The diary of an angel, mysteriousgirl1 [autobiographies to read TXT] 📗

door behind him locking me in this room)
I couldn t belive what i saw Paradise!I am the cause that the fight begin! I shouldn t birth! I should be a boy! I broke the first rule between angels and devils , no female epigone should be allowed , but my father didn t respect this rule! He didn t kill me! Oh why? Why ? Why happened this to me Paradise !
I can t write anymore ! I am so confused!
Bye!


Dear Paradise,
I will tell you what happened today!
I was sleeping in the room when suddenly Nyx came in and told me:
Why ? Why didn t you say me that you were the one who caused this fight between angels and devils? Why didn t you say me that you are responsable for all this? Tell me you damn angel!
So you know the truth now ? (i told him and got up ) He just brushed all over his face and turned around! I realised that i were only with my trasparent night dress that i had from my room. I brushed too and changed in a second.
Yeah i know now that i am the cause of this fight ! Please turn to me now i am changed.(i told him)
I would kill you if i could for that , trust me!(he said angrily)
Then do it !(i told him grabing his sword and line it in front of my heart.)
Yeah , if this were possible! (he said to me)
It is possible! Do you remember that i have a weakness ? If you promise me that the fight will over if you kill me then i will tell it to you so you can defeat me! (i beg him)
I am listening! So? (he asked)
My weakness is you! The reason that you have also silver hairs is because it is your destiny to kill me if you will!You have a part of your soul angel cuz you can prove all emotions!You are the only one who can kill me! (i told him)
And you are trying to convince me that this is all my destiny? There is more isn t it?( he asked)
Yeah there is more ,but it is only an impossible way ; the way that you can love each other , thing that is not true! And that our "love" can bring us to a new solution that is peace between us so we can guide our two castles together , but this isn t possible! So please kill me ! (i told him)
He just stayed there and then went away without saying a word! I don t know why i told him my weakness cuz he can betray me and kill me and then defeat my castle! I don t know what else to do Paradise ! For now Bye!!


Hello Paradise ,
Last night i was very sad . I am such an idiot ! I put my people life i danger making him know the truth! Now that he know my weakness he can use it ! Stupid me ! Stupid me !Stupid me! Then Nyx came in .
What do you want? (i told him) Why are you here? What should i do?
Stop it you damn angel or whatever you are!I am here cuz i wanted !You can not stop me! Remember where you are! (he said , but his words were so distant)
SO....... you came here ,why? (i asked him smiling )
Heh..... i can t belive you! You are about to die and you still smile ! What are you? (he said surprised)
So you decide it right? You will kill me! This is the right decision but first you should inform my father that i asked you that , so it wouldn t be another war! (i said quiet)
I....... i have not decide yet! I will think about it a little more and if so... i will keep my promise! (he said)
I was so happy to hear that, that i hug him and said :Thank you for keeping your promise! I am relived! Then i let him go and returned to the window saying: You should really kill me ! I can t live with this pain!What for a fate irony! I wanted to stop this war when i was the only one who begin it!!! Pretty strange heh? (i told him and suddenly tears came from my eyes)
He stop my tears saying : It is not your fault! It is not that you had a chance to be male and not female angel! All protect you from the cruel truth just to not hurt you!
Then he went to his room.
I was shocked by this conversation. I didn t know what to think! I was so...so i can t describe it ! And my feelings for him were in chaos too. I don t know what to do! Somebody help me!
Bye Paradise!


Dear Paradise,
I had a very strange dream ! It was like my friends on earth were in danger! I know it was just a dream , but i had a feeling that something was happening there ! A should get out of here , but i didn t want to escape , so i ask to see the devils king!this was our conversation:
Why would you ask to see me? Is something you want ?( he ask me)
I wanted to return for a few hours in earth! I have something to do there please! (i said)
Heh , how can i trust you ? I mean you can try to escape right? (he asked) I grab Nyx sword and cut my hand :
I swear in my blood that i will not escape!
So they let me go but with one condition, Nyx will acompain me . Well i should go now!
Bye !


Dear diary,
I was right ! My friends were in danger! In fact they were captured by some criminals.
I just wore a mask so they couldn t regonize me , and i went there to help them in my angel form. I help them to escape and gave them a letter that Angelique (me) had wrote. Everything was going fine until the criminals discovered me and one of them shoot me. In that moment Nyx stand in front of me and .... he was the only one who was shoot. I started crying but he just transport us in his house in earth. I helped him to lye in the bed. His injury was very deep! He was hopeless ! I didn t know what to do so........ i though i would be time to use one of my special powers!
I am sorry Nyx , this is the only way to save you! (i told him and gave him a soft kiss in his lips) Then i fell without energy next to him .
I am really sorry but it was the only way to save you! I am also sorry that i can t move either , please forgive me! i told him ad were unconsious .
When i woke up , i was in my room . He was there too.
I .... i am sorry for doing that! i said.
He left without saying a word.....
Bye !


Dear Paradise,
Listen what happened today:
The head devil s family want to see you! one of the guards said. I follow him without saying a word.
Why did you call me? i asked.
I know that you have special powers and one of them is the power to save souls! the devils king said. I was very nice with you so i want you to save my injured devils. Would you help us?
I will do it but it will take me some time !i answered. I can save both devils and angels with a heart song :
Moon s curse
in this icy dream........
In a world without words,
I profess my love
Until it will reach you
someday.
The intense wish that fell from this lips
That i held close with wounded arms
I wanted to unravel it for you !
Because if I throw away the beauty,
Of our love that existed in the past ,
I can go towards a more
Beautiful night tomorrow!
Moon s curse
from this icy dream!
I wanted to take you far away,
How far can we go,
Until we reach a place
Where we can believe in love???
Beyond the night,
Just the two of us.........

After singing that i was captured to the past where i saw a painful truth.
What is happening ? i hear their king speak.
I used all my power to save all injured souls! i said.
Ah , by the way how could the most powerful angel sings a painful song like that? he asked again.
Because.....because i ... i am love...loveless! i answered . They were shocked just like me.
LOVELESS?????? How could that be possible? they asked.
Yeah , i am loveless;a soul without love ,unique in this gender. i answered. I don t have the most important thing of being an angel; the power to love.
I left without saying a word.
I am so upset right now Paradise , so much that is impossible to think. What am I ?
I am dropped in tears now that i can t write anymore so :Bye !


Dear Paradise ,
Hear what happened today:
This is impossible! Nyx jelled at me when he came to my room. How? I can t believe any of your words! Who or what are you for a creature?
Tell me the truth! I want to know the truth now! An what about the KISS? Was that unreal too?! Answer to me !
I didn t answer . I was confused by myself.I hardly heard what he said.
You wont answer? Fine! he said and closed the door and went away.
What for a monster am I? I don t know what to think!
Bye!


Dear Paradise,
I don t know what to do anymore. Nyx came over to my room today and asked me for a duel .
The rules were simple:
If i