The Old Stone House, Constance Fenimore Woolson [e book free reading txt] 📗

>“Oh aunt! pleasant seems too cold a word to express it! I never knew what life was before; I was blind and deaf to real beauty and real happiness. I thought of nothing but money, ease and social fame. I shudder to think how near I came to bartering my life for what I supposed would give me the most happiness; whereas, now I know how great would have been my misery, and how surely and quickly I should have discovered it. I was entirely blinded, but now I see plainly; it is as though a great ray of light had come into my heart to show me life as it really is, and myself as I really am.”

“God be thanked for this—mercy, my child.”

“I thank Him daily and hourly, Aunt Faith. It was a narrow escape, and no one can appreciate how great was the danger but myself. If I had gone astray I might, indeed, have come back to Him at last, but through what trials, what bitter suffering! Now, I feel that my feet are upon a firm rock, and although trouble and temptation will of course come to me, I know that if I cry for help, it will not be refused.” Sibyl’s face glowed as she spoke, and Aunt Faith offered up a silent thanksgiving that one of her little band had found the safe abiding place, that one of the souls given into her charge had entered the only safe pathway in the many roads leading across this troubled earth.

“How is Margaret Brown to-day, Sibyl?” she asked, after a pause.

“Much better, aunt. I sat with her for an hour or two, and she asked me to read to her.”

“The children are well now, I believe?”

“Yes; we are going to keep them in the country until cold weather; Margaret must not be allowed to work at present.”

“Mr. Leslie has not asked for the remainder of the sum I promised to give him,” said Aunt Faith; “I suppose Mrs. Chase must have given more than he expected.”

Sibyl blushed deeply. “No, aunt,” she said in a low tone, “I gave him my pearls as a thank-offering, perhaps I ought to say a sin-offering.”

Aunt Faith bent over and kissed the suffused cheek; then the two had a long conversation about the future, and gradually and surely a more joyous tone crept into their words, as is apt to be the case when the talkers hear in the distance the sound of future wedding-bells. The marriage was to take place before December, and Mr. Leslie had already selected the little house which was to be their home; Aunt Faith, with true housewifely interest, was already making plans for the furniture and stores of fair linen, which her old-fashioned ideas deemed a necessary part of the household outfit, and even Bessie had set her unskilful fingers to the work of manufacturing various little ornaments to brighten the simple rooms. But her chief present was to be a picture representing the piazza of the old stone house with Aunt Faith, Hugh, Tom, and herself sitting or standing in their accustomed attitudes, while Sibyl going down the garden-walk with Mr. Leslie, turned her head for a farewell smile, and Gem threw a bunch of roses after her. Bessie prided herself upon this picture; the likenesses were all completed save Hugh’s, for the first object was to finish his portrait before he went East, and from that she could fill in the other face at her leisure.

“You are all so kind to me, Aunt Faith,” said Sibyl, as the long conversation came to a close; “I am so happy in your love, and so happy in the future opening before me; it is almost too much happiness.”

Aunt Faith possessed a fund of native humor which neither age nor care had been able to subdue. As her niece rose to go to her room, she said with a merry glance, “By the way, Sibyl, how about the smell of the flannels from the kitchen on washing-days?”

“I will have them washed at the extreme end of the back garden,” replied Sibyl, echoing Aunt Faith’s laugh, as she escaped from the room.

The thirty-first of August came,—Hugh’s last day at home. His departure was hastened by his wish to return to Sibyl’s wedding; he hoped to get initiated into the duties of his new position, conquer the first difficulties, and gain a few days of leisure for a short visit home before the busy winter season commenced. Mr. Hastings, the second-cousin who had offered Hugh a place in his counting-room, was a New York merchant, a stern, practical man, who expected full measure of work from all his subordinates. Yet, with all his rigor, he had a kind heart in his breast, and was inclined to treat his young relative with favor: he had seen him but once, when, during school-life, Hugh had spent a vacation at his house; but the old man had been more pleased than he would acknowledge, with the boy’s overflowing spirits and bright intellect. He had no sons; his daughters were married, and the next year he had written to Aunt Faith proposing to take Hugh into his business on the completion of his education, promising, if the young man stood the test well, that he would give him a small share of the profits after a certain period, and intimating that there would be no bar to his becoming a partner eventually, if he showed the proper qualifications. The business men among Aunt Faith’s acquaintances told her that this was a fine opening for Hugh, that the house of J. B. Hastings & Co. stood well in New York, and that they would gladly accept such an opportunity for their sons. Hugh himself was pleased with the idea, and, when it was finally decided that he should go, he wrote a letter full of enthusiastic thanks and hopes to Mr. Hastings, and finished his remaining two years at college with many pleasant visions of his future life floating in his brain.

“‘Tis the last day of summer, left blooming alone,” chanted Tom, as he entered the dining-room where the rest of the family were at breakfast. “To-morrow Hugh will be gone,—to-morrow Estella Camilla Wales must pine in vain for her mistress, who will be engrossed in decimal fractions, and to-morrow I must take down from the dusty shelf that dismal old Latin Prose. I wonder who cares for Romulus and Remus? I don’t!”

“Don’t talk about it beforehand,” said Gem; “let’s pretend it’s the very first day of vacation.”

“Oh, what dismal faces!” said Aunt Faith, laughing. “School is not such a trial after all. I should be sorry to hear you spell deficiency, ‘d-e-f-i-s-h-u-n-s-y,’ as Annie Chase did, Gem.”

“Or to say, ‘il est la plus mauvais garcon que je sais de,’ as Jennie Fish did,” added Gem, laughing at the remembrance.

“Or like Ed. Willis in the Bible class, last term,” said Tom. “Mr. Stone was talking about the Jews and Gentiles. ‘I’m not a Gentile,’ said Ed. getting real mad; ‘I’m a Presbyterian.’”

Everybody laughed at this story, and Aunt Faith said “You are as liable to make mistakes as the rest, children, so do not complain about your lessons, but rather try to make them a pleasure. School-days will be soon over,” and she looked at Hugh with a half sigh.

“Come along, Gem,” said Tom, when he had finished his breakfast. “Let’s have all the fun we can to-day; let’s crowd it in, and pack it down tight. We’ll get all the B. B.‘s and have a regular training day in the back yard.”

The children vanished, and their merry voices came back through the open windows where the others still sat at the table.

“The boat leaves at seven,” said Hugh, pushing away his plate, and leaning back in his chair. “I am something like Tom; I feel like ‘crowding‘ my last day with pleasant things, and ‘packing them in tight.’ I hardly know where to begin.”

“I will tell you; begin with the morning and give it to me in the studio,” said Bessie.

“Oh no,” said Sibyl; “Hugh is going to finish that bracket for me.”

“Hugh will not go away without keeping his promise to me; there is some unfinished reading for him in my room,” said Aunt Faith with a smile.

“My face, my hands, and my tongue are all in demand, it seems,” said Hugh, laughing. “We never know how much we are valued until it is too late to fix our price, as the Irishman said, when he lost both arms and could no longer saw wood for his family. I cannot subdivide myself, so I had better subdivide the time.”

“Well then, Hugh, I spoke first. Walk right upstairs,” said Bessie, leading the way.

“Will you walk into my parlor, said the spider to the fly,” sang Hugh, as he followed her. “I go, Bessie, from sheer compassion for my nose; you have made it Grecian, and I am sure it is Roman!”

“How gay they seem,” said Sibyl, as they disappeared, “and yet Bessie will miss Hugh sadly. They have been devoted companions since childhood, and through our school-days Bessie was always looking forward to vacation, and spending her spare time in writing letters to Hugh. They have, of course, been parted for months together, but this parting is different. Hugh will be back again soon, and he may make us many visits, but still his home will now be in New York, and, absorbed in his new duties, and in the new interests and attractions of a great city, he will no longer be the same.”

“Yes; I too feel this, Sibyl,” said Aunt Faith; “I feel it very deeply. My child, my little boy, will go from me forever, when I say good-bye to Hugh to-night. The young man, the kind nephew, the successful merchant may all come back at different times, but the little boy, never! Hugh is very dear to me. It is hard to let him go. God grant that in the dangers of his new life, he may be preserved. We can only pray for him, Sibyl.”

Two tears rolled down Aunt Faith’s cheeks, but she hastily wiped them away as Sibyl kissed her affectionately. “Dear Aunt Faith,” she said, “do not be down-hearted. Hugh has the seeds in his heart planted by your faithful hand, and although they have not blossomed yet, I feel sure they are growing.”

“Yes, dear; I cannot help feeling as you do,” replied Aunt Faith, trying to smile. But her heart was heavy.

Upstairs in the studio Bessie was painting rapidly, while Hugh in the old arm-chair sat gazing out through the open window, much as he had done on that bright June morning three months before, when Bessie had confessed the secret of the unpaid bill.

“How does the picture progress, Queen Bess?” he asked.

“Very well, excepting the eyes; I cannot get the right expression, I have tried over and over again. They are never the same two minutes at a time; I almost wish they were made of glass,” said Bessie impatiently.

“Then I would be the bully boy with a glass eye,” said Hugh, laughing.

“And a wax nose,” said Bessie.

“And a tin ear,” continued Hugh.

“And a cork leg,” added Bessie.

“And a brass arm, finis,” said Hugh; “the weather is too warm for further studies in anatomy.”

“What does it all mean, anyway, Hugh? I have heard Tom and his friends say the whole string over and over again with the greatest apparent satisfaction; but to me they convey not a shadow of an idea.”

“Nor to any one else, I imagine,” said Hugh. “If the phrases ever had any meaning, it has long ago vanished into obscurity. I have