Broken Pieces, L. S. [brene brown rising strong .txt] 📗

passionate kiss. When his hand started to explore my body again, I broke the kiss.

"Can I take a shower first?" I asked shyly.

I am very much aware on what will happen tonight. It was clearly stated on the card he left me earlier and I don't want to disappoint him. I know I kind of stink because of the early flight so I badly need a shower.

"Yeah, sure." He chuckled.

I ran-walked towards the shower, the bathroom still carry the soothing citrus scent I smelled earlier. I took my shirt and jeans off, it's the same clothes I wore when I left our house in Miami Beach. I went inside the glass shower and turned the water on, it was warm, and it immediately relaxes my nerves. I was amazed by the different shower gels on the rack. I took one of the clean sponges hanging on the wall in different color and poured a lime flavored shower gel on it. 

I started to rub the cloth on my body while the water is still running. The lime scent is so calming and at the same time it keeps me awake. I continue to massage my skin when I felt two cold but soft hands on my waist.

"I can't wait any longer,"

Carter started to kiss my nape while his hands explore my body. His lips are wet and warm and every time the warmth of his breath touches my skin and I get this strange heated feeling underneath my veins. His hand went on my neck and rubbed the gel through my breast. He turned me to him and his lips met mine. It was hot but passionate at the same time. The water is still running but I can still feel the warmth of his naked body. I didn't see him take his clothes off or even heard him walked in the shower. His body was warm and it feels like he's having a fever.

He broke the kiss and pushed me slightly away from him. He runs his eyes through my nakedness. A sudden feel of shyness blows over me, I feel my cheeks getting hot.

"God! You are so beautiful Jillian," he whispered in hard breathing.

This is the first time that I stood naked in front of him with the light on. Whenever we are in his penthouse he always prefers to have the light off, which is very convenient for me.

I looked down, not wanting to meet his gazed with flushed cheeks. I don't want him to think I am embarrassed because I promised him that I'll try to act comfortable around him.

Carter cupped my face and stared at me straight into my eyes. His face is so beautiful, even more beautiful than me despite of the water running from his head.

"I think I'll never get enough of you,"

Then he kissed my lips again, this time he pressed his naked body to me. I took a stepped backward for support until I reached the glass wall. I can feel his hard manhood pressed on my belly. The wall was iced cold while body is hot. The mixed temperature that I am feeling gives me strange shiver inside my body. It was crazy. I never felt something like this before.

His mouth left mine and went to my neck down to my collar bone and to my left breast. His warm tongue licks my nipple while his right hand cupped my wetness. It felt so damn good that I can't help the slight moan escapes my mouth. I tugged my fingers on his wet hair when I felt his finger going inside me.

"You are so wet baby,"

I couldn't stop myself from moaning when he pulled and pushed his finger inside me. It awakened all the blood and warmness I have inside my body. I never felt this kind of pleasure before. His mouth went to my other breast, licking and sucking it until its sore.

I pulled his hair, trying to get as much support as I can, with this extreme pleasure he is giving me my knees are getting weaker and weaker.

"Carter," I called his name, moaning.

He looked up to me, stood up but his finger is still pulling and pushing inside me.

"Come for me baby,"

I tried to chase my breath when his finger went faster, I know I am going to come anytime soon. He went even faster and faster until my body explodes. He waited for the hot fluid to flow from my legs before he took his finger out.

"Beautiful baby,"

He reached for the telephone shower and washed my legs. Once I was cleaned, he pulled me out of the shower, he's still naked and he's beautiful everywhere, it seems like he was perfectly sculptured. I can still his erection as he took one clean towel and slightly rubbed it to my body to dry me up.

The AC unit is making me shiver, he wrapped the towel on my shoulders noticing I was shivering. Then held my hand and pulled me towards the bedroom.

He took the towel off of me and sat on the bed, pulling me on his lap. He took my lips again just as the same time that I was able to sit on his lap. The kiss was hard this time, just the nice kind of hard not the rough one.

My knees are still weak due to the intense pleasure I felt earlier in the shower and now he's doing it again. He carried me off his lap and carefully placed me on the bed, I felt the soft and silky texture of the bed sheet. He went on top of me, pressing his erection on my belly. He took my kiss again, this time, brushing his tongue on my lips, asking for an entrance, I gladly gave him one. We're both moaning through our throats, enjoying every inch of each other. I chase my breath when he finally broke the kiss. His mouth went to cheeks, the back of my ear, his warm breath sends shiver down my spine.

"No one can ever touch you again, but me." He whispered.

His body warmed again, so as mine, we're both getting feverish now. His lips went down, on my breast, licking and sucking it again like a hungry infant. His hand went to my wetness again, this time massaging it lightly, making me water down there in seconds.

His lips went down to my belly, leaving hot kisses on every part of my skin. I was slightly electrified when I felt his tongue down there at the most sensitive part of my body. I didn't expect any of this, I never experience having someone down there. He is practically eating, licking and sucking me down there. I feel like I am going to lose my mind and explode again.

I was breathing harder, trying to chase my breath and stop my heart for beating so damn fast. He continues to lick my clit and inserted another finger inside me making screamed in pleasure. I don't know how he does it, but it feels so freaking good that I might come again anytime soon.

"I want you to come again for me, baby"

His finger went fast again, so as his tongue, I know I am on the edge of exploding again, but I am trying not to because I don't want to come on his mouth. But it looks like he really wants me to, he sat up on the bed while his finger still inside me giving fast thrust. I shivered and I come again on his hand.

My knees are weak again, he stood up and reached something from the drawer beside the bed. He went back to the bed with a condom on his hand, he tear it up and put it on him. He holds my knees and spread my legs wide.

"Time for the real deal, baby"

I am nervous, I don't know if I can still do this, I feel so weak, my body feel lifeless but warm due to the another intense pleasure I just felt. Now, we're going to do it again? Fuck! I think I need even a bit or rest. But I can see his erection aching for me.

"Ready?" he asked, teasing me.

I nodded unsurely, I hope I can still keep up with him. He slowly pushed himself to me, I am sore but it still felt good when I felt him on my entrance until he was able to finally push it all in.

"God! You're tight!" he groaned.

 He was slowly thrusting me at first, then he was going faster and faster that he was tightly gripping me on my waist. He was staring at me with so much lust and care in his eyes.

"Jillian," he called.

I know he was about to come because he was going so fast. I know I am going too. Then just a couple of seconds after, we both came in unison. He kissed me on my lips again before he collapsed beside me. We we're both breathing so hard.

I never come this much before, and sometimes I don't even come at all. Maybe it's because I don't really like what I do, I just need to do it because I have to.

I looked at him.

"You are mine." He said.

He eyes are telling me I am his and that I am protected and cared for. I don't what I did or did not do for this man to have these feelings towards me. After all, I am just Jillian the girl who walks away from home.

 

 

Chapter Seven

Five in the afternoon when I finally reach the house, it’s been a month since I got here and I started going to school early this week. I am getting used to the life here in California and I am definitely liking the heat and the palm trees that you can see everywhere.

The house is still the same, Carter still do his daily routine, going to work in the morning and he makes sure that he comes home right before dinner. Martha, still cleans the house and prepare for our dinner, although, she offered to go in the morning to fix us breakfast, I told Carter that I can be the one to prepare our morning food. Carter agreed, so before he goes to work I make sure that we eat breakfast together. Although, at first he was getting sick but he is getting used to it.

Carter and I are really exerting effort to make our relationship work. He often tells me how much he likes me and how he badly wanted to keep me with him. We didn’t talk about the label of what our relationship is, but one time when we attended a gala he introduced me as his girlfriend, so I think that’s it. It was the first time that I was able to go to that kind of thing. I didn’t even experience prom way back in Missouri. Carter is kind to me; he makes sure I am always comfortable even with the smallest thing he asked me. He protects me, making sure that I am safe all time. So far, I have Marcus who drives me to school and home.

Speaking of school, everything is good. For the first time I made a couple of