My Best Friend., Brooke.m. [librera reader TXT] 📗

The Lamp. I Curled Closer Into Logan, My Back Against His Chest. "I Know" He Said. I Closed My Eyes. His Arms Graced My Stomach But He Pulled Back Alot Faster Then He Went to Reach. I Sighed And Kept My Hands To My Side. I Lay There, Starring Ahead Of Me. I Felt Awake, And Empty And Cold. Logan Shuffled. "Okay" He Said And Wrapped His Arms Above My Stomach, Just Toching The Edge Of My Bra With his Forarm. I Relaxed In The Warmth. I Felt Sleep Consume Me, Just And Logan Whispered "Goodnight Iz". So What, Now I Need Him to Sleep? I Argued With Myself, All Night. When I Woke Up In The Morning, My Stomach Was Killing And So Was My Head. I Fluttered My Eye's Open A Looked Beside me. Logan Wasn't There. I Looked At The Clock. 9:43am. What The Hell Was He Doing Up This Early?, He usually Isnt Up Till 1 Is He Doesnt Have To Be. I Got Up, Grabbed A Towel, And Opened The Bathroom Door. Smack! Looking Up I Lost My Breath. I Ran Right Into A Naked Logan. His Arms Caught My Hips Before i Fell. I Closed My Eyes Quickly. "Oh A -A Sorry" I Said As I Turned And Walked into The Wall. "Ow" i Mumbled to Myself Holding my head. When The Door Closed And Clicked Behind Me, I Sighed In Relief. Oh God. I Sat On My bed And Waited For Him To Get Out. I Looked At My Nails. I Groaned And Walked Over To My Dresser. He's So Slow. I Pulled Out A Clean Blue Low 'V' Neck, A Pair Of Black Skinnie's, And A Black and Blue Underwear And Bra Set. I Layed Them On My Bed And Grabbed The Sides Of My Tanktop. It Felt Gooeyish. I looked At My Hand And It Was All Bloody. I Looked Down At The Edge Of The Shirt On My Hip And It Was All Bloody. I Lifted It Up, But No Cuts. Then i Remebered Logan Catching My Almost Fall. Now I Know Why He Was Up Early. What Was That Dream About?!? I Screamed To Myself. Logan Swung The Door Open, He Was Wearing Black Boxers, Light Blue Baggy Jeans, And No Shirt. "Sorry" He Said As He Ran His Fingers Through His Hair And Gave Me A Sexy Smirk. I Clentched My Teeth And Walked Past Him, Grabbing My Cloths And The Towel. I Walked Into The Bathroom, Locked The Door And Turned On The Shower. I Slipped Off My Clothes And Jumped In. I Scrubbed My Hands, And My Body. Trying To Get The Red Stains Of My Side And Fingers. My Stomach Was Black And Blue With A Big round Bruise. I Touched It And Almost Cried. Why Was He So Upset, What Made Him Do This? I Shoke Myseld. I Squeezed Some Shampoo in my Hair And Ran My Fingers Through It. Scrubby dubby! I Rinsed It Out, Then Twisted And Rang Out All The Water. I Turned Off The Tap And Stpped Into A Puddle Of Water. "Oops" I Said And Walked To The Sink. I Grabbed The Towel Dried Off My Body And Slipped On My Panties. I Clipped On My Bra And Dried My Neck. I Dried My Legs Once More And Pulled On My Jeans. Looking In The Mirror I Scrunched My Hair. I Gripped The Sink With one Hand And I Flug My Hair Forward And Back Like A Rocker, Getting Off Extra drips Of Water. I Lost My Balance, Slipped On The Water And Flew Forward, Hitting The Edge Of My Temple Off The Sink. I Gasped Before I Fell to The Floor Unconcious. Everything Was Black. **Blackout Dreams** I Was Lying On The Grass, Starring At The Sky. The Clouds Moving, The Wind Blowing My Hair. I Smiled To Myself And Turned On My Side. My Smile Vanished At Who Was Infront Of Me. "Dad?" I Said. He Nodded Slowly. "No, You Died, you Can't Be Hear!" I Screamed At Him. "Im Sorry For What I Did Lizzyboo" "Dont Call me That!" I Spat In his Face. I Calmed Down A Bit. "You Raped My Mother, You Raped Her, And Im The Result Of Your Rape" I Said To Him. "I Was Drunk And On Drugs, I Didn't Mean For Anything To Happen" He Told Me. "When I Was Born, Mom Told Me You Didnt Even Come to The Hospital, And Then You Come Back When im 4, And Go And Kill Yourself Infront Of Us?" I Screamed Asked. I Was Trying To Keep Calm, But What Kind Of Person, Rapes A Women He Loves, Gets Her Pregnant, Abandon's Her, Come's Back To The kids Life Only To Kill himself Infront Of Her!? I Rambled With my Thoughts. "I'm Sorry. I Loved Her And You Lizzyboo. But Your Mother Said I Couldn't See You, I Couldn't Have you. I Wanted Her To Suffer, And The Only Way To Do That Was To Make You See Something You Could Never Forget, And Having Her Deal With your Pain, Along With Hers" He Said To Me. A Tear Escaped My Eye. "I Did Forget Dad, I Forgot How you Just Slit your Throat Infront Of Us, Just Dropped To The Ground Pale And Broken, How The Last Words You Said Were 'Wrong Choice Miranda', I Forgot It All, because I Had A Bestfriend, And A Great Life to Live". I Said. His Eye's Watered. "I Didn't Think you Coulf Forget Easily, I Thought It Would Kill You With Pain" He Addmitted. "So You Wanted Me To Suffer?, Dad!, You Said Yourself You Loved Mom, She Was Your Wife! And You Hurt Us Both, I Want you Out Of My Life, Now!" I Screamed At Him. "Im Out Of Your Life Lizzyboo, This Is Just A Dream, Change It If You Want, But Just Know I Did Love You And Your Mother, Drugs ANd Drinking Change People Liz, Dont Forget That" He Told Me Before His Body Vanished. I Layed There With Dry Eyes. Only That One Tear Escaped. I Was Calm, And I Wasn't Really Upset. Just Mad, And in Pain. I Squeezed My Eyes Shut And Then Slowly opened Them To The Bathroom. **Blackout Dream Over** I Sat Up And Held My Head. My Hand Was Covered In Blood And There Was A Loud Banging At The Door. "Iz!" Logan Banged On The Door. "Yeah.. Im Comming" I Groaned Holding My Head. I Leaned Up And Stood On My Feet. Looking Back At The Ground, There Was A Small Puddle OF Blood. I Wached Where I Stepped As I Unlocked The Door. Logan Folded Me In His Arms, Really Tight. "Logan, I , Cant Breathe" He Let Go Imediatly And Frowned At Me. "What The Hell Happend, All I Heard Was A Bang?" He Asked. I Shrugged. "How Long Ago Did You Here The Bang?" I Asked. He Thought To Himself. "About 7 Minutes Ago" He Told me. I Nodded. My Head Was Pounding. I Rocked On My Feet In Un Balance. "Woah" Logan Caught My Stomach And I Whinced. He Dropped His Hands And I Fell To The Ground. 'Ow!" I Screamed At Him. "Im Sorry I Didnt Wanna Hurt You" He Said Helping Me Up. I Rolled My Eyes. "So you Drop me?" I Asked Raising My Eyebrow. He Did One Of Those Sexy Smirks While He Shrugged. I Melted And Instantly Frogave Him. "Its Okay" I Said Brushing Off My Jeans And My Shir-. Shit! I Was Wearing Only A Bra, And He Had no Shirt. I Blushed And Turned Around To The Bathroom. "Let's Get Ready For School" Told Him, Slipping My V Neck Over My Head. He Nodded And Walked Over To My Dresser. He Opened The Bottom Drawer And Took Out One Of Those Button up Shirts. It Was Black And Had A Red Blood Vain Design Around The Buttons. He Put It On Over His Bare Skin And Left The Buttons Un Buttoned. His Chest Was Screaming At Me. Why Did I Feel this Way? He Left The Room And Went Downstairs. I Looked At Myself In The Mirror. The V Neck Was Tight Around The Bottom So I Pulled It Up A Bit Revealing My Lower Stomach To Baggy It Up. I Wiped The Blood With A Cloth. "Ow!" I Shouted At Myself. I Threw The Cloth Away Pissed Off. I Put On A Dark Line Of Eye Liner, Then Added Some Deep Black Mascara. I Slipped On My Converse Then Grabbed My Bag. "Logan! Its Friday I Wanna Get To School, And Then Leave" I Said Flatly And Loud. I Sighed And Walked Down The Stairs. 'I'm Comming, I'm Comming" He Said Coming Out Of The Kitchen. It Was Like A Slow Motion Movement. His Hair Blew back, And His Shirt Blew Out To The Sides. I Shoke My Head Hard, Almost Loosing My Balance, And Walked Out The Front Door To Logans Black Jeep. I Reached For The Handle, Pulled And Flew Back To The Ground.I Glared At Logan As He Just Smirked To His Side Of The Car. "Sorry" Logan Shrugged And Beeped His Car unlocked. I Rolled My Eye's and Got in the Car. He Started It Up, And We Arrived At School In Less Then 10 mins. He Pulled In, Parked, And I Got Out Of The Car. I Looked Down At The Ground. "You okay?" He Asked. I Nodded And Smiled. "Worried About Me?" I Winked. He Wrapped His Arm Around my Shoulder And Said. "I Always Worry About You Iz". His Breath Was Hot in my Ear Making Me Shiver. He Dropped His Hand And Smirked At Me.I Playfully Punched his arm And Laughed. "Your Cute When you Laugh" He Said And Walked Up Ahead Smiling At Me. I Smiled To Myself. I Walked With logan To The Front Of The School Until Someone Grabbed My Waist And Pulled Me Back, Covering My Mouth, And Having A Tight Grip.
Under Water Secrets

I Bit Down on The Hand Covering My Mouth. When I Pulled Back I Turned Around And Was Facing The One And Only Greg. "Greg, What The Hell!" I Screamed. "Im Sorry, I Had To Get you Away From Logan" He Shook His Hand In Pain. I Looked Around. We Were Further Down The Parking Lot, Pretty Far From The School Doors. Why Did I Feel So Empty Without Logan? "What Do You Want Greg?" I Asked Crossing My Arms. He Placed His Arms On My Waist And His Thumbs Circled My Stomach. When he Hit The Bruise I Winced Back In Pain Holding It. I Really Gotta Get This Thing Checked out! I Said To Myself. He Lifted My Shirt And My Black And Blue Stomach Was Swollen And Visable. "What The Hell!?, Did Logan Do This?" He Clenched His Teeth. "No" I Said Much To Quickly. "Liar" "I'm Not Lieing!" I Shouted At Him. "I Can Tell When your Lieing, Stay The Hell Away From him Liz, He's A Bad Person!" He Said Loudly. "No