Ryder: A Wings of Diablo MC Novel, Rae Lake [e manga reader .txt] 📗

only thing that I have ever known because all of a sudden you want to see me be all that I can be? What fucking dream world are you living in Ryder!”

“You weren’t spouting all that shit in jail, in jail, you were talking love and all that good shit and here we are back on solid ground and you go back to your skank ass ways. I don’t have time for this shit. This is why! This shit right here is why I never took an ol’ lady. You’re not going to turn me against my brothers.” He pointed towards the door, “That shit that just went down with Tex is the last fucking time I will ever step to a patched member over you. You want to fuck everything with a dick instead of letting me take care of you and LJ, so fucking be it!” He yelled, the veins in his neck straining against his skin, the little blood vessels in his eyes bursting with the effort of him screaming. He pushed himself to the bed and pulled himself up.

“The fuck you just standing there for? Go jump on a pole somewhere, cunt.”

The lick of his words stung, but I could see beneath them. Finally. Either I was hearing shit or this man just said he wanted to make an honest woman out of me. There was not one doubt in my head. If he was giving me the security, the sex, and the love that I needed, he could have every part of me. There had never been one time even when he couldn’t feel anything from his waist down that this man left me wanting for more. Never. When I turned to Larry to be loved it was because Ryder showed me what it was supposed to be like. I’d been looking for someone to make me feel how Ryder made me feel, Larry came close but it was like comparing silver to platinum on the outside it looked the same but deep down I knew the difference.

I turned around and locked the door, I didn’t want any distractions for what I had planned for this man tonight.

“Oh daddy, your teeth are showing again.” He turned his head slightly. A few seconds ago we were fighting and now I was calling him daddy, he liked that shit.

I released the clasp behind my neck that kept my halter top dress up. It fell down in a pool of material at my ankles, I stepped out of it, my sparkling grey thong and high heel black pumps the only things on my body. They had chopped most of my hair off when I did my time behind bars but I was able to get it evened out and looking decent. Even pissed off I knew that Ryder would not be able to resist me.

“Cherry, fuck off.” He turned back to look at the ceiling.

I sauntered over to him, letting my heels click noisily on the floor. “Ryder, you are such a fucking jerk.”

He didn’t react, so I kicked my heels off, got up on the bed and stood over him, I was just tall enough that on top of the bed I could reach the ceiling. I put my hands up to keep my balance.

“Cherry, go away, I just told you I don’t have time for this shit.” He spoke but he wasn’t screaming anymore and his hands were twitching in my direction.

“We have been going in circles for months now, but I think I finally get it.” I began to dance, a slow torturous beat, “You want to be with me.”

“Yes.” He answered his eyes not leaving mine.

“You want me to be with just you?”

“Yes, Cherry.” He reached out and gently caressed my calf. It tickled and aroused all at the same time. I could no longer concentrate on the dance that I was doing for him. I squatted down and sat on his waist. I let my fingers slowly trace up his rock-hard body. For someone, almost in his fifties, this man had a body of a twenty-year-old.

“You love me, Ryan?” I asked I needed to hear it straight out.

“Fuck Cherry, what the hell do you think I’ve been trying to tell you?”

“Say the words, Ryan. Say the words and I am yours.” I looked down at him and waited for him to try and back out. It was all a pipe dream if he couldn’t admit how he felt about me.

“Yes Charity, I love you. I love everything about you. I love LJ like he is my own,” I burst into tears when he mentioned LJ but he didn’t stop talking, “I love how you can mesmerize me with just a few words, I love how selfless you are, I love how much you love to fuck, I love how you care for everyone, I love you Cherry, but...”

I wiped the tears from her face, there was a condition, “What?’

“Cherry, I will not share you, I won’t abandon my brothers for you, and I won’t tolerate disrespect.”

“I would never ask you to leave and if you’re saying we’re together, then you will never have to share me, but you know we can’t do this.” I kissed him softly on his cheek.

He pushed my shoulders back, “Why the fuck not? We’re both grown, we both want it, so why can’t we?”

“I am a club bunny, you know the rules.” Club bunnies and patched members can’t be together.

“No, fuck that, you aren’t a club bunny any longer. You’re my ol’ lady,” he said matter of fact as he reached up to try and kiss me.

“Ryan, be serious, you know it’s not that simple.”

That playful look that I hadn’t seen in ages formed in his eyes, “Oh you don’t think so?” He picked me up off his midsection and placed me softly on the other side of the bed while he got himself down and into his chair.

“What are you doing?” I asked as he unlocked the