My Life as a "so called cold blooded killer"!, Sierra [howl and other poems .TXT] 📗

so I can stay here when I have troubles I don’t know how to deal with at home.
As I get there I go straight to my chair. I plop down and just relax. I just sit there for what seems like hours. Then I get up cause im hungry. God I hate being hungry. I grab my rip-stick and head out.
When I turn the corner I see our house. Kev and David are sitting on the front porch. It looks like there waiting for me. I don’t want to talk to Kev so I turn around and walk. I found a place where people cant see me and turn bat. I fly the long way so Kev wont see me. He knows exactly who the bat is when he sees them. I hate him for that. I fly behind the house and into my bedroom window. I always leave it open for cases just like this.
Once I get in I transform back and run to my bedroom door and lock it. ‘not gonna come in to talk to me Kev.’ I thought. I turn to my window and lock it also. He’ll try to come in through there when he is desperate. I turn off the light and climb into bed . sleep was only seconds away from when my head hit my pillow.
I wake up to banging on my door and light shining in my eyes.
“UGH!” I groan/shout thing.
I grab my drill off my dresser.{yeah I know me got drill in my room. Its kinda weird. But who cares. I might need it sometime like now. I grab the drill and walk over to my door. I put the drill over a spot on the door and start drilling a hole. I then make it a little bigger by drilling a little more.
Now the hole is the size of a quarter. I look through it and see 5 people. My mom, dad, little sis (darla), Kev, and David.
“Yes?” I ask annoyed.
“You drill a hole in your door!” my mom shouts. I look at all them even though they can only see my eye, and look at them stupidly.
“Yes I did drill a hole in my door. Did you not just see me?” I ask sarcastically. She and dad look even more mad.
“And why did you do that?!” she asked with her voice raised.
“so I don’t have to unlock the door and still see and talk to you guys” I said dryly.
“open the door!” her, dad and Kev demanded at the same time.
“No.”I shout.
“NOW!” dad yells.
“why should I?” I ask sweetly.
“BECAUSE I SAID SO!” he yelled.
“Nope” I said popping the P. with that I took a piece of paper and taped it over the wall. I unlock the door quietly and open it slowly. I transform and fly out to my cave.
When I get there I strip my cloths and dive under the water. Aaaah relaxing. I dive deeper then under the waterfall I go. When I get the other side I sit on the edge that was there. Why am I doing this? I thought to myself.
I have no reason to cause them trouble. What did they do to me that deserved me treating them badly. Gosh its stressful being a teen. I thought of al the times I was mean to my family. A lot. Am I that bad of a child. I need to be better. What was Kev talking about me being a sweet girl. That’s more Darla the me.
I pulled my knees to my chest and cried. They care about me and I treat them badly. I remember the time dad got me a present and I cried and screamed cause I hated it. It was a gift for me and I screamed. I am so ungrateful and selfish and childish.
Oh my god! I put my hand over my mouth and started to sob at the thought. That’s why I never had friends. I chased them away. I remember when I was young I used to be nice then I would start being rude and they would leave. I didn’t have friends cause I couldn’t trust them it was because I was rude and never cared what people think.
I feel just how they describe me. I cold blooded monster. i sobbed some more then dived into the water again. Once I surfaced I ran to my clothes. I grabbed a towel I had put on the bookshelf and wrapped it around me . once I was dry I put my clothes. I grabbed a blanket and book off the shelve and sat there reading.
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Text: some of this i do not own like the songs i dont own them
Images: GOOGLE
Editing: me
Translation: mauh
Publication Date: 08-25-2012

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