my perfect not so perfect life, Ashley Brown [novels for teenagers TXT] 📗

with me and not you. What else did you say? Oh yeah I don't seat with you during break, listen if you are tired of seatting alone then make an effort to make it to be popular like me and sit with me. You know what I'm tired of you! |You say you make me smile, hell no you are just a huge embarassment to my life! I hate being around you and I can't be your friend anymore." with that she walked out on me. I could feel the tears buring in my eyes, Lucy the only friend I ever had thinks I'm embarassing.

 I walk to class all alone, I spot Drake making out in a corner with Bianca. Ehew the two people I hate together, Double ehew. I enter the class amd I sit down waiting for my teacher to come in. I overhear people talking about how Drake was falling head over heels in love with Bianca. Well who cares my life is officialy over.

 

Chapter 2

It's finally friday! Actually there is nothing to be happy about today is the day that I have my last three classes as physics. My life in schoool has being very terrible, sometimes I wish I could just bury my self alive. My mum was leaving next week monday and I was so scared of staying alone. My mum asked our neighbour to check on me frequently while she is gone. It's not like its going to be the same without my mum being around.

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Last three periods of the day. PHYSICS! I walk into class and realise the seat I've been seating on since tuesday is gone. Now I'll have to seat beside Drake I drop my bag on my seat an put my head down. I start to daydream "So, you're back Sash." I lift up my head to see Drake Grinning at me. Gosh why cant he just disappear from the surface of the earth. "It's Sasha not Sash!" I said. "Whatever don't you get nicknames, I'm gonna call you Sash." Well I certainly don't get nicknames apart from looser. "Heard stuffs about you. They sure weren't nice. You've been called tons of terrible names. Told ya your friend is just not good for you." He said looking at me. I knew what friend he was talking about. Lucy! "Well I've also heard rumours about you, they say you are in love with Bianca. I mean seriously you hadrly know her, how long has it been its not even up to a week!" I blurted out. "Lol take it easy I can see you are jealous, it's nothing. I don't like her. Why would any one think that?" I stared at him in disbelief he thinks I'm jealous of him and Bianca being together! "I saw you making out with her." I whispered. What did I just say I should have made it clear that I wasn't Jealous before I said that.Damn it! He looked suprised. "I'm... I didn't know you saw that. It doesn't mean anything, i have no feelings for her. She isn't even pretty." he said in his sexy adorable voice. The tought of Bianca not being pretty raced through my mind. Wait a minute! Rewind. Did I Put the words SEXY & ADORABLE with the name DRAKE! HELL NO! Something is definetly wrong with me. " I find you really attractive. You know right?" He  said winking at me. I could feel my face flush red.

"Stop teasing me okay." I said putting my head back on the table. he put his hand in my hoodie's pocket and pulled out my phone. "Give that back." I said as he typed in his number on my phone then he put my number on his. Then he raised my phone up, he was taller than me so I had to keep jumping to try and get my phone from him. He pushed me to the wall. " seriously I  just want my phone Drake." I said getting very nervrous. I heard the door open and Drake moved away from me. "What's going on here?" Bianca asked as she walked into the room. I bit my lip nervously. Bianca walked towards me and pushed me to the wall, sorry to say but it felt better when I was in this situation with Drake. "Stay away from my man b**ch!" she said slapping next thing I knew someone came into the class and shouted fight. I didn't hit Bianca back but she kept hitting me continously, I was helplessly crying and the class was now full of people. I closed my eyes and waited for the moment I would pass out. Then suddenly everything stopped was I gone or what? I opened me eyes to see Bianca Pinned on the floor and Drake holding her down. Oh no I don't like what I see. Our physics teacher ms.P came in and everyone ran to thier seats.

I found it really difficult to look at Drake. Why? Why did my life have to be so difficult. Ms.P started the class by saying we should pick partners for the project she was about to give us. I never had a partner who wasn't Lucy so I was quite worried on what I was going to do. "Will you be my partner? Please?" I looked up to see Drake's blue eyes staring at me. I swallowed, this was the best option I had nobody else was going to ask me. "Sure."  I said. I wanted to avoid as much talking as possible. After giving us our projects she sent Bianca, Drake and I to the principal's office.

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While waiting outside the principal's office, waiting for him to call us in I got nervrous, I could feel my palms getting sweaty and I had to keep rubbing them on my skirt. when we got into the office the principal wasn't willing to hear an explanation from any of us, he told us we had detention and we should leave. I was asked to stay back which made me even more nervrous. "Sasha, I am highly disappointed in you." he said. "I'm sorry sir, but I didn't even hit her back." I innocently said. "That's not the problem, the problem is you were alone in a class with a boy." I didn't like where this was going. "Nothing happened. We were just talking and he took my phone and we joked around. We're just friends I don't even think we are as close as friends."I said in my own defence. "If that's how you feel then you better get it straight with him because I don't think he sees it the way you do." I no0dded and left the office thinking of how my mother would react to this. I have never gotten in trobule at school before so I'm guessing she would freak out.

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Detention Time. I'm actually glad today's detention was to sit in an empty class alone and don't talk to anyone. It's far much better than cleaning up junk. My life has been officialy messed up recently and just keeps getting worse everyday. I hear the door open but I find no Intrest in checking who came in till I felt the person standing behind me. I turned round to yell at whoever it was but by the time I turned my mouth refused to move. "What are you doing here?!" I finally asked Drake. "Um, I just wanted to know how you were." he casually said. What was thinking coming into the class, if we get caught we are in big trobule and that I scincerly don't like. "Go away! I don't need more problems in my life!" I said moving to another table. "When can we start our project?" he asked. "You can come to my house tomorrow." I replied now seating far away from him. He comes to my new seat and I move again. "Please Sasha, just one kiss." he said following me. Just one what! What does he think I am? "Is that what this is about? You get me into my first detention since I was born, just so you can get a Kiss? tough luck with that." I say. I feel wounded, he just wants to use me, typical jerk why did I give him a chance he is so not worth it. "No Sasha please! I was just teasing and if you want to takes things really solw, I'm fine with that."Drake pleaded. Take things slow? Now where did that come from! "Drake there's nothing to take slow!" I said in disbelief. Form the look on his face I knew he was disappointed. He nodded and left the class.

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"I'm so ashamed of you! God just look at you. What happened in that class? And I'm not even gone yet." My mom screamed at me. This is not going to end. "Mum relax, I didn't do anything." I explained to my mum. I wasn't expecting it but the next thing I got was a slap on my cheek. It was hard and painful. I didn't think twice before running to my room and locking the door tight. I hate this life, everyone hates me! Lucy hates me, my mum hates me, Bianca hates me and I'm pretty sure Drake hates me as well. 

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I feel like I have been sleeping like like forever. I get out off bed and get my self cleaned up. On such a bright saturday I decided to wear a yellow mini dress, just because I'm depressed doesn't mean I have to act it. I go down and I meet nobody there, wow guess my mum really wants to abadon me. I prepare a breakfast of pancake for my self and settle down to my meal. Just then the the bell rings. Gosh who is this person that won't let me eat my breakfast. I went to the door ready to shout at whoever it was to go away because my mum isn't around, but as I got to the door my facial expression changed to one of disgust qnd suprise. "How did you get my adress?" I asked opening the door for Drake.

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Publication Date: 09-03-2013

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