Words of Color, M. Angelique [motivational novels for students .TXT] 📗

I am here, kissing you softly in your dreams
inhaling the air and words of your space
as you hold me the cold winds cease and I
bask in your loves embrace.
Yes love is here with you and with me as our passion
creates our destiny;
Be assured and know that this love will grow
From this moment til eternity.
So love I welcome you and all that you do
to nurture my heart and soul;
For your power has opened my eyes to see
that you have always been right in front of me
Filling my heart with desire; my being feels your fire
And alone again, we will never be.

And Love Replied again to say....

.

As long as I can see and feel your beauty
that beckons me continuously
Yes, love is here within your eyes
the essence and mirrors of your soul chocolate sweet, honey deep and pure
reeling me in where harmony and pain abide
sharing the genuineness... the realness within
though from others you set aside, even hide
Yes love is in your eyes
the pools from which joy and sadness both flow
that captivate with a warm embrace
draw me in, take me over until within me there is no empty space
your captivating glance pauses and compels my heart to dance
willingly you selected me, gave me a chance
where others were dismissed
you showered me with sincere love and tenderness
Forever I will stay until my dying day in the loving gaze
within your eyes.


There are times in our lives when in relationship with God or anyone, it feels as if the one you love does not realize that you are there. It seems that the silence and distance is deafening, when sometimes its nurturing. These words were penned at one of those times.


I’m Here

I'm here
thinking, waiting to see your glory.
Searching for the peace I know is under your wings
in your presence.
Help!!!!
Your people don't see
that you really are concerned.
They don't understand your command to love your neighbor as self.
Maybe it’s because
they believe their brother is the one
who make them succumb to the temptations of this life.

How can they not know
it’s to you we go
for direction, affection and edification?
Help!!!!
They cast me aside, when my flesh arise,
with no whisper of prayer on my behalf.
Why can't they see
that my intentions are to have
and to be
what you ordained for me..

So help me to choose
the paths and the rules;
That lead me to the throne of grace.
So I ask humbly for You to keep
my feet forever before thee,
until you bless me to
behold your beauty and your face.


The Gift

Only you can stimulate mind, body and soul.
Annihilating previous Falsities,
using Truth, respect, fidelity,
the forgotten tools of treasured simplicities,
Strengthening only that which is real.
The woman within manifests;
Exemplifying excellence, simply her best,
Emerging as beautifully flawed, Human and whole.
Sexy, captivating and mysterious,
your smile makes me curious,
Curious enough to enquire, about this fire
that burns in the midst of us two;
Consistently heightened every time that you,
gaze into my eyes;
My life cannot hide the way I feel.

Destiny has sculpted us together on every level
a unit she has decreed for us to be;
Loving unconditionally, and free.
The definition of ecstasy,
I mean, the chemistry, of you and me,
as we drink the waters of this thing.
No thing can describe the emotion inside;
understanding that... this... is... no... S-e-x-u-a-l fling.

You teach me, reach me, open the doors of my mind;
I am unashamed.
You bring the flava for me to sava,
the essence that is ultimately... you.
Now wearing your spirit, unspoken word of love
my heartbeat can hear it, damn near stops
when you are around.
Stay, forever, growing in this gift.


Vessel

Dig in me a well,
With your loving hand
Transform my nature; change my name.
Extract the world’s impurities
That in my frailty,
Continually hinder me
Until Rivers of life flow from my spirit
Filling the ears of those who will hear it
Reviving hearts of the weary,
Healing the broken, freeing the captive,
Sight to the blind, regained.

Plant in me your seeds of righteousness,
Perfect in me fruits from above
That I may give them
Your mercy,
Show forth Your Holiness,
Kindness,
And manifest your power
Rooted in your immutable love.


Resurrected Treasure

What is happening to me,
Creativity has erupted, and life’s now disrupted
taking me through emotional strain.
Thoughts and words clever as a fox,
out of norm, completely out of the box,
falling from my lips,
Like the summer’s refreshing rain.

What have you done to me
totally unexpected?
The gift I subconsciously rejected, because
life has attempted to silence it since its birth.
But you've awaken, what others have price tagged, and taken, for granted revealing its beauty and priceless worth.

Yes only Your eyes could see, what was dead in me,
would be the bread that sustains my soul;
So Thank you all knowing Creator,
for the revelation of something greater,
A voice in the atmosphere that will never cease.


The Request

Respect me, protect me, pursue me, and consume me,
Touch me, love me, and Sex me,
Completely.
Drink my wine, savor me sweetly
Let me be your fill,
You be mine,
With your life, lead me, with your name, cover me
Be open,
Like a window on a hot day,
The breeze that’s you and me;
Refreshing
I’ll be your wind,
Take flight with me
This journey this life with me,
Stretch your arms…fly.
I won’t drop you
Hinder or stop you.
Soar as high as you need to.
Until it’s hard to breathe,
Then…. Breathe
Out then in,
Baby I’m your wind,
Your air,
Breathe…..breathe.


The Sin of Loving You

This is the sin of loving you
Sweetness of your lips
Conversations that stimulated my mind and spirit
I was captured.
A bird in a snare
My feathers you stroked
Studying their diverse construction
Your intentions manifested
In your actions,
You began to pluck them
One by one.

I feel the warmth of the sun’s love
Flowing through the window pane
Daily cleansing my breast of the residue of
Shallow love and thoughts of you
I am locked away in the
Cage of this love,
The cell of this destructive drug.
Framed picture of deception
Shades of grey, and brown
I hate the colors that were painted
By the brushstrokes of imitation, love
Sensual and shallow
Vacant and hollow, not hallowed
Or holy,
Whichever you choose
In the end, I didn’t lose,
Just gained,
My love for self and loss of shame
Because loving you took me too low,
In a spiral that you didn’t care to know
Or did you?
Cause loving me would forbid you
To think only of yourself,
The experience I strangely cherish
To never be forgotten,
Written, Tales of a woman’s lifetime past
Every word sensual and satisfying as the last
Soothing to the soul,
But never to be relived again,
For it was undeniable, flesh satisfiable,
The loving of you….is Sin.


Reciprocity

not many of us understand
the Master's plan when it comes
to the definition of a friend
See to those of us who exist on earth
it's used as a casual word
tossed around like debris on ground
But in reality it's not like that

See I've come to find that sometimes
we shed friends like we shed our clothes
sometimes with the seasons in a plan
that only God knows exactly why
I mean you can be closer than skin
you and your friend and then
one day things just change

Like maybe the first time that your time
became equally valuable as the laughter you shared
but then as a result; no one wants to talk anymore
Now things are silent
quiet.

You and your friend go way back
like bucket seats in a Cadillac
back tighter than skin
you and your friend
then, nothing.
Its funny though
because we must grow
to understand that seasons change

It has taken some years
but God's plan is becoming more clear
That we are students
Learning the nature of the human heart
Desperately wicked you see
preserving its own anatomy
Is its hard core agenda
the Reins thereof
We have no knowledge of,
Save the One who created it
Daily he grades it
Rewarding openly with what He Finds
Whether easy or light
what you give is what you get
It is definitely right
assist man kind into the realm of kind man
Making human relation a blessing
Herein was my friendship lesson....

Reciprocity


I wish I knew: A poem inspired by the music of Jazz great John Coltrane.

I wish I knew, just how you
Make me dance it seems every chance
You play your song for me
Its melody’s so sweet.
From the kiss of your lips, the taste sweet as sin
I take it in; it stirs my soul
More than harmony or a simple arrangement of mere notes
But our symphonic concerto
The voice of your instrument’s passion and love flow
Blending together perfectly
This song that’s you and me
Only for us to dance to, the whole night through
Slowly and sweetly the piano’s rhythm inside me you play
In time harmoniously
Till the light of the morning sun
Warms our skin, yet once again
The music in your arms
Its melody’s so sweet,
More than movements of sound, more than just beats
Our rhythm and vibe will continue to satisfy
Our hunger for artistic expression
I wish I knew just how you make me dance
Every chance you play your song for me
Its melody’s so sweet.
I wish I knew; I wish I knew.

The Color of Self Image

Can You Show Me Who I Am?

Can you show me who I am
All this time I believed something other than the truth
Ever since my youth
I knew you had a plan for me, but I could never see,
Further than my front door
Inside I knew there was more.
More than just existence, but life
But I separated it from your life inside

Please forgive me for my ignorance in this gift
Now that its full circle,
Teach me how to handle it.
Not to control censor or water it down
But to allow its explosions to build and tear down
Destroying the barrier that hinder divine flow
So it has her free course to pour into lives
And continue to grow
Not seeking fame or man’s tainted popularity
But sowing her seed in others to-be.


Woman

Motivated captivated, uninhibited and free.
Intelligent, witted and sharp,
Capable of divine creativity.
Multiplicity of dimension, not to mention,
Sexual, naturally fine, Luscious
IN FULL EFFECT......
Authentically genuine.

Passionate and confident,
Safety when you stumble
Nurturing, able to birth anything
Unwavering, assured, yet ultimately.....Humble.
Emotional and independent,
Strong, but willingly....
Submitted.
Funny, exuberant, quiet, serene
Openly expressive,
Understanding, though sometimes demanding
Loving, my man unconditionally.
Insecure at times, courageous risks we'll take,
Enduring all we can,
Only for the right man,