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/> James:I'm saying I'm not ready for kids
Me: Let me rewind you rember what you said to that lady
James: That doesn't matter look if your pregant how would we care for it, you have school I work and they don't even pay me a good amount of money.
Me: Look I can get me a job
James: That still won't help anything
Me: So if I am your going to leave
James: Not leave but look I don't know
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It was finally time to see the results. I was shaking because if I were then I didn't want anything me and James had just go to waste. I picked it up and read it. I stood there puzzled. James came in.
James: Well what does it say
I started to cry as he took it out of his hand. There he read positive.
James: Shitt
Me: Look I'm sorry
James: Its not your fault
The whole day we didn't speak. I called my mom and told her the news. She was the only person who was happy about it.
I walked in the room.
Me: My mom said she would help
James: Wow thats wonderful your pregant and we have no money
Me: James do you still love me
James: Look I don't feel like talking right now
Me: Answer the question
He didn't say anything.
Me: Look James if you think your life is messed up look at mines. I'm 17, I'm still in school what would the kids think of me and my friends. I still have college and now this baby is going to reuin it.
James: Then get an abortion
Me: I coudln't kill a child
James: Well what about adoption
Me: Do you hear yourself right now
James: Yes I do
Me: Look James I have decided and I'm keeping it no if ans or buts
James: Then you do that
Me: So what your going to leave
James: Look I don't know right now
Me: Its not my fault
James: Look we will talk about it tomorrow
Me: There is no tomorrow stop trying to run away from things.
Me: James I'm pregant and nothing is going to change
James: Look I'm not ready for kids
Me: Neither am I
He got up and walked off. I herd the door shut. I cried and cried. I ran to the phone to call my mom.
Me: Hello mom are you there
MOM: Yes sweetie what is it
Me: Look mom you know I'm pregant and now I don't think James loves me anymore
Mom: Look sweetie he does he is just not used to this and being a dad now
Me: Mom he walked out
MOM: Well do you want me to pick you up
Me: Yeah I would love that
MOM: Ok be here in 20 mintues
Me: Ok love you
She hung up. I packed a few of my clothes. I thought what can I do with a kid. but my mom did so, so can I and if James won't be there then hell with him.
Chapter Twelve

My mom had came and picked me up. I got in the car.
Me: Mom is dad mad at me
Mom: Look he doesn't like it but he still loves you
Me: i hope so
We arrived at the house only to find James there to on the porch with my dad.
I ran over to him.
Me: Why are you here you left and you decided to come here
Dad: Now look lets take this inside
Me: Shutup dad James I can't even look at you. you are a digusting
My mom stoped me. We walked inside.
James: Look can I talk first
Me: Why should you
James: Look I'm sorry I'm not used to this kind of stuff you have all the right to be mad at me but your not alone in this.
Me: What made you change your mind, what my father told you he would hire a babysitter
James: Look you always think I want something from them
He walked out the house.
MOM: Look you kids need to go home
I followed him back. I got in the car.
James: Look I'm sorry
He leaned over and kissed me.
Me: James I'm afraid
James: Of what
Me: That when I have this baby your going to leave me for some girl who is well mature then I am.
James: Well don't think that I'm going to be here no matter what
Me: Thanks
We pulled up to our house and I got out the car and upsatires to bed.
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I was at home once again by myself because James had to work. As always. Tody I was going to the doctor to see what I was having it had been 4 months already. I got my coat and walked to my car and drove off. Then I arrived at the doctor I signed in and the doctor took me back.
Doctor: Are you excited
Me: Yeah I guess
Doctor: look I need you to relax now
Me: Oh trust me I'm relaxing
Doctor: Now I'm going to give you a sonogram so you will know your baby gender
Me: Ok
After mintues of waiting the doctor told me I was having a baby boy. I was happy and smiled as I saw his feet and his hand. Then I left and walked to my car. I drove home. I saw James car parked outside. I walked in the house.
Me: Hey what are you doing home so early
James: Look I need to tell you something
Me: I have something to tell you
I walked over to him.
James: You first
Me: Well were having a baby boy see
I showed him the picture
Me: Why aren't you happy
James: No I'm really happy its just what I was going to tell you is bad
Me: What is it
James: I got laid off today
Me: What!!!!!!!!
James: Look I can find another job
Me: Why did they lay you off
James: Look i don't know alright
Me: James what are we going to do
James: I don't know

Chapter Thirteen

Me: Mom what are we going to do
Mom: Look I asked your dad if he could work with him and he said yes
Me: He did
Mom: Yeah
Me: Wow thats great does he know
MOM: Yeah he does
Me: well why didn't I know about this
MOM: Look we wanted to surpise you
Me: Well you shouldn't be surprising me you should be surprsing him
Mom: Oh I get it pregancy hormons
Me: What are you talking about
MOM: You will understand
Then my dad and James came walking in.
Me: hey James why didn''t you tell me that you got a job
James: I did
Me: Know you didn't
james: Does it really matter
Me: Yes it does
James: Umm why so grouchy today
Me: I'm not being grouchy
MOM: Look were going to go
Me: Ok bye talk to you later ma and dad
Me: Look James I've been thinking since were having a boy we should set up his room
James: ok we can do that tomorrow
Me: Why can't we start today
James: Did you forget I just got off of work
Me: But James this is your son were talking about how could you
James: Look your hormons are really getting to you
he walked up the steps. Why do peope keep saying that.

Chapter Fourteen

Can you come here for a sec.
James: What is it?
Me: Look our wedding is today and I'm so happy but I'm having a little problem
James: And what is that?
Me: Well see this baby has made me fatter so I can't zip up my wedding dress and you cant see me in it so I need you to get my mom and my friends to help me and no peeking.
I was in the bathroom trying to zip up my wedding dress and since James couldn't see me in it I had to open the door just a little so he wouldn't see anything, not even a peak. Then my mom and my four bride maides came in.
Mya: Look you need to hurry up your weddding starts in 2 hours.
Me: I know I know mama help
After pulling and tugging and trying to hold my belly in we finally got the dress to zip.
Me: Yes you guys are so much help.
Then my mom started putting my makeup on and my hair dresser did my hair. It had fianlly reached 3: 36 and we needed to hurry up.
Me: Come on come on lets go round it up
To be honest I was acting like a bridezilla.
Mom: Ok you got everything
Me: Yes now lets go, get in the car
Everybody was in the car except for my husband and his people because they couldn't see me. We had drove up to the church. It was huge. I got out and walked to were I was suppose to stand before the wedding started. Then it was time. The music started playing. I could see my bride maides walking down the alse. Then it was my turn. People got up and started to clap. I