red moon, dancingmilklover246.aka cristal Santos [best books to read for young adults .TXT] 📗

weren’t home. They were up visiting merideths ex husband for his new wedding. So it was just him, shaya and Sebastian. And melody.

I tap my fingers nervously on the bed. All dressed I sit waiting for my dad to check me out. Shaya looks excited but I feel complete opposite. “Im sorry shaya. I promise ill make up your birthday some other way. I absolutely promise.” She nods and starts talking about school. My dad comes in and looks me over. “Ready?” I look at him the sun hitting his tired face. No I think to myself. Nodding yes I can feel my chest constricting. He nods and helps me up, for all my energy was drained with all of the medication. We open the door and we walk down the white hallway. I the sun hitting my face from the window and the doctors passing us, they all wear white lab coats and they smell like disenfectante. And death.
Looking up towards the sky I let everything pass me and dread making it home. But yet life seems to be not on my side anymore. Dad pulls into the driveway his eyes tired. We all step out of the car and shaya helps me out and we all walk up the staircase, dad holding the hospital bag. I walk into the warm house and walk simply up to my room, tired and exhausted. I need to get my energy back. I open my room to see that my bookshelves were back in place and my books were neatly place next to it. No one knows how to shelf the book the way I like it. My desk has all new supplies and everything seems as if nothing ever happened. I walk slowly in and gently sit on the bed. Putting my head in my hands I can feel the small sobs shaking my body. I didn’t tell anyone but I saw the man. Yeah him. He walking in town while we were in the car waiting at a red light I saw him and those eyes. I would never forget those eyes. I suddenly feel dirty and stupid and disgusted with myself. “Get a grip” I mutter to myself. Plugging my iPod on I let the words from sing me to sleep by Emily browning reach my ears.
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I'm tired and I
I want to go to bed

I lie down and stare at my ceiling. He robbed me of my life. I can’t trust anyone anymore. I shut my eyes my fists curled up and on my side. I can feel the headache begin.

Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone

The tears falling from my eyes were soiling the pillow and I shiver, wrapping myself in a blanket o face the wall on my side.

Don't try to wake me in the morning
'Cause I will be gone
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go

He did this to me and I don’t even know who or his name, because he was a coward. A god damn coward and imbesoul and heartless.

Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I don't want to wake up
On my own anymore

He didn’t even care. He knocked me unconscious and robbed me of something I was waiting to give to someone special.

Sing to me
Sing to me
I don't want to wake up
On my own anymore

And then aidens. The lies and betrayal and the new knowledge of what I am is so over whelming and the mess I made and the trouble I must have been for my dad and merideths.

Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I really want to go

Everyone wants to help. But no one knows how. And I feel lonely,

There is another world
there is a better world
well, there must be
well, there must be
sing me to sleep

I look across the street from the lawn were carra and Darren and Sebastian and I all sit hanging out. Her window was open and I can see the wind blowing her curtains. I turn around at the sound of everyone’s laughter and laugh along. My glance still on her window.

I walk down the stairs slowly noticing how much quieter the house felt. I walk into the kitchen and I see merideths reading a cookbook while attempting to mix some sort of powdery white stuff. She smiles “oh hello Hun! How you been? We just got back last night you were asleep!” I smile small. “Oh im ... Fine.” She doesn’t notice my uncertainty. “Well here have something to eat.” I nod and try to eat a banana but once I had a couple of bits I felt my stomach not accepting it and nausea rolled over me. I smile politely and throw the rest of the banana down to the garbage. Escaping without her noticing I run upstairs. I throw up the banana and brush my teeth small tears escaping my eyes. I slide down the wall and hug my knees. “What is wrong with me?”
Shaking I stand up drying the tears and taking small breaths. I wash my face. Putting on some shorts and a long sleeved purple lace shirt I let my hair down. Tying my converse I hesitate before walking out my bed room door.


Everyone is laughing when a dude comes up riding in his skateboard. He has blue eyes like a storm in the sea and black hair. He says hello to everyone and I recognize him as Tyler, the vampire. Yet the scent of his mom who was a werewolf lingers on him. We joke around a bit and then all decide to go over to Darren and carra house. Sebastian runs over to his house and a few minutes later he comes out tugging on a scowling melody. She looks tense on the contact that he is making with her and once her lets her go some of the tension in her shoulders relax. Finally making it over everyone says there hellos and then after a 2 second awkward silence carra and melody wordlessly apologize to each other and nodding they smile. She goes to hug melody but melody tenses and awkwardly puts her arms around carra, stiffly. We all walk inside carra talking animatedly while melody just nods. “well Tyler will be here shortly. He had to pick some stuff up.” Darren mutters. We all nod.


We all are in the living room talking when a guy walks in. He says hello to everyone and after joking with Aiden and Darren and Sebastian he laughs. That laughs. I’ve heard it before. He nods to carra who scoffs and then looks at me. His eye brow raising he steps in front of me. “Hi im Tyler Jameson.” I shake his hands. “Im melody” looking up his face “nice to mee-” I freeze. At the same time I look in his eyes her sees me and says “oh shit,” That laughs. Those blue stormy eyes. My breathing gets very heavy and my hand who is still shaking his feels tight and sweaty my other hand curled in fist. Omg. His name is Tyler. Tyler Jameson and he even remember me. I rip my had away from him and before I had a chance to think I fell and the world faded.
MELODY! I open my eyes and find myself on the couch. Everyone surrounding me except him. When I see him though I momentarily get scared and my breathing starts getting harder. I sit up and run to the door running to the bathroom I throw up in the toilet. Breathing hard I wash my mouth out and sit on the floor, small tears escaping. “He’s there. His there. His name is Tyler. And he’s the one. He was the coward who did this to me and all I do is run away.” I mutter. “Omg.” How is this possible?” the knock on the door brings me to reality. “Melody it’s me, Sebastian open the door.” I hesitate and open the door. He comes in and sits on the bathtub. “What’s wrong?” I fight for control and utter the words trapped in my throat. “He did it to me. That night his name is Tyler. I would remember his eyes and laugh and that’s him. And he knows it and. And. And. And.” Im crying and when he tries to hug me I tense. “So you’re telling me that he raped you? It was him?” Sebastian voice sound angry. I nod. He gets up and slams open the door I can heat his footsteps and then carra scream.

Sebastian runs down the stairs as if the devil was after him. “Im going to kill you!” he yells and jumps on Tyler. He punches in the face and once I tried to grab him off with Darren he kicked me and punched Darren in the side. But before he has a chance to punch him again carra utters something and he freezes. He steps back and realization comes to him. He breaths and closes his eyes. Going to the other side of the room her leans his head against the wall. “I funkin hate you. Yo did that to my sister. You know she won’t touch anyone anymore? She’s scared to hold my hand. MY hand. Im her funking brother. Her BROTHER! And she’s scared ill hurt her... You did this to her and you deserve to die.” Sebastian’s shoulders are shaking and I can hear how he tries to hold the sobs back. I then realize what he said. You did this to her. You did that to my sister.

Realization dawns over me and then I feel anger seeping through me, red clouding my vision. Before I think I punch him and keep punching when he goes down. But then carra that witch mutters her words and I immediately get off. I look at him and see his nose bleeding and a small bruise on the arm but nothing serious. I look back and see that I can hear police sirens come closer and then the knock. They take him away and then go upstairs to go check on melody. Sebastian and I are forced to stay in the living room as they carry melody back on a stretcher her sobs echoing.


She was sleeping her face peaceful for once. . I didn’t know what to do. They had Tyler in the court room; he’s on trial for theft, breaking and entering a home and rape. I shudder as a flash of anger came through me with the fact that she was raped, and he was right there. I get up and take one last look at her. She needs her time. She’s mad at me I understand sell come around. Anyway she has to our wedding is getting closer.


I wake up in my room covered in my 0blanket