Our Nervous Friends, Robert S. Carroll [thriller books to read .TXT] 📗

is a long time to pass between meetings, isn’t it?” said Dr. Bond after Mrs. Judson’s needs had severally and successfully been humored, and she was able to note and recognize the old-new doctor’s presence and offer a plump, tremulous hand in greeting.

 

“You don’t know how nearly you have missed seeing me,” she replied. “I have been on the verge for months, but Dr. Cummings has been able to pull me through. You see, he knows all my dangers, and has given me the best medicines that medical science knows for each of them. Have him tell you about it, Dr. Bond. I do hope nothing will happen while he’s gone.” Dr. Bond replied that he was sure, with Dr. Cummings’

advice and the nurse’s and the niece’s help and understanding, there would be no danger; that he was so near he would come in each afternoon and they could talk about the old days and the old childhood friends around Boston. “I hope so,” Mrs. Judson replied, “but you know I can’t talk long. But do come every day. I’ll feel safer, I’m sure.

And promise me that you won’t delay a minute if I send for you for my gall-stones. If they get started, I die a thousand deaths.”

 

“I shall come at once, you may be sure, but tell the nurse to put those gall-stones to bed at ten p. m., because you and I are too old to be spreeing around during sleeping hours.”

 

But Mrs. Judson couldn’t find a ghost of a smile for this pleasantry.

In fact, her look of alarm caused Dr. Bond to add, “Don’t fear, Mrs.

Judson, I can still dress in five minutes and will promise faithfully to come at any hour.”

 

The two physicians left the room together. Thirty-five and sixty-five they were, both earnest, capable, honest men, one a master of modern medical science, the elder a thoroughly equipped physician, and a deep student of humanity.

 

“I am very glad you are going to see my aunt. For months I have wished to call in a consultant, but she has always refused. I know much of her trouble is nervous, and you know how little time most of us have to study nervousness, and I am sure you will see clearly much which has been rather hazy to me. I think you were concealing a laugh when they gave her the ‘Spinal-pain drops,’ and frankly, there is very little that has much strength in all those pills and powders I’ve given her. I have learned that she gets along very well much of the time when she can anticipate her symptoms and prescribe for herself.

In fact, it’s about all that the poor old lady has to do these days. I am not absolutely sure, either, about those gall-stones. The symptoms are not classic, but she certainly does suffer, and I have had to give her pretty heavy doses of morphine several times, and then she’s wretchedly sick for some days. Believe me, Doctor, I do not feel competent in her case. It’s not my line. Find out all you can. Do whatever you feel is best, and you may depend upon my endorsement of any changes you may see fit to make. It will be a God’s mercy if you can win her confidence and share the burden of her treatment with me.

Of course, she’s too old to get well, and I’m afraid if we ever have to operate, there will be a funeral.”

 

Dr. Bond thanked the younger man heartily. He felt his earnestness and honesty, and saw that he had done all he knew to help his patient.

 

That evening the old doctor’s mind spanned the gulf of nearly two generations. He was again a little fellow, and Rhoda Burrows lived across the street. Their mothers were friends; they were playmates.

And through the years he had treasured her happy, sunny, beautiful face as an ideal of girlhood perfection. She was older than he, and how she had “big sistered” and “mothered” him! How his little hurts and sorrows had fled before her laughter and caresses! Hundreds and thousands had touched his inner life since Rhoda moved West with her parents, but that gleam of girlhood had remained etched with the clearness of a miniature upon his mind, undimmed by the crowding, jostling throng. Rhoda Burrows, the fairy-child of his boyish dreams, and Mrs. Herman Judson, the acme of self-pitying and self-petting selfishness, the same! It seemed impossible—yet—and here his big charity spoke—all of the choice spirit of the girl cannot have been swallowed up in the sordidness of a selfish, old age. And that same charity breathed upon the physician’s soul till his helpful and hopeful interest for this pitiful wreck of wretchedness was aglow. He would give her his best, and he knew that best sometimes wrought wonders.

 

Dr. Bond first had a conference with the niece, who was pure gold, and who accepted each of her aunt’s complaints as a warning which could but disastrously be ignored. But, and this was good to know, he learned that when Aunt Rhoda was better, she was kind and good-hearted. From the nurse, the doctor learned other details, and what was of special significance, that the invalid’s appetite rarely flagged-then he saw a reason for her one hundred and eighty pounds; and when he learned that rare broiled beef, or rare roast beef was served the physically inert patient and bountifully eaten twice each day, his understanding became active.

 

Mrs. Judson’s presiding fates were good to her the next week. She would have denied it with the sum total of her vehemence, which incidentally was some sum, but Dr. Bond says it is true. It was after eleven, one night. He was just finishing his day’s writing. It was the nurse ‘phoning. “I am truly sorry to call you, Doctor, but I’ve given three doses of the gall-stone medicine, and it always relieves unless a real attack is on. I am sure she is suffering.” The old doctor was not surprised. The patient had been doing unusually well for two or three days and had spoken particularly of her better appetite. The doctor’s first query, upon reaching the house, related to the details of the evening meal. “No, there was no steak to-night. We had chicken-salad. ‘Lissie had tried herself; Mrs. Judson was hungry and asked for a second portion.”

 

Gently, carefully, thoroughly, the suffering woman was examined. There was no doubt that her pain was severe, but in conclusion, the old doctor did doubt decidedly the presence of gall-stones. He believed it to be duodenal colic. “I don’t wish to give you a hypodermic,” he told her. “I know it will relieve you quickly to-night, but it will set you back several days. I am going to ask you to be patient, and to take an unpleasant dose, and I think the nurse and I can relieve you completely within two hours, and you will be little the worse; in fact, you may be better, to-morrow.”

 

“She won’t take it,” the nurse said, as the doctor called her from the room. “Dr. Cummings suggested it once, and she held it against him for weeks. She said her mother whipped her when she was a child and then couldn’t make her swallow it.”

 

“You will fix it as I tell you, then bring it in to me,” the Doctor replied. Dubiously the nurse carried out the order. She thanked her stars that the Doctor, not she, was to give it. Yet it looked very nice when she brought it into the sick-room, redolent with lemon and peppermint.

 

“Think of this, Mrs. Judson, as your best friend to-night in all the realm of medicine. Take it with my belief that it is to prove the cure of your gall-stones. It is not nice. It’s not easy to swallow. Don’t sip it. Take it all at a gulp.”

 

But she sipped it. And she screamed, not a scream of pain, but of rage, of violated dignity-insulted-outraged. “Castor oil! I’ll die first. Why, that stuff isn’t fit to give an animal. Are you trying to kill me I Oh, you old fogy! I knew something would happen when I let Dr. Cummings go. I wouldn’t give such stuff to a sick cat.”

 

All symptoms of pain seemed gone for the time. Generous as he was, the old Doctor stiffened in the face of her tirade, yet with dignity, replied: “You are refusing a real help. I speak from long experience.

I can give you nothing else till you have taken this.”

 

“Then go!” she snapped out. But the “o-o-o” was prolonged into a wail as a particularly pernicious jab in the midst of her duodenum-“a providential thrust,” Dr. Bond said—doubled her up, if rotundity can be said to double. The Doctor was obdurate. Colic was trumps—and won!

 

The first dose did not meet a hospitable reception, but another was promptly given. Then other nicer things were done and the Doctor was home and the patient comfortably asleep soon after one. The next day’s conference between the two was strictly professional, nor was there much thawing till the third day after. Mrs. Judson’s ire must have been of Celtic origin, for it was not long-lived.

 

The following Sunday afternoon seemed propitious for the beneficent work of the soul-doctor. The whole family had told Mrs. Judson how much better she was looking-the Doctor had kept her on soft diet since her attack. “You have told me so little of yourself,” said Dr. Bond.

“I only know that sorrow came.” He then told her of herself as she had lived in his memory. She had forgotten the beauty of her childhood.

The Doctor brought back the picture in tones which could stand only for high reverence. She felt he wanted to know, and she knew she wanted to tell. So for two hours they sat, hand in hand, as in their childhood, and he heard of her father’s moderate success as an editorial writer after he came West when she was nine, of their comfortable home in Detroit, how well she had done in school, of her early ability as a teacher, of her election as superintendent of the St. Claire Academy for Girls when she was twenty-five, of her marriage to Herman Judson, a childless widower fifteen years her senior, before she was thirty, of their very happy home, of her own little girl and how she grew into womanhood, of her daughter’s marriage, and then of tier little girl, and how wonderful it was to be a grandmother before she was fifty!

 

Then it was “Nurse, the bottle for ‘Tightness of breath’… I don’t see how I can tell it. You can’t know. Nobody can. It was never the same for any one else. The train went through a bridge, and they were all three killed, my husband, my only girl, the darling grandchild.

God turned His face away that night they brought them home. I’ve never seen Him since. I’ve never looked for Him since. I don’t see how I kept my mind. Something snapped inside. I couldn’t go to the funeral, and while I brought my sister home to live with me, and after she died, have done the best I could to raise Irma, her child, and Irma’s tried, I know, to be a daughter to me, yet I’ve always been so lonely, so wretched and miserable and sick. I haven’t anything to live for-but I’m afraid to die.”

 

Then began the cheapening catalog of the nearly twenty years of illness, her weak and sensitive spine, her constant difficulty in breathing, and the eternal thumping of her heart. And on and on, the list so old to Dr. Bond’s ears, so commonly heard in