My First love, Angela Jerica [motivational books to read txt] 📗

to her again. She was breathing so softly and looked like she had no care in the world. Her lips…no I’m not going to look at them lest they make me do something I don’t intend. Oh Gosh! I need those lips so badly but I’m not sure she would let me kiss her again.

 

(Sorry Jake's part is really short, I'll probably have more in other chapters)

 

*Alex

" Heey," I tapped him on the shoulder. He had slept for long ever since I woke up. Damn, he's so cute. If I had met him before, I sure would have dated him. But I just don't know if he feels the same way for me though he kissed me twice already.

"Oh, hey you." he said disrupting my from my view and thoughts.

"Hi there sleepy head," I teased.

"Whoa...you can sit?" He asked surpried because I just sat down on my own."

"Yeah....I can barely feel anything." I said.

"Oh come here..." He said and pulled me into a hug.

"Ohk...No offence but you should really go take a shower." I said as I broke contact.

" I don't stink that much," He complained.

" Says who?" I asked.

" Just go.... My mom will be coming soon anyway. What day is it?"

"Saturday, I think." He answered.... "  Oh crap." He said.

"What?" I aksed but he didn't answer.

"I'll be back later." He took his jackect and left.

 

WTF was that all about, that was just too wierd. I've never benn really close to him so maybe he's this wierd.

"Aleex!" Mike shouted and jumped on me.

"Heey Mike. You'll hurt her." My mom said behind him.

"No mom it's fine... i can barely feel anything." I said.

"The doctor said that you can go home today." Mike said happily. "You can see my new phone mom got me." He added.

"Mom! You got him a phone?" I asked surprised. I never owned a phone while hiis age.

"I have to because I'm not always home and he needs to get in touch with you when he needs anything." Mom said.

 

I speant the whole day with them but my mom had to sign some documents and finalize the payments before I could be discharged. Jake came and we played with Mike for a while before I was allowed to go home. I wasn't allowed to go to school until the next week. My mom packet all my stuff from my hospital room and Jake helped me to the car. Mike had already gone home with Tasha earlier. It was already 8.00 at night when we left the hospital.

I arrived home when Mike was already asleep. Tasha was watching a movie in the living room.

" Hey best...." She said as she ran tome.

" I missed home." I said hugging her.

" Well home missed u too." She said back.

"BTW, I need to tell you something. Let's go to your room." she said.

 

I went up the stairs slowly since I still couldn't walk well. I peeped into Mike's room and he was fast sleep I bet he didn't notice me. Once I got to my room I jumped on my bed which I had missed for God knows how long.

"Damn... I missed my room sooooo much," I said as I curled up on my bed."

Tasha joined me and she said,

"I can't believe I have to do this but I'm sorry if it's too early." She said.

"Wait, what. You're starting to sound wierd." I asked.

" Uhm... Jake is my boyfriend now." she answered.

"WTF??? Are you F****ing serious Tasha." I asked surprised.

"Hell no. I'm just kidding. How can I love your crush," she said.

" First of all he's not my crush and second, well, I've got no second so just suck it up. He's not my crush."

"Ok if you say so. But seriously, I'm leaving."

"What do you mean you're leaving?"

 " My dad got a transfe to Georgia so we're moving there tomorrow."

I was spechless so I just looked at her in shock.

" I would have told you but earlier but I wasn't supposed to tell you till you got out of hospital."

" No. it's ok. I understand, but why are you moving tomorrow. Can't your parents let you stay for a while?"

"I have to report to my new school on Monday."

 

We talked for a while and she left at almost midnight. The next morning I woke she was long gone.

 

13. My first love.

 It has been a week since Tasha left and I've been a bit lonely because Mike was always in school. Jake came to visit me once in a while and bringing me all my assignments. I sometimes let him stay afterwards to keep me  company. It's on Saturday and I'll be starting school on Monday. I haven't missed that much since Jake helped me a lot and I owe him for that. It was 10.am and Mike was still sleeping because I let him stay awake all night while watching a movie with me. We watch in my room because I'm just too lazy to sit on the couch for long. I went downstairs because I didn't wanna wake Mike up since he was on my bed. Just as I got downstairs, Jake was at the door.

"Oh hey," I said while opening it for him.

"Hey, how're you?"

"Good, you?"

"Come in." I said and he got in.

"Are you alone? I can barely hear any noise." he said.

"Yeah, mom left early in the morning. She'sll probably be back in the evening and Mike is still sleeping." I said.

"Oh okay. So you're basically alone." he said while sitting down.

" You can say that. Do you want anything to drink?" I offered before sitting down.

"Nah. I'm fine." he said.

"Okay, let's watch a movie." I said.

"Fine, you love horror movies?" he asked.

"Yeah but I'm one good screamer so u better be ready for that and I get scared a lot." I said but not really true. Sometimes a girl's just gotta be a girl. I love scary movies though sometimes I have nightmares because of them like there was this time I found myself under the bed once when I was fifteen.

"I thought you love scary movies" he said as he laughed.

"What? I'm a girl and they sometimes gave me nightmares." I said.

"Ok chicken." he teased and I threw a ball at him.

 We have been so playful with each other since Tasha till he's sort of becoming my 'Best friend' but can never replace Tasha. Speaking of Tasha, we talk every day over the phone. She either calls me or I call her, whoever go first. I put the movie on and sat next to Jake so I could have the tv right infront of me. The movie was so scary that I found my self curling up on Jake which he didn't mind at all (he seemed to enjoy it.) I screamnt really loud too till Mike woke up. He wanted to go to Jake's house and play with Shana so i let him. He rode his bike since Jake's house wasn't that far from my house.

The movie was about ghosts in a haunted house and so I moved closer to Jake since I was afraid tha one of the ghosts would grab me and cut me into pieces. I was so close to him that myhead was on his chest and I could feel his heart beat, anytime I got scraed and felt like screaming I would clench really hard to his shirt and hide my face in his chest and he would tighten his grip around my waist.

"You look so cute when you're scared," I heard him say.

I looked up and noticed that he had been staring at me all this time. I was blushing really hard I bet I looked like a tomato then. I couldn't say anything so I tried to get up and look for an excuse to get away from him and the next thing I know is that his lips were on mine. I was still in shock for a while and he bit my lower lips and I granted him acces not knowing why everytime I kiss him I do that. His kiss felt different this time. It was more sweet and passionate that I didn't wanna break it so I let him continue. He pushed me on the couch and was now lying on me still kissing me. His hand started roaming on my body and down to my thighs, I cursed myself for having shorts on. The kiss felt so good but I had to break it because I didn't want him to go too far. He had already started sliding his way into my shirt.

"Uhhhm... I'm gonna get something from the kitchen do you want a soda or something?" I said as I pushed him off.

" Yeah. Can you get me a soda?" he said.

I actuallly just needed to get away from him. I went into the kitchen and stayed for like five minutes beofre coming back. I gave him his soda and sat on the couch next to his. I didn't wanna be near him again. We watched other movies quietly till late in the afternoon when my mom came back. Jake and I then went to his house so I could bring Mike back. i took my car because I didn't wanna walk there.

 

 

 

14.My first love

 It was Sunday afternoon and I was going back to school tomorrow. Mom then came into my room while I was plying Just Dance 4 with Mike.

"Alex, you father just called and he needs me to go there now." she said.

"MOM! What am just starting school again tomorrow," I said surprised.

"I'm sorry baby, but I have to go, he said it's an emergency." she said.

"So what about Mike?" I asked.

"That's why you have to pack your stuff. You'll be staying at Jake's place. I'll be gone for two weeks at least." she said.

" What?" Mike and I both said.

"Sweethearts, I wish I wouldn't have to go but I have to, now start packing I don't have much time." she said and left the room.

I finished packing what I neede since I could still stop by to pick some other things later then went to help Mike. Mom then dropped us at Jake's house and then left. Great now I have to stay under the same roof with him for two weeks. Him coming to see me my house sometimes is something else but having to look at him every hour of the day is really different. Worst of all, Jake made sure he and I ended up