The Love Square, I. Hernandez [e reading malayalam books txt] 📗

go to breakfast, I have so much to tell you. God I missed you

 

Me: I missed you to but I can't I have to go to work

 

Sam: Boo you suck

 

Me: You should of told me you where coming I would of called in

 

Sam: Call in now

 

Me: Ok fine just this time

 

I sent Mark a text saying I was taking the day off and I would be in for the afternoon shift. He was fine with it but said I owed him one. I knew what that meant, more work when I went in. Which I didn't mind at all. More work meant working with Chase on the phones which for once I didn't mind.

Sam and I spent all moring talking about her trip and how my job was going. She seemed to have a better summer then me but I woldn't change the way my summer turned out. We talked about starting college next week and how we needed to pack our bag to move in to our place this weekend. Next thing I knew it was time for me to head to work. We said our goodbyes and made plans pack up this weekend.

 

I walked into work and the first thing I saw was Steph kissing Chase. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Not that I care what they were doing but during work. 

 

"I mean come on, get a dam room" I said crossing my arms

 

"We will tonight" Steph said laughing. 

 

I didn't understand what was so dam funny, people could of walked in and left. Not like they would have noticed or cared. But I did care because it was during work hours for crying out lound. I was so pissed off I walked right past Chase and bumped right into him. I couldn't stand being there with them so I walked straight to the back to Marks desk. Mark wasn't at his desk, he had left me a to do list. Which I was thankful for because that meant I would be at his desk the rest of the day. 

I heard the back door open and in walked Chase.

"Mark just called, I'm suppose to help you finish you list" Chase said smiling.

 

"Nope, I'm good you go back to work" I said back, not even looking up at him.

 

"Fine" He said as he walked over and sat next to me. "So what do I have to do?"

 

"Thats not what I meant Chase but since your not gona leave, just unpack those boxes so we can count inventory" I said back him while I pointed that the 10 stacked boxes.

 

This was going to take us at least 2 hours to do and we had 20 mins left of being open. Great that means Chase and I would stay late and I didn't want that. I was so mad at him and Steph. I couldn't be alone with him or I would blow up.

 

"I'm clocking out Natalie, and see you tonight Chase" Steph yelled.

 

"I'll go lock the door" Chase said to me and walked off.

 

I'm pretty sure he didn't go lock that door, he just wanted to go lock lip with that slut, Steph. I didn't like how I was feeling, I felt like punching that slut in her dam face and I felt like kis....No, no, no. What am I saying, I can possibly be jealous for her. Um, could I?

Chase walk back to the boxes and kept unloading them. Almost 1 and half later we were finally done. I has so happy I kept calm, we didn't say a word to each other the whole time which made this easy. But that wasn't gona last long.

 

"So we are done" Chase asked

 

"Ya thats it for tonight, you can go. I'm pretty sure Steph is waiting for you" I said trying not to sound mad.

"I'm not leaving yet, when you leave I leave" He said "God I'm tried my shoulders hurt"

 

Without thinking I said,"Do you want me to give you a message?"

 

"That would be nice" He said laughing 

 

Chase was sat down in a chair right in front of me. I felt my body shiver and I was trying to calm my self down. I put my hands on his shoulder and he laided his head back. He was looking up at me and then closed his eyes. As I messaged his shoulder his eyes stayed closed and smiled. For some reason I couldn't take the smile off my face. I liked being able to touch his muscular shoulders.  My thought we filled with so many things I wanted to do to him.

 

"What are you smiling about" Chase said standing up

 

"Um nothing" I said back, walking to him

 

"You have soft hands Alie" He said reaching to my hand. He then reached to my other hand and pulled me towards him. He wraped his hand around my waist and kissed me. At first I hesitated but it to a second for me to give in. His lips were big and soft. I reached my hand to his hair and played with it. While he lefted me hand sat me on Mark's desk. I didn't care that this was wrong, I forgot about Kyle. He kissed me hard and we stoped to catch our breath and then kept going. I put my hands under his shirt helping him take it off. He began to lift my shirt up and then I pulled back. So many thoughts rushed through my head, how wrong this was and how Kyle would never do this to me. I pushed him back and jumped off the desk.

 

"I can't do this, just leave Chase" I said to him

 

"Alie please, I'm sorry" Chase said putting his shirt back on

 

"Please just leave, I'll close up" I said while tears started running down my face

 

Chase was out the door and I just sat on the floor wondering what the hell I was thinking. I was getting really late and I finally managed to stand up and leave work. It was dark out and I ran to my car. I heard my phone beeping inside my purse. It was a text from Kyle.

 

Kyle: Hey babe, just wanted to tell you I loved you and I will see you tomorrow for dinner.

 

Then my phone beeped again and it was Chase.

 

Chase: Alie we need to talk

 

I didn't answer either of them. I couldn't answer either of them. I was so confused and I didn't know what to do. Should I tell Kyle about tonight or should I just make sure this never happens again. My head just hurting thinking about what just happened. I couldn't deal with it tonight so as soon as I got home I went to sleep.

 

I woke up earlier then normal and went for a run. When I got back my day was suprised I was up before him.

 

"Everything Ok, Alie" He said.

 

"Ya dad, I'm gona shower and leave to work" I yelled back as I ran up the stairs.

 

 I walked into my room and took my clothes off. I walked to my bathroom and jumped in the shower. As the cold water ran down my body I began to think of Kyle. I could go out to dinner with him like everything was fine. Like I didn't just cheat on him with Chase. I couldn't tell Kyle I loved him when I was the worst girlfriend. I couldn't hear him tell me he loved me or kiss him like everything was ok. 

 The drive to work was even worse, I didn't want to see Chase. We had crossed the line. We were both seeing other people. I mean Kyle and I had a serious realtionship and Him; well he had Steph now. I'm stomach started to twist and turn; I just left like vomitting. I finally reached the parking lot and park right infornt of the door. I opened my car done and the first thing I did was puke. I now felt like crap and didn't want to stay at work. Steph had just arrived at work and saw me bent over just pukeing my guts out. 

 

"Oh god, that's gross." She said "I'm gona go get Mark"

 

"No thanks, I'm fine" I said walking to the door.

 

I walked straight to the back and Mark looked at me like you look like crap what are you doing here look. I felt like crap and I guess everyone notice my accident outside.

 

"Well, your going straight home. I'll tell Chase to take you" Mark said.

 

"No, I can drive myself. " I said back trying not to fall over.

 

"No your not Alie, here take his trash can and give me your car keys" Chase said handing me the trash can.

 

Great, just what I needed for Chase to take me home. I hated the fact that Mark went to him. He could of let me call someone, anyone that wasn't Chase. I handed Chase my keys and he helped me walk back to the car. We walked around to the side and he opened the door and helped me sit down. He laid the seat back and handed me the trash can. He knew there was know way I wanted to get my BMW dirty. He walked around to the drivers side trying to avoid my puke. He turned the car on and started driving. I didn't even ask if he knew where I lived and I closed my eye.

 

"I think we are here" Chase said poking me in the arm.

 

I pulled the seat back up and in fact we were at my house. I noded that he was right and he drove into the drive way and parked by the front door. He didn't want me to walk after he said. That was ok with me because I felt so weak. I got out of the car and came around to help me out. We walked together to the door and I took my keys from him. I walked inside first and turned to say bye.

 

"Is anyone home" he asked.

 

"No my dad left and won't be home until tomorrow" I said back.

 

He walked inside the house and closed the door. "I'm not leaving you here alone, you need me" He said.

 

"Since I know you won't leave, fine but stay out of my way" I said trying to walk to the stairs. He came behind me and of course didn't stay out of my way, he carried my up the stairs. And I pointed to my room. We went inside and he laid me on the bed. He took my shoes off and graved a blanket. He laid next to and touched my forehead.

 

 "Alie, your burning up. I'll see if I can find anything for you to take" He said and walked out of the room. A few minutes later he walked in with a glass of water and meds for me. I took them and turned around. I left him get in to my bed and he told me to rest. I started to fall asleep when I felt his arm come around my waist. I lending back into his chest and fell asleep.

Chapter 5: Our Secret

We I woke up Chase was not laying next to me anymore. I stood up and look at my alarm and it was 7