My Life As Lily, Katie Such [highly recommended books .txt] 📗

Nick walking behind me. I just got in and sat down, the water felt really relaxing. Nick came and sat by me.
We sat in silence for a few minutes; I looked at Nick and noticed that he was looking at me.
“Well hi,” I smiled.
“Hi there,” He leaned in and kissed me. He put his hand on the side of my face and kissed me harder. He’s a really good kisser. I put my hand on his shoulder and pulled him closer. He pulled on my waist and pulled me so I was straddling him. I definitely am not use to this. I kissed him back for a bit and then stopped. I rested my forehead against his.
“I love you Lily,” Was the first thing he said.
“I love you too Nick,” I kissed him again and then pulled him out of the hot tub and I pushed him into the pool. I laughed and walked over to the table and I wrapped myself in my towel.
5

“Are you kidding me?!” This can’t be happening. I’m so upset right now. “I can’t believe this!”
“You think any of us can?” Toria asked. Bree, Toria, and I are all looking at the new issue of Teen Beat magazine and it had pictures of my and Nick kissing in the hot tub and the head line for it was ‘Is the New Pop Star Using the Pop Sensation? Who Knows?’ Bree and Justin were on the next page kissing at the arcade with a caption saying ‘The Player is playing the Game Again!’ and Toria and Taylor had pictures on the same page as Bree and Justin they were kissing at a restaurant the headline was ‘Tn’T Bound to Blow Up Sooner or Later’ I felt so bad Toria is crying.
“We are barley famous and this is happening,” I said, “I’ll be back,” I said and got up. I walked out the door and sat on the steps and I started crying.
“Are you okay?” I knew that voice, it was Justin. I shook my head and then looked up.
“What’s wrong?” He asked as he sat down. He wrapped an arm around my shoulder.
“You mean you haven’t seen the magazine yet?”
“Yes I have but you just have to let stuff like that go.”
“You’re right,” I looked at him surprised at what he was saying. His face looks so sincere. He moved his hand from my shoulder to my waist. He moved my bangs to the side, and we got caught up in the moment and we both leaned in and kissed each other. My heart started racing and butterflies formed in my stomach. I pulled away fast.
“Justin we can’t I have a boyfriend and you dating my best friend.”
“I’m really sorry, it’s just I feel different when I’m with you and I when I’m with Bree I don’t feel like we belong. Whenever I’m with you I get nervous. When we touch, and when we just kissed I get huge butterflies. There’s the just something about you. “
“Well let’s just go inside.” We got up and walked into the living room.
“Good Justin you’re here, we need to talk alone.” Bree said. She pulled him into the other room.
“What’s going on?” I asked Toria.
“She doesn’t want to deal with this,” she pointed to the Magazine, “She’s going to break up with him.”
“Oh wow, that’s going to make the tour awkward.”
“No, she really just wants to be friends. She told me that when they kissed she didn’t really feel anything and that the spark wasn’t really there. So it shouldn’t be too bad.”
“You know Justin told me the same thing outside. But he wasn’t going to break up with her.” I said, I went to the kitchen and grabbed a small glass of Apple Juice. I drank it quick. I walked back in the living room and Justin was sitting down next to Toria. They were talking.
“Where did Bree go?” I asked.
“She went to meet up with a friend, but she didn’t say who.” Toria looked at me kind of worried and she motioned her eyes towards Justin.
“Oh, Justin are you going to be alright?” I asked.
“Yeah I’ll be fine.”
“Okay good, well I’m going to see Nick at the stadium, they have a show tonight.”
“Cool can I come?” Justin asked.
“Yeah, Toria?”
“No I have a date with Taylor.”
“Okay, see you later then,” I gave her a hug and then Justin and I left for the stadium. It was early but I wanted to spend some time with Nick. The ride was quiet. Justin got his license a few days ago. He’s driving his black Range Rover he got from Usher.
“You should let me see your license picture.” I said. He took his wallet out of his pocket and handed it to me. I opened it and giggled, he looked at me.
“They made it so they could see my eyes.”
“Oh,” I smiled and gave it back to him. They made him part his hair so they could see his eyes. He looked funny but cute. Wait I have a boyfriend I can’t be thinking about other guys.
When we got to the stadium we want straight to Nick’s dressing rom. We walked in and he was making out with some girl.
“Oh my gosh are you kidding me?!?!” I started crying. I walked out and started running. Justin and Nick were both chasing after me. I ran down the stage stairs and I couldn’t run any more. I dropped to the ground and started crying really hard.
“Lily I’m so sorry I didn’t know Nick was like this.” Justin sat next to me and wrapped his arms around me trying to calm me down.
“Lily wait!” Nick yelled.
“Why? Nick I can’t believe you! I loved you! I thought you loved me! We’re done!” I threw the ring he gave me at him.
“No, Lily please don’t do this, I really do love you. You’re my life.”
“No Nick, if I was your life you wouldn’t have cheated on me. Justin would never do that to me!” I turned and hugged Justin tight and he pulled me out to the car.
“I’m really sorry Lily; I really want you to know that I would never hurt you like he did. I can be totally honest and say that I’m in love with you. I want to be with you forever Lily will you please be mine?”
“Yes,” I looked at him and he grabbed my hand. I kissed his cheek and just looked into his eyes. He kissed me slowly and he didn’t push it any more than that. He knows how bad it hurts right now. But kissing him made me feel warm and secure, Just being with him made me even happier.

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Publication Date: 01-02-2012

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