wert, ddd dghgh [read me a book TXT] 📗

THE HIGH

I fell once for her tricks

I fell twice for her looks

I fell over and over again for her words
 
Her eyes were deep endless pools

The look in her eyes,

Oh! The look in her eyes

Her gaze saw right through me

Stripping my soul bare.
 
Her words were like melted caramel,

Smooth and sweet

  They caressed me, and gorged out every little reaction

Each one more pleasurable than the last,

They left me swooning

And eager to hear more.
 
They were like a drug,

Left me wanting more

awakened something deep inside me,

Made me come alive with need.

Aching for ecstasy 

That she only bring

My skin become hot and feverish

As her hand followed the map of my body

Driving me mad with want
 
Hazy with need.

I fell hard for her,

She became my addiction

So I revealed in her attention

She became my undoing

And I became her victim.

EUPHORIA

The moon has risen before the sun,

The rainbows end lands in my house.

 

Ideal joy strikes on my window,

anguish seem too far away now.

 

Felicity shows pain, its prowess.

Nature is apt today.

 

STORMY LOVE

 
 What would I do without you?

I’m existing but not living,

  When you come close I begin to die,

But at the same time I feel alive.
 
You’re my paradox 

My greatest confusion,

Keeping me awake with love and lust.
 
My passion burns within me like a raging storm.

Kiss me again,

And kiss me one last time,

Then leave.
 
Then leave and never come back

For both our sakes,

Our love is indeed sad…

Like cancer

It devours us.

CLOUDED HEART

I felt surrounded by darkness staring still.

It got my body still and cold like a frozen fish.
 
It was a sad shocking story too heavy for the mouth to say

The night mourned your leave,

I wish I was never told.
 
It erupted my hearts temperature, mixed hot and cold,

All like an empty soul.
 
Sad songs sang in tears,

But I was defeated by the songs I sang.
 
Was it a trick?

Look, even the clock sluggishly ticks,

Your departure is too hard for a soft heart to bear,

But we only live for sorrow and tears.
 
A priceless gold melted my eyes without a fight.  

BRAVE HEART

 You have the power to hurt me.

I refuse to let you wield it,

I strive,

Cross the seven seas and valleys to take it away from you,

No! You can’t break me.
 
Moulded from the ground.

I stand strong,

So easy to be sad, to have my countenance change,

 To steal my happiness with each grudge, I abort.

No more for you!
 
By the god of my ancestors I stand strong

Tall and mighty like a warrior,

I’ve danced in the flames of pain, hate and misery

I’ve danced in the flames of regret, scorn and distrust.

I have been scorned by the fire

No more I say!

No more I refuse!
 
For I’m no longer the prey that hides in the darkness,

I’m a predator that walks in the light and confronts the night walkers,

Roaring louder than the lions of the jungle, singing out my bravery

BLINDFOLDED LOVE.

 The world is round, so I was told.

Everything comes full circle,

Except for me and you.
 
The air is free

That much I can see,

The clouds dance in it,

I’m jealous,

I wish that was you and me.
 
These days are endless,

Eternity is a dream,

Are we foreal?

Or is this a passing fad.
 
Love is for all weather,

You’ve shown me new path

And now…

My heart is coloured black. 

TERRIFIED

 I shall not run!

Sticks and stones may break my bones.

Life hear me!
 
You shall be my stepping stone if die today,

Then I’ll die with grin on my face,

I owe you no penny.
 
I nay asked thee bring me but alas,

Though has done such as this,

And now face the music.
 
I will play you like a harp

And your evil wiles shall dance to my tune, 
 
I will sing you like a song

And your wicked fourths will rejoice at my words.
 
I will stamp on your skull

And the sound of defeat will be your theme song.
 
I will burn your flag

You’re nothing,

Verily! , I say to you.
 
Life you’re nothing after all the same one made you and me

WORTH

A couple of rice,

A matrimony of squeezed notes,

into the scales of my sun torn palms.

 

Mechanics of woes,

repairing our lives into sorry shapes,

Beating our tomorrow's out of shape.

 

Degree in the bag,

vacant vacancy left - 

My home and mind,

Devil is hiring.

 

Smart tight tie,

Broken mirror certified.

Loose lost tie,

Pure water sacheted palm. 

FEAR

Heartbeats are a terrified matronome.

ping! You're gonna die.

ping! You're all alone now.

ping! Bubbles of blood.

 

Running down a slit in my neck.

unsteady legs.

 

where am i?

what am i running from?

 

ping! I scream but no sounds comes.

its full dark now,

full of fear.

 

Will i live to forty?

head filled to burst,

Grade A uranium bomb terrified.

 

Imprint

Publication Date: 09-24-2019

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Dedication:
I'd like to thank all the regular readers of my work including Bonolo, Karabo, Nana etc, I cannot mention you all guys but I love you and thanks for believing.