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you. I'm so sorry.' Tears spill down my face and I don't do anything to stop them.

'No! Don't leave me Blair! You cant do this to me! What did I ever do to deserve this?? I hate you, you bitch!' I sob uncontrollably when she says that.

'I deserve that Myah but it wasnt you I swear. I really am sorry.' I have to pull over on the deserted road, because I cant see.

'B-Blair please. Come back for me! I'll go with you!' She sobs causing mine to flow out harder.

'I know you will. I know Myah. I love you, and that's why I cant. I'm so sorry.' She doesnt respond for a long time before I hear her again.

'Dont talk to me and expect a response. You said you would put me first but thats a fucking lie! You're a selfish, neurotic, bitch! Bye.' Honestly I feel dead right now. I just broke my best friends heart. I'm away from my mate who doesn't even know hes my mate. 

I sigh and continue down the road. I find the place I'm staying at, which isn't all that far away. Another pack made it and let me buy it, and about two acres of land around it.

At least you can still see them. You could sneak around, and watch them. my wolf puts in.

'Yeah, lets go be a fucking stalker!' 

We both know youre going to do it despite what you say.

'Yeah but that doesn't need said yet.' I walk into the place, hidden behind a waterfall. I put the pin in the hidden box and the rock opens, revealing a home behind it. Weird but it'll do the job.

 

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~Dylan~

"What do you mean shes not coming back??" I ask furious. "Shes a rouge wolf for God knows why, she was on my land, and then ran??"

"Yes. And I know why Asshole." My best friends mate, Myah exclaims. She is extremely emotional right now, even though it's the morning after the event, and Ashton is comforting her. I don't have a mate and at this point in my life I doubt I ever will.

"Why?" I ask her annoyed. 

"Basically she got raped and prego and our pack didnt believe that it was one of the betas her dad, the alpha, had. So he disowned her and made her leave. I left with her and its been that way since."

"Wow... How old was she?"

"Lets see it was 12 years ago so... 16." She doesnt say any of this with much emotion but you can see in her eyes that its killing her that her best friend left her.

"Where's the baby then?" I ask since I'd never heard of her having one.

"Miscarriage." 

"Oh. I gotta go." I head to my office and try calling her, instead of on the computer like normal, I used the phone number Myah gave me. She doesnt pick up so I send her a voicemail.

"Blair you need to get the fuck back here! Myah is hysterical and you should honestly be executed or something. I know everything now so you don't have to hide anymore. Just come back. Please. Bye." And now, we wait.

Chapter nine

 ~Blair~

 

 

As soon as I heard his message, I was a mix of sad and angry.

'How could you tell him I was his mate??' I contact her not expecting an answer but hoping she would. Thankfully, it was the latter.

'I told you not to contact me Blair. But no. I didn't. He thinks I told him everything so you're welcome.' I cant see her but I can hear in the tone that shes rolling her eyes. 

'oh... I'm sorry... For everything. I really did do this for you My. I couldnt let you get hurt, which you would have with me.'

'Really?? You don't think I know that?? I didn't care because I was with you!! My best friend. Blair... Why?' She sobs through our thoughts and I quickly join her. 

'Myah.... If I tell you where I am you can come, just dont tell anyone and make sure no one is following you.' I make the last minute decision.

'Really? Are you serious right now?' Her sobs stop and I get really nervous shes about to pop a cap. 'Blair thats amazing! I promise. Now where are you?' I sigh a breathe of relief and tell her where I am. About half an hour later she alerts me that shes here. I go and open the door, just to be tackled. 

"You okay My?"

"I'm sorry I called you a bitch. I love you." She wraps her arms around me tighter. 

"I love you too. And I deserved it. I'm sorry for everything. How'd you get them not to follow you?" 

"I just told them I needed alone time right now. Ashton listened right away and made Dylan agree."

"Damn. He must really love you, already." I laugh and she joins me.

"I love him too." She admits quietly. We talk for a few more hours and then she has to go back.

"Promise to come back soon?" I ask her at the door pulling her into a hug.

"I promise. Do you think I could bring Ashton some time?" She asks shyly.

After thinking for a moment I say, "Yes but only after you know you can trust him."

"Thank you! I gotta go now. Love you B!"

"No problem. Love you too!"

Chapter ten

 ~Dylan~ 

 

"Some alone time" doesn't normally mean 10 hours of it. I'm suspicious but Ashton won't let me press her for answers. I go outside to have a run to get away from them. I let my wolf side take over and start running east through the forest. My black coat blend in with the nights darkness and its comforting. A few minutes later a faint scent hits my nose. Like... Vanilla with a hint of lemon. My wolf pushes harder to take full control but I don't let him. I run towards to smell and end up at a waterfall. I turn back to my human form and look around for whatever the delightful scent is coming from.

With my heightened sense of smell and hearing, I move closer to the falling water, where the smell gets stronger. I'm close! It's.... Gone? What? My anger spikes at not being able to find it. I almost have a forced shift, but I take control and run back home. Slamming the door I stomp into the living room. 

"Woah dude! Take a chill pill!" Ashton tells me. 

"No! I couldn't find it! Why couldnt I find it?? It just disappeared! Ugh!!" I screaming like a child that lost their toy.

"What couldnt you find?" Myah asks me in a soothing tone.

I take a deep breath and say, "The scent. There was this scent, it was so so strong. It was like vanilla and lemon. It was amazing, so I followed it to this waterfall. I looked around for it and then it was just, poof, gone. Its just- ugh!"

"Duddddde!" Ashton laughs but then stops and spaces out a bit. "T-that really sucks. I'm sorry." I look over at Myah and she's nodding along sympatheticly. Something was going on here and I was going to find out.

And yet, four months later, I still hadn't.

Chapter eleven

~Blair~

 

Four months. Four months of me hiding, sneaking around, and Myah visiting me. She told Ashton the day I told her, but I get why. He doesn't know where I am though. Apparently he was about to tell Dylan he had a mate, when I had fell asleep to the faint sound of the waterfall outside, and he caught my scent, but she stopped him by telling him. She's bringing him today and from what I know, Dylan still doesn't know. 

'Open up pretty lady.' I laugh at her and open the door. 

"Has been opened by the pretty lady." I say giving her a wink.

"I thought I was the pretty one!" Ashton looks at her offended and scoffs, both jokingly. "Are you cheating on me miss Danvers??" He starts tickling her sides and she falls into me.

"Damn. Get off me you cow!" I yell at her. Shes really skinny and honestly pretty light but I like to joke around with her, and she knows its joking. She stops laying on me, and instead sits on my stomach. "Myah!" I say laughing. 

"Is this why you're gone forever?" Ashton asks holding out his hand for her. She takes it and nods.

"Oh shit! I need to cover my scent! You two should too." I tell them, closing the door and masking my scent. We hang out for a few hours but then they have to go. "Some day, you guys should say you're renting a hotel room over night and stay here." I tell them.

They look at each other and look back me. "How would tomorrow sound?" Myah asks me with a smile. 

"Well I have literally nothing to do so good." I laugh. "Thanks for coming. And I'm sorry you have to lie to your best friend Ashton."

"It's fine. Dylan can some times deserve it. You ready babe?" He asks looking down at Myah. His green eyes shine when he looks down at her and her hazel eyes match them. 

"Yeah." She tells him. "Bye B." She hugs me. 

"Bye My. Bye Ashton." I hold my hand out to shake since I didn't know what to do and he raised an eye brow at me. He pulled me into a hug. When I pulled away from it, he leans down to kiss Myahs forehead, as if to say he belonged to her.

"Okay, save it for your house lovebirds. Love you Myah." I push them out the door and shut it. 

'Rude.' Myah says into my head.

'Aww thank you!'