New Life, H.N. S [ebook offline .txt] 📗

really are over then this could be my last chance to hold you Mia…”

“NO!”

“Please Mia”

“No Ian!”

“Then tell me why you’re breaking up with me!”

“I…can’t…”

The room went silent once more and I turned away, unable to face Ian any longer… but before I noticed Ian had walked over to the bed and climbed on me. He trapped both my hands above my head with only one of his and saddled me at the waist… I was trapped!

“Tell me…” He leaned down and with his free hand he released my boobs from my top and bra and cups my breast, kissing and sucking it hard then moving onto the next doing the same and my body came alive! I groan as I was dripping with lust between my legs… he was torturing me into telling him!

When he realised I wasn’t going to talk he slowly, teasingly moves up, licking and kissing until he reaches my neck, biting down and nuzzling me while he begins to move his hips… rubbing his hard cock against my throbbing pussy! I let out a low moan with need! Instinctively I move my hips with his.. needing him inside me!

I could feel him smile against my neck. He lifts his hand to my face, stroking my cheek before roughly and passionately kissing me. I allow him access to my mouth straight away and our tongues start to dance with each other as we explore each others mouth.. deepening the kiss with need.

Ian harshly pulls away and I pant, trying to catch my breath.. why did he stop!! I need him!!

“Tell me and I can end this torture!” He spoke deeply, seductively! Ughhh I need him, but I can’t tell him…

“there’s… not.. nothing to tell…” I could barely speak as his hips picked up the rhythm, relentlessly rubbing my now soaking pussy!

In one swift move Ian had removed my shorts and panties, throwing them on the floor and he released his hard and more than ready cock from his pants.. Yes.. please, I need him inside of me!

He slipped his shaft into me and the pleasure erupts throughout my body, but as quickly as he was in me, he was back out.. his cock resting at my entrance.. teasing me more! I couldn’t take this!!

A tear ran down my check as he repeated this another 3 times.. letting me taste the pleasure, but only to take it away- it was killing me.. I needed release!!!

“please…” I begged. He gently rubbed my tear away with his long-fingered hands, and I’m helpless, pressed into the mattress, at his mercy when a look of shock flushes over him.. I know he didn’t want to hurt me, and he knew it to.

“I’m sorry baby, I just.. I just want to know!” He kissed me again, I kissed him back, passionately “I love you” he groans and abruptly is inside me … He leans over, releases my hands, and pulls me upright so I am practically sitting on him, straddling him!

He places his hands on my waist and guides my body up and down, finally pleasure exploded through me and I could feel myself reaching my climax..

“Cum for me baby… only me!” Ian whispered in my ear and I did, I climaxed around his huge shaft, moaning loadly as I found my release. After a few more thrusts Ian followed in my climax, shooting his hot liquid inside of me and I felt whole again.. I was complete!

We fell asleep… Ian still inside of me. My warmth surrounding him as his safe, protective arms wrapped around my body, pulling me close to his chest and I fell into the best sleep I’ve had in weeks..

 

Chapter 29- Wake up

My eyes slowly fluttered open, adjusting to the light. I feel so refreshed after having the best sleep I've had in a long time!

My body felt a little stiff and as I tried to stretch out something strong wrapped tighter around my waist and arms. I jumped, shocked until I realised it was Ian asleep and hugging onto my body... both of us still very naked!

Heat rushed to my cheeks with embarrassment from the contact of his skin on mine, with nothing to hide my shame behind. We did it! No no no!! I needed to stay away from him, but instead I sleep with him!!!

I tried pushing my self away again, but the more I struggled, the tighter Ian pulled me to his muscular chest. He was awake!!

"Get off me Ian!"

"I'm never letting you go, never again!"

"We have to get ready for practice"

Ian started laugh, deep, vibrating against me.. sending delicious shivers through my body! "Its already 12.. we're already late so we might as well miss it"

"WHAT!" I pushed with all my strength again.. so warm, inviting, but I had to stay focused and to do that I needed to be away from him so I can think clearly! But it was no use, he's too strong and I couldn't move away.

"Please Ian... let me go..."

"I can't let you go- not after I've just gotten you back! Please Mia, just tell me why you feel like you have to leave me! I won't get angry or upset if that's what you're worried about"

"Its... nothing..." Ian's getting close to getting the truth out of me and I don't know how much longer I can last while being so close to him... I need to think of something and quick!

"MIA WOULD YOU STOP LYING TO ME!!" Ian's hold got tighter and I could feel his body tense and shake with anger. I should have felt scared but instead I strangely felt safe in his arms.

"Its...I.. " Think brain think! Should I tell him the truth or should it be yet another lie... I hate lying to him but its for his own good! "I got scared okay!? We were getting so close and i've never been with someone, i've never shared my life with another man before so i freaked!" I ended whispering the last part as it hurt saying it out loud.. breaking my heart all over again!

It wasn't the truth but it wasn't a lie either...

Ian's grip loosened and we both sat up, cross legged facing each other. I realised that we were both still naked! My gaze fell to Ian and his man hood, I blushed scarlet and turned to hide my innocent shame as I rustled the covers over myself. Ian's eyes lit with amusement before he used the blankets to cover himself also.

"But what made you so scared all of a sudden? One day we were fine, w both confessed our love and I was the happiest man alive. I was fucking floating on cloud nine. But then the next day you disappear and now you tell me it was going too fast and ended it because you were scared!"

Ian was angry, I had never seen him this way before. I backed away and lowered my head, unable to verbally answer so i just nod.

"That's not fucking okay Mia!"

I flinched at his harsh words as hot tears ran down my cheeks. Ian lifted me and rested me on his lap, wrapping his arms around my waist and arms for comfort and I pushed my head into his chest. "If you had just come to me, told me how you were feeling then we could have sorted this out. Fuck... " Ian sighs "I would have done anything if it meant you staid and save all this heartache"

Ian tried to stay calm for my sake, but I could feel his anger raging through him.. he did truly love me, and it hurt him to hear that I was hurt- it melted my heart, I love him so much!

We just sat there in silence.

"I'm sorry.." I whispered so quiet I hardly heard it myself!

"What for baby?" Ian genuinely sounded confused

"because I'm a disappointment... no wonder no one has loved me before" Ian's grip on my arm tightened as his fingers dug into my skin.. "owww!"

"I'm sorry baby!" Ian's eyebrows pushed together, realising he was taking his anger out on me "I didn't mean to, I love you! I. LOVE. YOU!! Always and forever!" he loved me! Even after everything I had put him trough, he still loved me, he still wanted to be with me.. I had to be with him, we couldn't be apart any longer!!

"Ian..." Anger vanished from his face at the sound of me calling his name. His gaze fell to mine, giving me his full attention "I love you" Light glimmered in Ian's eyes as the corners of his mouth rose into a face splitting smile revelling his perfect pearl teeth.. oh how I've missed this!

"again"

"What?"

"Say it again"

I giggled, but obliged "I love you"

In one swoop Ian lifted me of him and onto the bed. He hovered over me, his hands on either side of me. I giggled, delighted by Ian's joyful expression. "You don't know how long I've been waiting to hear that!"

Ian slowly leaned in for a kiss, I lifted my finger to his lips, stopping him mid-way.

"What's wrong?" confusion replaced Ian's happiness

"We can only do this if you promise not to tell anyone!" Ian smiled again, happy lines formed around his big hazel eyes..

"Tell anyone about what?"

"About us, not even your father, no one!"

"Why?"

"Just not yet, please"

"I promise, but soon! I want everyone to know that you're mine!" Knowing Richard won't find out, I couldn't resist Ian's lips again and so welcomed his plump and firm lips that sent shocks through my body.. oh how I do love this man!!

Chapter 30- Keeping a secret

The 2 days in Utah went too quickly, but that was mostly due to the fact we never left our hotel room! We only left to go to the football game.. which we won! So my weekend was the best! I got my two loves back, Ian and football!

Being with Ian again made me feel whole again.. I felt complete, and I know that’s all lovey- dovey crap… but its true! I don’t think I could physical or mentally handle being apart from Ian.. my body couldn’t take the strain.. I never want us to be apart and the only think, or should I say the only person getting in our way is Richard! As long as we don’t tell anyone and keep our secret quiet then no one will have to get hurt- hopefully…

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It had been 5 weeks since our weekend getaway and as I struggle through the crowds in the school hallway,