The Tragedy of the Chain Pier, Charlotte Mary Brame [free e books to read txt] 📗
- Author: Charlotte Mary Brame
Book online «The Tragedy of the Chain Pier, Charlotte Mary Brame [free e books to read txt] 📗». Author Charlotte Mary Brame
it was that I did not see you--I stood there some few minutes, and then I took the little bundle; I raised it gently and let it fall into the sea. But my baby was dead--I swear to that. Oh, Heaven! if I dared--if I dared fling myself in the same green, briny waves!
"I was mad with anguish. I went back to my lodging; the landlady asked me if I had left the baby in Brighton, and I answered 'Yes.' I do not know how the days went on--I could not tell you; I was never myself, nor do I remember much until some weeks afterward I went home to my grandmother, who died soon after I reached her. I need not tell you that afterwards I met Lance, and learned to love him with all my heart.
"Do not tell him; promise me, I beseech you, for mercy's sake, do not tell him!"
"What you have told me," I said, "certainly gives a different aspect to the whole affair. I will make no promise--I will think it over. I must have time to decide what is best."
"You will spare me," she went on. "You see I did no one any harm, wrong or injury. If I hurt another, then you might deprive me of my husband and my home; as it is, Lance loves me and I love him. You will not tell him?"
"I will think about it," I replied.
"But I cannot live in this suspense," she cried. "If you will tell him, tell him this day, this hour."
"He might forgive you," I said.
"No, he would not be angry, he would not reproach me, but he would never look upon my face again."
"Would it not be better for you to tell him yourself?" I suggested.
"Oh, no!" she cried, with a shudder. "No, I shall never tell him."
"I do not say that I shall," I said. "Give me a few days--only a few days--and I will decide in my mind all about it."
Then we saw Lance in the distance.
"There is my husband," she said. "Do I look very ill, Mr. Ford?"
"You do, indeed; you look ghastly," I said.
"I will go and meet him," she said.
The exercise and the fresh air brought some little color to her face before they met. Still he cried out that I had not taken care of her; that she was overtired.
"That is it," she replied. "I have been over-tired all day: I think my head aches; I have had a strange sensation of dizziness in it, I am tired--oh, Lance, I am so tired!"
"I shall not leave you again," said Lance to her, and I fancied he was not quite pleased with me, and thought I had neglected her. We all three went home together. Mrs. Fleming did not say much, but she kept up better than I thought she could have done. I heard her that same evening express a wish to be driven to Vale Royal on the day following; a young girl, whom she had been instrumental in saving from ruin, had been suddenly taken ill, and wanted to see her.
"My darling," Lance said, "you do not seem to me strong enough. Let me persuade you to rest tomorrow."
"I should like to see Rose Winter again before--before I"--then she stopped abruptly.
"Before you--what, Frances?" he asked.
"I mean," she said, "that I should like to see Rose before she grows worse."
"I think you ought to rest, but you shall do as you like, Frances; you always do. I will drive you over myself."
I saw them start on the following morning, and then I tried to think over in solitude what it would be best to do. Her story certainly altered facts very considerably. She was not a murderess, as I had believed her to be. If the death of the little hapless child was attributable to an overdose of the cordial, she had certainly not given it purposely. Could I judge her?
Yet, an honest, loyal man like Lance ought not to be so cruelly deceived. I felt sure myself that if she spoke to him--if she told him her story with the same pathos with which she had told it to me, he would forgive her--he must forgive her. I could not reconcile it with my conscience to keep silence, I could not, and I believed that the truth might be told with safety. So, after long thinking and deliberation, I came to the conclusion that Lance must know, and that she must tell him herself.
It was in the middle of a bright, sunshiny afternoon when they returned. When Lance brought his wife into the drawing-room he seemed very anxious over her.
"Frances does not seem well," he said to me. "Ring the bell, John, and order some hot tea; she is as cold as death."
Her eyes met mine, and in them I read the question--"What are you going to do?" I was struck by her dreadful pallor.
"Is your head bad again today?" I asked.
"Yes, it aches very much," she replied.
The hot tea came, and it seemed to revive her; but after a few minutes the dreadful shivering came over her again. She stood up.
"Lance," she said, "I will go to my room, and you must lead me; my head aches so that I am blind."
She left her pretty drawing-room, never to re-enter it. The next day at noon Lance came to me with a sad face.
"John, my wife is very ill, and I have just heard bad news."
"What is it, Lance?" I asked.
"Why, that the girl she went yesterday to see, Rose Winter, is ill with the most malignant type of small-pox."
I looked at him in horror.
"Do you think," I gasped, "that the--that Mrs. Fleming has caught it?"
"I am quite sure," he replied. "I have just sent for the doctor, and have telegraphed to the hospital for two nurses. And my old friend," he added, "I am afraid it is going to be a bad case."
It was a bad case. I never left him while the suspense lasted; but it was soon over. She suffered intensely, for the disease was of the most virulent type. It was soon over. Lance came to me one afternoon, and I read the verdict in his face.
"She will die," he said, hoarsely. "They cannot save her," and the day after that he came to me again with wistful eyes.
"John," he said, slowly, "my wife is dying, and she wants to see you. Will you see her?"
"Most certainly," I replied.
She smiled when she saw me, and beckoned me to her. Ah, poor soul! her judgment had indeed been taken from me. She whispered to me:
"Promise me that you will never tell him. I am dying! he need never know now. Will you promise me?"
I promised, and she died! I have kept my promise--Lance Fleming knows nothing of what I have told you.
Only Heaven knows how far she sinned or was sinned against. I never see the sunset, or hear the waves come rolling in, without thinking of the tragedy on the pier.
THE END.
Imprint
"I was mad with anguish. I went back to my lodging; the landlady asked me if I had left the baby in Brighton, and I answered 'Yes.' I do not know how the days went on--I could not tell you; I was never myself, nor do I remember much until some weeks afterward I went home to my grandmother, who died soon after I reached her. I need not tell you that afterwards I met Lance, and learned to love him with all my heart.
"Do not tell him; promise me, I beseech you, for mercy's sake, do not tell him!"
"What you have told me," I said, "certainly gives a different aspect to the whole affair. I will make no promise--I will think it over. I must have time to decide what is best."
"You will spare me," she went on. "You see I did no one any harm, wrong or injury. If I hurt another, then you might deprive me of my husband and my home; as it is, Lance loves me and I love him. You will not tell him?"
"I will think about it," I replied.
"But I cannot live in this suspense," she cried. "If you will tell him, tell him this day, this hour."
"He might forgive you," I said.
"No, he would not be angry, he would not reproach me, but he would never look upon my face again."
"Would it not be better for you to tell him yourself?" I suggested.
"Oh, no!" she cried, with a shudder. "No, I shall never tell him."
"I do not say that I shall," I said. "Give me a few days--only a few days--and I will decide in my mind all about it."
Then we saw Lance in the distance.
"There is my husband," she said. "Do I look very ill, Mr. Ford?"
"You do, indeed; you look ghastly," I said.
"I will go and meet him," she said.
The exercise and the fresh air brought some little color to her face before they met. Still he cried out that I had not taken care of her; that she was overtired.
"That is it," she replied. "I have been over-tired all day: I think my head aches; I have had a strange sensation of dizziness in it, I am tired--oh, Lance, I am so tired!"
"I shall not leave you again," said Lance to her, and I fancied he was not quite pleased with me, and thought I had neglected her. We all three went home together. Mrs. Fleming did not say much, but she kept up better than I thought she could have done. I heard her that same evening express a wish to be driven to Vale Royal on the day following; a young girl, whom she had been instrumental in saving from ruin, had been suddenly taken ill, and wanted to see her.
"My darling," Lance said, "you do not seem to me strong enough. Let me persuade you to rest tomorrow."
"I should like to see Rose Winter again before--before I"--then she stopped abruptly.
"Before you--what, Frances?" he asked.
"I mean," she said, "that I should like to see Rose before she grows worse."
"I think you ought to rest, but you shall do as you like, Frances; you always do. I will drive you over myself."
I saw them start on the following morning, and then I tried to think over in solitude what it would be best to do. Her story certainly altered facts very considerably. She was not a murderess, as I had believed her to be. If the death of the little hapless child was attributable to an overdose of the cordial, she had certainly not given it purposely. Could I judge her?
Yet, an honest, loyal man like Lance ought not to be so cruelly deceived. I felt sure myself that if she spoke to him--if she told him her story with the same pathos with which she had told it to me, he would forgive her--he must forgive her. I could not reconcile it with my conscience to keep silence, I could not, and I believed that the truth might be told with safety. So, after long thinking and deliberation, I came to the conclusion that Lance must know, and that she must tell him herself.
It was in the middle of a bright, sunshiny afternoon when they returned. When Lance brought his wife into the drawing-room he seemed very anxious over her.
"Frances does not seem well," he said to me. "Ring the bell, John, and order some hot tea; she is as cold as death."
Her eyes met mine, and in them I read the question--"What are you going to do?" I was struck by her dreadful pallor.
"Is your head bad again today?" I asked.
"Yes, it aches very much," she replied.
The hot tea came, and it seemed to revive her; but after a few minutes the dreadful shivering came over her again. She stood up.
"Lance," she said, "I will go to my room, and you must lead me; my head aches so that I am blind."
She left her pretty drawing-room, never to re-enter it. The next day at noon Lance came to me with a sad face.
"John, my wife is very ill, and I have just heard bad news."
"What is it, Lance?" I asked.
"Why, that the girl she went yesterday to see, Rose Winter, is ill with the most malignant type of small-pox."
I looked at him in horror.
"Do you think," I gasped, "that the--that Mrs. Fleming has caught it?"
"I am quite sure," he replied. "I have just sent for the doctor, and have telegraphed to the hospital for two nurses. And my old friend," he added, "I am afraid it is going to be a bad case."
It was a bad case. I never left him while the suspense lasted; but it was soon over. She suffered intensely, for the disease was of the most virulent type. It was soon over. Lance came to me one afternoon, and I read the verdict in his face.
"She will die," he said, hoarsely. "They cannot save her," and the day after that he came to me again with wistful eyes.
"John," he said, slowly, "my wife is dying, and she wants to see you. Will you see her?"
"Most certainly," I replied.
She smiled when she saw me, and beckoned me to her. Ah, poor soul! her judgment had indeed been taken from me. She whispered to me:
"Promise me that you will never tell him. I am dying! he need never know now. Will you promise me?"
I promised, and she died! I have kept my promise--Lance Fleming knows nothing of what I have told you.
Only Heaven knows how far she sinned or was sinned against. I never see the sunset, or hear the waves come rolling in, without thinking of the tragedy on the pier.
THE END.
Imprint
Publication Date: 09-17-2010
All Rights Reserved
Free e-book «The Tragedy of the Chain Pier, Charlotte Mary Brame [free e books to read txt] 📗» - read online now
Add a comment
Comments (0)