should know I have left many different clues and milestones in different worlds like this Timebook of Clocks, you’ll find them if you are true when you crawl your way out, but whether you’ll understand them it depends upon the factor that when you were free you were watching me or was there with me or didn’t knew me at all. Let this moment be x. Suppose after x, I spent my time doing quotidian work and died but if I couldn’t do what Shanurians wanted me to, then they would put me and my life again at x (they have to set everything around me as it was at the moment x) and from there Shanurians would try some other methods to achieve what they want. The residents of the planet are not aware of this, and they will never be, as Shanurians control their minds these Shanurians are immortal, and they manage to find me every time I run away, they want me to do something desperately. Shanurians have command over my life they can forward, rewind or pause my life anytime, but that doesn’t bother me; I can’t feel any difference just some sense of de javu or I see some visions while I’m awake. Now if any face that had come in my life after x I won’t be able to recognize it in the present life. I play hide and seek, and I’m the Dan I have to seek similar faces that are hiding from me in a crowded room. I now play the role that others choose for me as a scarecrow.
Alyonushkas:
The black and green scarecrow as everyone knows
Stood with a bird on his hat and straw everywhere
He didn't care
His head did no thinking
His arms didn't move except when the wind cut up Rough and mice ran around on the ground
The black and green scarecrow is sadder than me
But now he's resigned to his fate
'Cause life's not unkind - he doesn't mind.
He stood in a field where barley grows.
Ivanushka:
I met the leader (Alyonushka) today
He is as good as dead
But has showed me a way
I have awaken dead people from their cemeteries
Or I think they weren’t dead from the beginning
Anyways they are not zombies,
I’ am telling this because today I saw a ghost,
Someone I thought was dead long ago.
His name was Tarkone
He was a famous person at his home.
They are doing instant justice in our cases.
Don’t always trust the sound.
They usually hit when I’m nostalgic.
I’m trapped I’m not.
The restraint is stopping them from hitting me.
There is this machine that Kilkanuks have built for the Shanurians it is giving points based on your actions in the tests; I mean that you have to please a machine. Trust me on this and forfeit your nightmares. Sometimes I or my clones punish the Shanurians; sometimes they punish me and you. In this game there is only one outcome of your action that matters anyway (good or bad), you perform any action in any way the result will be the same. In this trial, consent of the subject has no link with the free will of the subject. I thought of writing a book but who will understand it. I have heard it said that you can write a book and publish it while you are in a solitary confinement but you know you can’t go out and see whether they have really published it or not or if they have altered the content of it. People like me are all in the same prison we all are undergoing the same punishment. I think I know what they want. There is only one way to escape out of the prison.
I’ am sorry you could not escape but I did for a while somehow to another universe where nobody knew me and which was normal, they called it Arindhara but I came back for you. If anyone would have told me about the way to figure out the password then I would not have been able to escape, it’s the way it works if you are following the way to escape by establishing it on your own then you will escape but if you are following the rules of escaping by learning it from somewhere else, then I can’t say where it will lead you, that is the reason your allies on your planet (Alyonushka’s friends) will never tell you directly what you should do they will not even reveal that they are your allies they may do opposite .This
Comments (0)