flower girl, ghostrider.07 [black male authors .txt] 📗

we stop at starbucks. we walk in laughing about the snow that fell off a branch onto his head. it stops when we see a bunch of people from our school including carey and her clique.liam takes my hand and leads me to the counter."just ignore them baby reddy I got ya."liam says.i look at him gratefully."yo what can I get y'all" a boy says."may I have a hot chocolate please."i say."i'll have the same."liam says. I take out my wallet."i got it."li.says."dude I got it."i say handing the cashier10 bucks.we get our change and head to the door. Carey steps in front of us."so first royce now his brother wow you are a slut."she says I flinch."carey shut the fuck up you dont know anything now move or i'll make you wish you didnt say anything."liam sneers at her. She moves out of the way. If I just got bashed out of school I know what the rest of my day is going to be.hell.
school is full of slut bitches. Part2

We walk into the school and go to our lockers."how long do you gotta wear that cast?" I ask him. "3 to 4 weeks I guess." He says." Do you want to be the first to sign it" he asks his grey eyes sparking. I nod my head. I grab a black sharpie and sign ' li bear you are the bestest best friend in the whole world I love you a billion red swedish fish.. He smiles at me I smile back. My locker closes and I turn to face carey and her minnions by now everyone has stopped what they were doin and stared."slut I need you to do me and my girls homework."she says. " no"isay. " uh what?" She says." Wow I guess your as deaf as you are stupid im.not.doing.your.homework."i say slowly. She flares her nostrials in rage and dumps m uh HOT chocolate all over me. I sqeual and unzip the jacket and take it off. and is on my tank top. "dude what the fuck!!" Liam says pushing her away. Royce shows up."what happened?" He yelled at liam. "nothin I got it handled." He said pushing royce away. "come on." He murmurs he says pulling me towards the lost and found . " sorry this all I could find." Liam says.handing me a belly shirt. I.groan . I take off my shirt and put on the other one. " can I please have your hoodie?"i ask. He smirks and shakes his head."please?"i beg."it comes with a price." He sings."go on"i say. He points to his cheek. I walk over to kiss his cheek he turns his head and kisses me on the lips I stand shocked as the tingles erupt through my body. He pulls back and hands me the hoodie."t-thank you."i say lookin down to hide my blush.he tips up my chin up to look at him. He kisses me on the lips lightly."your welcome. See you in class." He says leaving. What the hell just happened!?!"well well well the gigs up slut I have a propasition for you stay away from liam and royce and these pic's wont get out if you dont..." Her voice trails off." what no liam's my best friend and royce is-" " all i have to do is press send and you fall off of the thin thread of social life you have and whatever royce saw in you let's hope it's just a phase would be crushed if he got this." she says. on the verge of tears i do thhe only thing i can. " okay i'll stop talking to them." i say. " not just yet i want the big blowout hallway lunchroom scene make up some shit i dont really care." she leaves me standing there crying.. okay pull it together nothing will happen it will be fine in a few days they wont even remember me. i walk out seeing that i already missed my first two classes i go to my locker. and put up all my books. " show time." carey says walking past me. i look up and see liam coming down the hall he waves and me i shut my locker and turn to walk away. " hold up a second where you going reddy." he says putting his hand on my shoulder." dont touch me." i hiss at him." baby what's wrong." he says." this cant work." i say looking down as i feel the eyes burining into me." what can't work?" he asks utterly hurt and confused."us we can't be friends anymore ok." i say firmly trying to be cold towards him. "w-why i didnt do anything did i say somthing to hurt you because if i did im sorry ." he says." it's not that i just dont like you any more okay so take your stupid hat and your stupid hoodie and your stupid leather jacket back and leave me alone." i say taking off the hoodie and the hat and taking the leather jacket out of my locker and shoving in his hands. i take the necklace and tuck it in my shirt. " babe what's going on?" royce says showing up in the hall next to his brother." you too stay the fuck away from me okay?" i say crying. carey snakes her arms on each of their waists." i told you guys the slut is no good i only tried to help." she says the tears break free and i turn and run all the way out of the front door of the school. i dont care that it's late october and its freezing i dont i just need to get home and pretend i dont exist

november

november

december

december

january

jan uary
the months past by slowly i ignore every one and they ignore me but i cant shake the feeling that not only did i break liams heart but mine as well .... oh god i was am in love with him but he forgot me to be with carey.... i wish i coud just take it back but i cant....

tuesday februry 12

whining wakes me up this moring instead of licking. " i know thor im im juss little sad is all." i say trying my best to smile at him i feed him and change the water and stuff for the fishes and the turtles feed them and take a shower. i dry myself off. brush my teeth and look in the mirror. my eyes are sunken in my face has lost it's natural color im pale my hair is all tangled and has grown out to my middle back i drop the towel and take a look at my body lets just say that you could count my ribs my perky chest and butt just seemed out of place. i sigh brush my hair and put it in a high messy bun and put on a black head band. i put on a sweatshirt whith a hood navy blue of course.[a/n the school colors are red,navy blue,and black.] i put on red sweatpants that say our schools name on the but and has our logo [two dragons one n.b one black and a red sheld] i put on my tuesday socks i know i have ocd so what black sparkly ugg boots[a/n use google to look it up if you dont know what they look like]. i put on the best friend necklace grab my bag and head to school. i stop in the starbuck's like i do every day order the hot chocolate sit in the back corner near the right hand facing out of the window my back to the rest of the