The Obstacle Race, Ethel May Dell [best biographies to read TXT] 📗

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"Perhaps," she said, with her head bent.
"Only perhaps?" he said.
His voice was deeply tender. He was trying to look into the veiled eyes.
"Only perhaps?" he said again.
She made a little movement as if she would free herself, but checked it on the instant. Then very slowly she lifted her face to his, but she did not meet his look. Her eyes were closed.
"Some day," she said with quivering lips,--"some day--I will."
He took her face between his hands, and held it so as if he waited for something. Then, after a moment, "Some day--wife of my heart!" he said very softly, and kissed the eyes that would not meet his own.


PART III


CHAPTER I
BIRDS OF A FEATHER

The annual flower-show at Fairharbour was one of the chief events of the district, and entailed such a gathering of the County as Vera Fielding would not for worlds have missed. It also entailed the donning of beautiful garments which was an even greater attraction than the first.
She had not been well during the sultry weather that had prevailed throughout the early part of June, and Fielding had been considering the advisability of taking her away for a change. But though her energy for many of the amusements which she usually followed with zest had waned with the lassitude that hot weather had brought upon her, she had set her heart upon attending the flower-show, and, in obedience to the new policy which Juliet by every means in her power persuaded him to pursue, the squire had somewhat impatiently yielded the point. The show was to take place in the grounds of Burchester Park. It was an immense affair, and everyone of any importance was sure to attend.
Juliet herself would gladly have stayed away, but Mrs. Fielding, partly as a natural consequence of her poor health and chiefly from a selfish desire to feel herself an object of solicitude, would not hear of leaving her behind. As Dick had predicted, she had come to lean upon Juliet, and her dependence became every day more pronounced. At times she was even childishly exacting, and though Juliet still maintained her right to direct her own movements, she found her liberty considerably curtailed.
If she went down to the shore with Robin she usually met with a querulous, and sometimes tearful, reception on her return, and though she steadily refused to admit that there was any reason on Vera's part for assuming this attitude, it influenced her none the less. Moreover, Vera could be genuinely pathetic upon occasion, and there was no disputing the fact that she stood in need of care--such care as only a woman could give.
"I don't want a nurse," she would say plaintively. "I only want companionship and sympathy. Motoring is my only consolation, and I can't go motoring alone."
And then the squire would draw her aside and beg her to bear with Vera's whims as far as possible since loneliness depressed her and she was the only person he knew whose company did not either tire her out or irritate her beyond endurance. It was not an easy position, but Juliet filled it to the best of her ability and with no small self-sacrifice.
Yet in a sense it made her life the simpler, for she was still at that difficult stage when it is easier to stand still than to go forward. She saw Green when he came to the house, but they had not been alone together since the morning on the shore when her love had betrayed her. She had a feeling that he was biding his time. He had promised to be patient, and she knew he would keep his promise. Also, his time, like hers, was very fully occupied. Till the holidays came he would not have much liberty, and in her secret soul Juliet was thankful that this was so. For the present it was enough for her to hold this new joy close, close to her heart, to gaze upon it only in solitude,--a gift most precious upon which no other eyes might look. It was enough for her to feel the tight grasp of his hand when they met, to catch for an instant the quick gleam of understanding in his glance, the sudden flash of that smile which was for her alone. These things thrilled her with a gladness so strangely sweet that there were times when she marvelled at herself, and sometimes, trembling, wondered if it could possibly last. For nought in life had ever before shone so golden as this perfect dream. The very atmosphere she breathed was subtly charged with its essence. She was absurdly, superbly happy.
"I believe this place suits you," the squire said to her once. "You look years younger than when you came."
She received the compliment with her low, soft laugh. "I am--years younger," she said.
He gave her a sharp look. "You are happy here? Not sorry you came?"
"Oh, not in the least sorry," said Juliet.
He nodded. "That's all right. You've done Vera a lot of good. She's getting almost docile. But as soon as this flower-show business is over, I want you to use all your influence to get her away. We'll go North and see if we can get a little strength into her." Again he looked at her shrewdly. "You won't mind coming too?"
"But of course not," said Juliet. "I shall love it."
He was on his way out of the room, but a sudden thought seemed to strike him and he lingered. "Shall I make Green come to the flower-show with us?" he asked.
"I shouldn't," said Juliet quietly. "He probably wouldn't have time, and certainly Mrs. Fielding wouldn't want him."
He frowned. "Would you like him?" he asked abruptly.
"I?" She met his look with a baffling smile. "Oh, don't ask him on my account! I am quite happy without a cavalier in attendance."
And Fielding went out, looking dissatisfied. But when the day arrived and they were on the point of departure he surprised them both by the sudden announcement that Green was to be picked up at the gates. It was a Saturday afternoon, and for once he was at liberty.
"Oh, really, Edward!" Mrs. Fielding protested. "Now you've spoilt everything!"
"On the contrary," smiled the squire. "I have merely completed the party."
"I'm sure Miss Moore doesn't want him!" she declared petulantly.
"I am afraid Miss Moore will have to put up with him nevertheless," said Fielding, unperturbed. "For he is coming."
"You always do your best to spoil my pleasure," Vera flung at him.
Juliet saw the squire's mouth take an ominous downward curve, but to her relief he kept his temper in check. He was driving the car himself which was an open one. Somewhat grimly he turned to Juliet. "I hope you have no objection to sharing the back-seat with Mr. Green?"
She felt her pulses give a swift leap at the question, but with a hasty effort she kept down her rising colour. "Of course not!" she said.
He gave her a brief smile of approval. "Then you will sit in front with me, Vera. That is settled. Let us have no more argument!"
"It's too bad!" Vera declared stormily on the verge of indignant tears.
"My dear," he said, "don't be silly! Has it never occurred to you that I may like to have my wife to myself occasionally?"
It evidently had not, for Vera gave him a look of sheer amazement and yielded the point as if she had no breath left for further discussion.
He settled her in her place, and tucked the rug around her with more than usual care. As he finished, she leaned forward and touched his shoulder with a slightly uncertain smile.
He glanced up. "All right?"
"Quite, thank you," she said.
And Juliet in the back-seat drew a breath of relief. The squire was becoming quite an adept at the game.
They shot down the avenue at a speed that brought them very rapidly in sight of the gates. A figure was waiting there, and again Juliet was conscious of the hard beating of her heart. Then she knew that the car was stopping, and looked forth with an impersonal smile of welcome.
He came forward, greeted the squire and Mrs. Fielding, and in a moment was getting in beside her.
"Good afternoon, Miss Moore!" he said.
She gave him her hand and felt his fingers close with a spring-like strength upon it, while his eyes laughed into hers. Then the car was in motion again, and he dropped into the seat.
"By Jove, this is a treat!" he said. "I had the greatest difficulty in the world to get away, made Ashcott take my place. It isn't a very important match, and he's a better bowler than I am anyway."
"Do you want any rug?" she said, still battling to keep back the overwhelming flush of gladness from her face.
He accepted her offer at once, and in a moment his hand had caught and imprisoned hers beneath its shelter.
She made a sharp movement to free herself, and the blush she had so valiantly resisted flamed over face and neck as she felt his hold tighten as sharply, and heard him laugh at her impotence. But he went on talking as though nothing had happened, considerately covering her agitation, and to her relief neither Fielding nor his wife looked round till it had subsided.
It was barely half-an-hour's run to Burchester Park which was thrown open to the public for the great occasion. The Castle also was open on that day, and visitors thronged thither from every quarter.
A long procession of conveyances stood outside the great iron gates of the Park, but the squire, owing to an acquaintanceship with Lord Saltash's bailiff, held a permit that enabled him to drive in. They went up the long avenue of firs that led to the great stone building, but ere they reached it the strains of a band told them that the flower-show was taking place in an open space on their right close to the entrance to the terraced gardens which occupied the southern slope in front of the house.
Fielding ran the car into a deep patch of shade beside the road, and stopped. "We had better get out here," he said.
Juliet's hand slipped free. Dick threw her a smile and jumped out.
"Will the car be all right?" he said, as he turned to help her down.
"Oh, right enough," the squire said. "There is no traffic along here."
"I am hoping to go into the house," said Vera. "But I suppose it will be crammed with people."
"We'll do the flower-show first anyhow," said Fielding.
He led the way with her, and it seemed quite natural to Juliet that Green should fall in beside her. It was a cloudless day, and she had an almost childish feeling of delight in its splendour. She was determined to enjoy herself to the utmost.
They entered the first sweltering tent and in the throng she felt again the touch of Dick's hand at he came behind. "We mustn't lose each other," he said, with a laugh.
The midsummer madness was upon her, and, without looking at him she squeezed the fingers that gripped her arm.
In a moment his voice spoke in her ear. "Look here! Let's get away! Let's get lost! It's the easiest thing in the world. We can't all hang together in this crowd."
This was quite evident. The great marquee was crammed with people, and already Fielding was piloting his wife to the opening at the other end.
"We must just look round," murmured Juliet, "for decency's sake."
"All right, my dear, look!" he said. "And when you've quite finished we'll go out by