Ever lasting love or will it, Caitlin Rutledge, Caitlin Rutledge, Caitlin Rutledge, Caitlin Rutledge [best manga ereader txt] 📗

from getting beaten or hit it brings back so manny memories that I try to for get I still see his face when he's angry at me I remember waking up for the first night he started abuseing me he wasn't all ways like thts I don't know why he started to but all I know I was in pain for weeks from the first night he said 

"If you diobeay me Oh you'll regret it I come in your room with a sivler kniffe and stab you till you bleed to death got it" I used to live in my room afraid to leave it but then I got worse one night I got thrown into the basment and I rolled down the staris at the time my mother was a regular mother but then my father brain washed her and she thought I desverd to be punished for everything that went wrong in their lives. I kept crying into Jasmins arms and the next thing I knew I was in her arms and she was yelling at her  father finally snapping because of the state I was in am I the cause of this I wonder she starts to run back to the house for some reason and I blacked out.

#4 days later#

How long have I been out I thought to myself my boby feels stiff and my eye's won't open as if there glued to the bottom of my eye I try harder finally I mange to open an eye then the other opens 

"your finally awake I was worried about you your okay right" Angi asked me yea I'm okay Angi no worries I reply yo her 

"Good" she says with joy in her tone. I look around me to see a pair of grey eys looking at me and brigtens when he see's me awake.

"Cat your..your awake" he says nearly yelling and I was right next to him it hurt my ears his face turns red when he see's me smile at him awwww she looked so cute with his grey eye's his white snowy hair he was so just I was about to melt into his arms well I wanted him to kiss me to cuddle me like how Jasmin did last night or was it last night I am not sure let's find out.

"How long was I out" 

"You were out for four days" he says to me with a grave expression

"Hey look at me Trever I am okay" my wolf Angi was trying to take control to show him I was really okay but I got this Angi.

"No it's not and no your not okay I saw your face before you were crying your eye's were dead you were in pain yet you didn't show it on your face it was like looking at you for the fisrt time it was like your used to this it make me.... it makes me boil inside because someone did that to you and it makes me love you more. I lost control that night because your my Mate and you were endanger. I love you so much, I want to hold you but afarid you won't let me. Can I hold you?" he pleaded oh man if had said that earlier I would have jumped into his arms but now I feel guilty for makeing him think that I would push him away so I open my arms with a mistchevios smile he smirks back I love his smile it hade me feel so so much better when I see his face he comes to me and wispers in my ear

"I love you Cat" 

"I love you more Trever"

"No I love you most of all" he smiles

"Oh I love you with all my heart and my life, beat that" I giggled with his eye's wide when I said that

I heard the door knock Trever still had me in his arms as he opened the door I tried toget out but I saw i his eye's he wasn't letting me go even though I was going to be embareced jerk I mudderd I heard him chuckle as Jasmin opened the door with a smile on her face as she saw me in his arms man he had strong arms hmmm I never wanted to get out of his arms Angi agreed.

"Cat your okay I was starting to think you were never going to wake up" she said with so much empithy in her voice I manged to get out of his arms and I gave Jasmin a bare hug.

"Oh Cat I was so scared that we would never really meet when you didn't wake up" she hugged me back even tighter we were interupted when I saw a woman come into the room she was pretty she had to be the mom she had bloond strait hair Blue eye's like her son and she was short and skinny she looked like a very nice person but after what just happend four days ago I wasn't going to be so how should I put it I won't be haveing any open arms for her untill she is proven to be tursed wait where was the father Tie as he said his name was ... wait Trever said he lost control that meaning he was..Dead.

"You must be Cat it's a plessure to meet you I am Jensessa Trevers mom" she said with a smile well there's a good start.

"Hi" I said back to her in a friendly manner but not to friendly if you get what I am saying. We shook hands and she left weirod I thought.

"Well we can talk latter okay Cat Trever seems like he really wants to talk to you privitely" she said as she left the room with a smile on her face.

"What happened to you that made you act like that pleasse tell me Cat Pleasse, I really want to know I want to comfort you but I don't know how I need to know in order to comfort you" I nodded at him to dismiss his puppy dog eye's I knew I would happen do time so I took his hand and lead him to the bead making him sit and I sat beside him and told him the story.

6. The love I want with you Trever's P.O.V

 What he did that to her I can't believe what I was hearing she told me what happened as she sobbed I pull her close to me and brush my fingers though her soft rosey red hair that I loved I look into her eye's while watching her sbbing in my arms.

"Do you regreat being my Mate now that you know what happened" she said ith such a sad face aww don't do that i chuckled she looks up at me

"I could never regreat being your mate not even if you said you killed him I would still love you no matter what Cat I want you to know that so don't ever think that" I said in a low voice which I know she loved hearing.

"Really?" she said with such a cute face I gave her my you know I am dead serious look and she smiled I guess she got that. grads my neck making me come towards her and her lips crashed into mine man I couldn't have asked for a better Mate me and Chariley agreed on that he growled wanting more she growled back aceppting me. I pull back to look at her white eye's and say

"I love You Cat I would die for you" she smiled and pulling me back to her for another kiss I didn't stop her then she pulling away.

"I love you to wolf man I would do the same for you I would take a bullet for you anytime" she says pulling me to her again.We just lay there leeting her sob into my arms he is going to pay for this.

"I will never let him hurt you I would kill him for you if you'd let me I'd do it now but I can't stand to be so far away from you Cat" I wisper in to her ear

"I love you Trever"

"I love you more Cat"I tell her

"Fine you win this time but I won't go down easy next round" she still cry's but smiles up at me I swaer I will kill him if she dosen't.

(Hey guys sorry it was a short Chapter but keep reading it gets longer just read to find out.

Lov ya

-Caitlin

7. Love Cat's P.O.V

 #next morning#

I wake up in his arms I look up at his face man I loved his face I put my hand oh his cheek stroking it he opens his eye's and smiled at me I love his smile Hell I loved him head to toe.

"morin beautiful" he says to me and pulls me in for a kiss when our lips touch it was likee electrisity ran thoufg our badys and then he was on top of me, really right now I thought he was tired but now he looks like he has been awake for hours he crashes his lips to mine hmmm his lips he was a good kisser I am goig to admit I love his kisses, he starts to pull of my clothing and well we go at it you know.(I'll let you imagain it.) 

#4 hours later#

I wake up and I am naked I slipp out of his arms and get dressed I get to the closet to find womans clothing to the right side with shoes and amonge other thind I get dresses I am now wearing I Black long sleve shirt and black leather pants wigh leather boot that went to my knee wich has fully healed and I pu on a leather jalcked my out fit shows all my curves I like it. I head down stairs to make us breadfast but I see food on the table and Jasmin already eatting with PJs on they were winny the poe pjs cute she smiles when she see's me

"Hey so your up I though no one was no one really get's up till noon so I guess you'll meet the rest off the pack to day, nervous." she says to me with cirousity in her eye's

"Yea maybe a little but I am sure it'll go well with you there with me" I say to her as I go to the table

"nice outfit" she complimnts me

"thanks" I sit down and say

"nice PJs" I