One of a Kind, Fearless Pinoy [a court of thorns and roses ebook free TXT] 📗

spats. “Try to eat it, don’t chew it” he scoffs. “I know what to do but I haven’t done anything like this” I mutter. “We’re both first timers here but I usually watch porn so I have tons of idea about what we’re doing” he said.

I lick his erection and let him fuck my mouth, it’s big and I might get choke but it taste good, so good. “This feel so good, Sophia” Lyle whisper and now he push me to the coconut leaves. “Put it inside me now” I said panting but he did. “Aw” I cry “Shit!” he groans and now I wonder why “It hurts” I cry “Blood” Lyle whisper and there I look down to our sex’s together mix with blood. “I’m a virgin for Pete sake!” I moan

He then again push his junior inside and it still hurts, it takes 8 pushes for me to get the heaven that other girls keep on talking about and it feels so good. “Faster” I mutter. Lyle push and pull faster until we both reach our point, he collapsed on my side and I wrap my arms around him.

“It was a great first kiss and sex” I smile. “I can say the same” he whisper and kiss me on the forehead. “Sophia, no matter what happens please bear in your mind that I love you and no one can change that” he said seriously and from what kind of tone I heard I think there’s something he wants to tell me. The question is, is it good or bad news?

“What’s bothering you Lyle?” I sigh. He looks down at me and kisses my forehead again. “Sophia, your brother didn’t really want to let you leave school for two weeks. He wanted to meet you and your parent’s at your grandparents’ house but I told him, I want to be with you when you will meet them” he looks at my eyes but I nod at him for him to continue talking.

“Look, I never lied that I love you but the thing is…” “You know Lyle, please point it out” I said. “I just want to spend my time with you” he whisper and it made me smile. “Why didn’t you tell me about it?” I smirk. “Because I’m afraid and I really thought that you hate my guts.

He hugs me tight and I did the same, we stay like this forever. “I can’t really imagine this day; me being with you and you know, sharing my first romance with you” I said while covering my face because of embarrassment. I heard him chuckle and uncover my face “I can say the same, I just don’t want to end this time” he smile.

“We should probably get back, don’t you think?” I ask. “Yeah, I’m also thinking about that” he said. We both stand up and started wearing our clothes; there are no exact words that can picture about my feelings today. We’re both ready to go back when Michael’s voice erupts we both froze and gasp.

“Where the heck have you been?” Michael snaps us out. There I notice that he’s with someone whom I don’t know. “The rain erupts that’s why we need a place to stay and who the hell is she?” I said raising my brow referring to the girl. “Ah! By the way I’m Lorraine Young, Lyle’s fiancée” she greets.

My mouth drops open. She is Lyle’s fiancée? She’s kidding right? I mean they are all kidding!

I stare at Lyle who is staring back at me. “Babe, I thought you told everyone you knew about our engagement?” she pouts and gives Lyle and quick kisses on the lips in front of me. Should I run? But if I do, what will they say about it? Advising my heart not to burst out of pain, I manage to say “Oh! Yeah, Lyle keeps talking about you. I just don’t know that you’re the Lorraine” “Oh! Isn’t he sweet?” she smile at me and wrapped her arms on Lyle’s arms.

“So, I probably should be going. You know, tons of things to do and…yeah” I bid overcoming my tears. “By the way, congratulations” I smile and ran away from them. He’s engage but he let me have him! He’s like the other guys, using those innocent girls! I hate him so much right now!

Chapter Twelve

I arrived at the beach house and I saw mum and dad with Fantasy talking in the kitchen. “Hey there, where have you been?” mom asks. “Just there somewhere” I smile and went straight to my bedroom but without a nanosecond, mom and Fantasy is on my side. “I can read that you have a problem” mom state “Problem? What problem?” I lie. “Tell us about this, you know girls power” Fantasy add.

I shook my head and give them a slight reassuring smile, now I just want to be alone and away from them. “Sophia, we know that you are just lying but if you want to be alone for now, then we will give you that privilege but please bear in mind that we are just here when you need a shoulder to cry on” mom smile and they both leave me closing my bedroom door.

I quickly unlock the door and explode out the tears. I can’t bear this thing; First, Michael told me that he and his girl already broke up then there’s this Britney came up and now this, him having a fiancée? Is he really trying to play games on me? I was in the middle of silent when I heard a loud knock on my door.

“Sophia, let me explain” I know that voice, and I don’t want to see him. I didn’t respond and again, he bang the door when I heard running foots from nowhere. “What’s happening?” I heard dad asks. “Nothing sir, I just want to talk to your daughter we have this kind of misunderstanding” he respond. A Misunderstanding! Now this is really nothing for him.

“Then why do you have to bang the door?” Michael interrupts. “Because she’s not opening it” Lyle snaps. I heard them yelling at one another but I can’t figure the words they say. It came to the point that I can’t take the noise outside my bedroom so I decided to open it once and for all. Dad, Michael and Lyle all shut their mouth and look at me intently.

I raise my brow and cough. “What the hell is wrong of you?” Michael asks. “Nothing” I said dryly. “Well, I think Lyle and you need to finish talking or something” dad bids dragging Michael from behind. I roll my eyes and shook my head. “Why are you here?” I ask Lyle “Because I owe you an explanation” he mutter. “About you being engage? It’s not a big deal; you used me and take advantage of it! Curtain close and goodbye” I sigh. “Look let me explain” he pleads.

“Okay, explain!” I mutter but with a tiring tone. Yeah, I am so tired of all this bullshits. I don’t know, maybe because I am so sick of people lying around me and taking advantage of me being so good or BULLSHIT! “Yes I wouldn’t deny that I am already engage with Lorraine but it was before I knew that you felt the same way too” he whispers “Don’t you dare make me the reason of all this shits!” I snap. “I’m not! I’m not lying when I told you I love you” he said.

“Save it Lyle, I am good about this. You being engaged and me being used by you” I said grimly. “I’m so sorry for not telling you Sophia” he said. “Sorry? Of course you are Lyle because I already knew it! When I your plan telling me all about this?” I crack a sob. “Sophia, I don’t mean to hurt you” “But you did! I am as hell broken now Lyle, I already give you everything”

“What should I do to make you forgive me?” he whispers. I wipe my tears because it is still no use of crying! It won’t change anything. I’m thinking deeply what would he make for me to forgive him and a thought came out on my mind. “If you’re really sorry, I hope that I won’t see you again as long as I live. I am so tired Lyle. I don’t know if I want to see you after what happen” I mutter and started closing the door when Lyle’s hands parry it. “If that what makes you happy then I will” then after he said that he went on his way. I quickly close and lock the door. I am hurting right now and I just want to die. There are still men that is worthy of your love!

My subconscious reminds. I don’t know, having this pain right now? I just want to go away. I don’t want to see him, forever!

A knock from my door occurs, I decided to wipe my tears first and open it! I don’t want to stay in my bedroom having some self-pity. I am not a loser, I think. As I open the door; Mom, Fantasy and dad are standing in front of me. “What the matter Sophia? Why don’t you tell us? Lyle left already, really pissed off” mom gave me hug but I decided to lie.

“Nothing mom and it’s just a little misunderstanding” I smile crossing my fingers that they will bite it. “You want to talk about it with me?” Fantasy smiles at me. Though were not that close anymore, I know from within that she’s the only one I can talk to right now. I nod my head and my parents left us.

“So what’s this all about Sophia?” she said. I started crying and she hugs me tight, comforting me from the pain I felt inside. “He told me he love me and he didn’t even bother tell me about him being engage” I sob “He used me, he took advantage of me Fantasy” I cry. “He knows that I love him, I give him everything” there I admit it. “You give what?” Fantasy gasps in horror. “Everything” I sob.

“Sophia, you’re too young and you give him the most important part of being a girl?” “I love him Fantasy and he said that he loves me too but I was wrong, he is a liar and I don’t want to see him again” I sob.

“I want to go back home” I sob. “Yes, we will” she whisper. Fantasy hugs me more. I miss my old best friend.