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treason, atheism—that’s what Reform means; besides every kind of
nastiness under the sun.’ In which latter category Miss Stanbury
intended especially to include bad printer’s ink, and paper made of
straw.
The reader may as well see the letter, which was as civil a letter as
ever one woman wrote to another, so that the collection of the Stanbury
correspondence may be made perfect.
‘The Close, August 6, 186-.
My Dear Niece,
Your letter has not astonished me nearly as much as you expected it
would. I am an older woman than you, and, though you will not believe
it, I have seen more of the world. I knew that the gentleman would come
after the lady. Such gentlemen always do go after their ladies. As for
yourself, I can see all that you have done, and pretty nearly hear all
that you have said, as plain as a pikestaff. I do you the credit of
believing that the plan is none of your making. I know who made the
plan, and a very bad plan it is.
As to my former letters and the other man, I understand all about it.
You were very angry that I should accuse you of having this man at the
house; and you were right to be angry. I respect you for having been
angry. But what does all that say as to his coming—now that he has come?
If you will consent to take an old woman’s advice, get rid of the whole
boiling of them. I say it in firm love and friendship, for I am
Your affectionate aunt,
Jemima Stanbury.’
The special vaunted courtesy of this letter consisted, no doubt, in the
expression of respect which it contained, and in that declaration of
affection with which it terminated. The epithet was one which Miss
Stanbury would by no means use promiscuously in writing to her nearest
relatives. She had not intended to use it when she commenced her letter
to Priscilla. But the respect of which she had spoken had glowed, and
had warmed itself into something of temporary love; and feeling at the
moment that she was an affectionate aunt, Miss Stanbury had so put
herself down in her letter. Having done such a deed she felt that
Dorothy, though Dorothy knew nothing about it, ought in her gratitude
to listen patiently to anything that she might now choose to say
against Priscilla.
But Dorothy was in truth very miserable, and in her misery wrote a long
letter that afternoon to her mother which, however, it will not be
necessary to place entire among the Stanbury records begging that she
might be informed as to the true circumstances of the case. She did not
say a word of censure in regard either to her mother or sister; but she
expressed an opinion in the mildest words which she could use, that if
anything had happened which had compromised their names since their
residence at the Clock House, she, Dorothy, had better go home and join
them. The meaning of which was that it would not become her to remain
in the house in the Close, if the house in the Close would be disgraced
by her presence, Poor Dorothy had taught herself to think that the
iniquity of roaring lions spread itself very widely.
In the afternoon she made some such proposition to her aunt in
ambiguous terms. ‘Go home!’ said Miss Stanbury. ‘Now?’
‘If you think it best, Aunt Stanbury’
‘And put yourself in the middle of all this iniquity and abomination! I
don’t suppose you want to know the woman?’
‘No, indeed!’
‘Or the man?’
‘Oh, Aunt Stanbury!’
‘It’s my belief that no decent gentleman in Exeter would look at you
again if you were to go and live among them at Nuncombe Putney while
all this is going on. No, no. Let one of you be saved out of it, at
least.’ Aunt Stanbury had more than once made use of expressions which
brought the faintest touch of gentle pink up to her niece’s cheeks. We
must do Dorothy the justice of saying that she had never dreamed of
being looked at by any gentleman, whether decent or indecent. Her life
at Nuncombe Putney had been of such a nature, that though she knew that
other girls were looked at, and even made love to, and that they got
married and had children, no dim vision of such a career for herself
had ever presented itself to her eyes. She had known very well that her
mother and sister and herself were people apart, ladies, and yet so
extremely poor that they could only maintain their rank by the most
rigid seclusion. To live, and work unseen, was what the world had
ordained for her. Then her call to Exeter had come upon her, and she
had conceived that she was henceforth to be the humble companion of a
very imperious old aunt. Her aunt, indeed, was imperious, but did not
seem to require humility in her companion. All the good things that
were eaten and drunk were divided between them with the strictest
impartiality. Dorothy’s cushion and hassock in the church and in the
cathedral were the same as her aunt’s. Her bedroom was made very
comfortable for her. Her aunt never gave her any orders before company,
and always spoke of her before the servants as one whom they were to
obey and respect. Gradually Dorothy came to understand the meaning of
this, but her aunt would sometimes say things about young men which she
did not quite understand. Could it be that her aunt supposed that any
young man would come and wish to marry her—her, Dorothy Stanbury? She
herself had not quite so strong an aversion to men in general as that
which Priscilla felt, but she had not as yet found that any of those
whom she had seen at Exeter were peculiarly agreeable to her. Before
she went to bed that night her aunt said a word to her which startled
her more than she had ever been startled before. On that evening Miss
Stanbury had a few friends to drink tea with her. There were Mr and Mrs
Crumbie, and Mrs MacHugh of course, and the Cheritons from Alphington,
and the Miss Apjohns from Helion Villa, and old Mr Powel all the way
from Haldon, and two of the Wrights from their house in the
Northernhay, and Mr Gibson; but the Miss Frenches from Heavitree were
not there. ‘Why don’t you have the Miss Frenches, aunt?’ Dorothy had
asked.
‘Bother the Miss Frenches! I’m not bound to have them every time.
There’s Camilla has been and got herself a bandbox on the back of her
head a great deal bigger than the place inside where her brains ought
to be.’ But the bandbox at the back of Camilla French’s head was not
the sole cause of the omission of the two sisters from the list of Miss
Stanbury’s visitors on this occasion.
The party went off very much as usual. There were two whist tables, for
Miss Stanbury could not bear to cut out. At other houses than her own,
when there was cutting out, it was quite understood that Miss Stanbury
was to be allowed to keep her place. ‘I’ll go away, and sit out there
by myself, if you like,’ she would say. But she was never thus
banished; and at her own house she usually contrived that there should
be no system of banishment. She would play dummy whist, preferring it
to the four-handed game; and, when hard driven, and with a meet
opponent, would not even despise double-dummy. It was told of her and
of Mrs MacHugh that they had played double-dummy for a whole evening
together; and they who were given to calumny had declared that the
candles on that evening had been lighted very early. On the present
occasion a great many sixpenny points were scored, and much tea and
cake were consumed. Mr Gibson never played whist nor did Dorothy. That
young John Wright and Mary Cheriton should do nothing but talk to each
other was a thing of course, as they were to be married in a month or
two. Then there was Ida Cheriton, who could not very well be left at
home; and Mr Gibson made himself pleasant to Dorothy and Ida Cheriton,
instead of making himself pleasant to the two Miss Frenches. Gentlemen
in provincial towns quite understand that, from the nature of social
circumstances in the provinces, they should always be ready to be
pleasant at least to a pair at a time. At a few minutes before twelve
they were all gone, and then came the shock.
‘Dolly, my dear, what do you think of Mr Gibson?’
‘Think of him, Aunt Stanbury?’
‘Yes; think of him think of him. I suppose you know how to think?’
‘He seems to me always to preach very drawling sermons.’
‘Oh, bother his sermons! I don’t care anything about his sermons now.
He is a very good clergyman, and the Dean thinks very much about him.’
‘I am glad of that, Aunt Stanbury.’ Then came the shock. ‘Don’t you
think it would be a very good thing if you were to become Mrs Gibson?’
It may be presumed that Miss Stanbury had assured herself that she
could not make progress with Dorothy by ‘beating about the bush.’ There
was an inaptitude in her niece to comprehend the advantages of the
situations, which made some direct explanation absolutely necessary.
Dorothy stood half smiling, half crying, when she heard the
proposition, her cheeks suffused with that pink colour, and with both
her hands extended with surprise.
‘I’ve been thinking about it ever since you’ve been here,’ said Miss
Stanbury.
‘I think he likes Miss French,’ said Dorothy, in a whisper.
‘Which of them? I don’t believe he likes them at all. Maybe, if they go
on long enough, they may be able to toss up for him. But I don’t think
it of him. Of course they’re after him, but he’ll be too wise for them.
And he’s more of a fool than I take him to be if he don’t prefer you to
them.’ Dorothy remained quite silent. To such an address as this it was
impossible that she should reply a word. It was incredible to her that
any man should prefer herself to either of the young women in question;
but she was too much confounded for the expression even of her
humility. ‘At any rate you’re wholesome, and pleasant and modest,’ said
Miss Stanbury.
Dorothy did not quite like being told that she was wholesome; but,
nevertheless, she was thankful to her aunt.
‘I’ll tell you what it is,’ continued Miss Stanbury; ‘I hate all
mysteries, especially with those I love. I’ve saved two thousand
pounds, which I’ve put you down for in my will. Now, if you and he can
make it up together, I’ll give you the money at once. There’s no
knowing how often an old woman may alter her will; but when you’ve got
a thing, you’ve got it. Mr Gibson would know the meaning of a bird in
the hand as well as anybody. Now those girls at Heavitree will never
have above a few hundreds each, and not that while their mother lives.’
Dorothy made one little attempt at squeezing her aunt’s hand, wishing
to thank her aunt for this affectionate generosity; but she had hardly
accomplished the squeeze, when she desisted, feeling strangely averse
to any acknowledgment of such a boon as that which had been offered to
her. ‘And now, good night, my dear. If I did not think you a very
sensible young woman, I
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