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From Mrs. Theodosia Prevost.
Sharon, September 11Th, 1781.
My Friend And Neighbour, Mr. Livingston, Will Have The Pleasure Of
Presenting You This. You Will Find Him Quite The Gentleman, And Worthy
Your Attention. Enclosed Is A Letter To My Sister, Which Must Be
Delivered By Yourself. You Know My Reasons Too Well To Infer From My
Caution That I Entertain The Least Doubt Of Mr. Livingston'S
Punctuality.
Monsieur Tetard Is Gone To The Manor, Summoned By Mrs. Montgomery, On
Pretence Of His Being The Only Surviving Witness To The General'S
Will. The Business That Was To Have Detained Him But A Few Days Has
Kept Him These Six Weeks. I Cannot Account For His Delay, Unless His
Extravagant Encomiums On The Progress Of A Friend Of Yours Has Proved
A Stimulation To Those Of Superior Talents. He Exaggerates Exceedingly
In Extolling His Pupils. Those Whose Expectations Are Raised From His
Description Must Prepare Themselves For Disappointment.
Mr. And Mrs. Reeve Were Well A Few Days Ago. She Rides Every Morning
To Visit The Boy, And Returns Before Breakfast. I Fear They Will
Disappoint Me In The Promised Visit.
We Were Obliged To Dr. Cutting For The Most Pleasing Account Of Your
Health And Spirits. Also, Of Your Great Progress In Law. Judge Hobart
Expects Colonels Burr And Troup Will Make His Suite To The October
Court, Where He Hopes To Usher Them, With All The Eclat Due To Their
Merit. He Counts The Weeks, Which He Has Now Reduced To Five. While
The Warmth Of Friendship Animates His Countenance, His Heart Swells
With Pride At The Honour Of Patronising Two Such Characters. He Must
Not Be Disappointed; This Must Be The Route, Or He Will Believe
Himself Slighted. I Am Obliged To His Zeal, As It Will Procure Us The
Pleasure Of Seeing You. The Sight Of An Old Acquaintance Is Quite A
Phenomenon. I Am Not Surprised That Genuine Hospitality Is Fled To
Cottages. You Will Find It A La Rustique Chez Votre Amie.
Theodosia Prevost.
Chapter XIII Pg 210From Major R. Alden.
Fairfield, 26Th February, 1781.
Dear Burr,
Your Letter Of The 15Th Inst. Pleases Me. You Have A Heart That Feels:
A Heart Susceptible Of Tender Friendship. Life Has Not A Single Charm
To Compare With Such Sensations. You Know Too Well How To Excite Such
Emotions. Happy For Us. These Expel The Keenest Pangs. There Is No
Such Thing As Real Happiness. At Best, It Is But A Delusion. We Make
Our Own Pleasures As We Do Our Troubles. Friendship Will Heighten The
One And Moderate The Other.
I Have Been Tortured With The Anxiety Of Suspense. It Has Given Me The
Most Poignant Distress. It Disordered My Mind; At Times, Almost Drove
Me To Despair. Some Of My Friends Saw The Effect, But Could Not
Conjecture The Cause. You Alone Could Penetrate The Feelings Of My
Heart; You Alone Are In Possession Of That Evidence Which Will Convict
Me Of My Weakness; My Want Of Fortitude. I Dare Intrust You. I Feel
The Influence Of Your Friendship. To A Heart Like Yours, This Will
Prove The Sincerity And Affection Of Mine. I Bid Adieu To Camp, Having
Completed My Business, With My Thanks To Our Worthy Commander-In-Chief
For His Attention To My Character. The Discharge He Gave Me Equalled
My Wishes And Exceeded My Expectations. I Have Enjoyed The Most
Rational Satisfaction For Three Days Past. I Have Commenced Student.
Dr. Johnson Has Given Me My Plan Of Studies, And Free Access To His
Library. My Ambition Is Not Great, Nor My Views Unbounded. I Shall
Proportion The Means To The Object. If I Persevere With Attention, I
Have Something More Than Wishes To Build Upon. Nothing Within The
Compass Of My Abilities, That Is Justifiable, Will Be Left Untried, To
Gratify My Reasonable Desires.
I Know That Your Request Proceeded Entirely From Your Friendship For
Me, And That You Felt Happy That It Was In Your Power To Oblige Me. I
Feel The Force Of Your Kindness, But Must Deny Myself The Pleasure Of
Spending Some Months With My Friend. My Time Is Short; Age Presses
Upon Me. Four Years Have Been Devoted To My Country, For Which I Have
Received No Compensation.
It Gives Me Pleasure To Hear That Your Health Is Such That You Can Be
Thankful For The Blessing, And Are In A Situation To Enjoy Yourself In
The Pursuit Of Your Studies. My Heart Is Sincerely Interested In Your
Happiness. Let Me Know Your Feelings, That I May Know How To Refine
Mine. Your Friendship And Letters Add A Continual Charm To My Life,
And Will Always Please The Heart And Secure The Affection Of, Yours,
With Sincerity,
R. Alden.
Chapter XIII Pg 211To Mrs. Prevost.
Albany, 5Th June, 1781.
I Was Absent When Yours Of The 10Th Ultimo Came, And Therefore Did Not
Receive It Till The First Inst. You May Be Assured Will One Day Repent
His Insolence. Uniformity Of Conduct And Great Appearance Of
Moderation Are All That Can Be Put In Practice Immediately. The Maxim
Of A Man Whom Neither Of Us Esteem Very Highly Is Excellent On This
Occasion--"_Suaviter In Modo, Fortiter In Re_." See, My Dear
Theodosia, What You Bring Upon Yourself By Having Once Piddled At
Latin. The Maxim, However, Would Bear Sheets Of Comment And Days Of
Reflection. I Second The Just Pride Of ----, In Being Averse To Crouch
To A Villain. Your Letter To E. Would Have Every Influence That Mine
Possibly Could.
These Crosses Are Of That Class Which, Though They May Perplex For A
Moment (A Moment Is Too Much), Yet Cannot Affect Our Real Happiness.
That Mind Is Truly Great Which Can Bear With Equanimity The Trifling
And Unavoidable Vexations Of Life, And Be Affected Only By Those
Events Which Determine Our Substantial Bliss. Every Period, And Every
Situation, Has A Portion Of These Trifling Crosses; And Those Who
Expect To Avoid Them All, Or Conquer Them All, Must Be Wretched
Without Respite. Witness -----. I Am Half Vexed At The Manner In Which
You Speak Of What You Term "The Sorrows Of -----." They Are Just Of
This Trifling Kind. Say And Think No More Of Them. Their Impression
Was Momentary, And Is Long Past.
G.'S Uniformity Of Conduct For Some Time Has Established His
Character, And Crushed The Malice Of His Enemies. He Has, However,
Mingled Some Address In His Deportment--Has Made Visits, And Some Acts
Of Civility, To His Avowed Enemies, By Which Means He Has Gained Some
And Silenced Others. His Whole Conduct, His Language, And Even His
Thoughts, Seem To Have In View The Happiness Of. I Believe This Idea
Is Impressed On Him Every Hour Of His Life.
Yours,
A. Burr.
Chapter XIII Pg 212To Chief-Justice Morris.
Albany, 21St October, 1781.
Sir,
I Do Myself The Honour To Enclose You Several Letters, Which Were
Intended, I Believe, To Introduce Me To Your Acquaintance, Perhaps To
Your Friendship. I Am Particularly Unfortunate To See Neither Mr.
Hobart Nor Yourself On The Present Occasion; The More So, As I Find A
Rule Of Unexpected Rigour, Which, If Strictly Adhered To, Must
Effectually Exclude Me From This Bar. Mr. Judge Yates Gives Me Reason
To Hope This Rule May Be Enlarged. If It Should Be Deemed Unadvisable
To Make One Of Such Latitude As May Include Me Within A General
Description, Perhaps My Particular Situation May Be Thought To Claim
Particular Indulgence. Before The Revolution, And Long Before The
Existence Of The Present Rule, I Had Served Some Time With An Attorney
Of Another State. At That Period I Could Have Availed My Self Of This
Service; And, Surely, No Rule Could Be Intended To Have Such
Retrospect As To Injure _One Whose Only Misfortune Is Having
Sacrificed His Time, His Constitution, And His Fortune, To His
Country_.
It Would Give Me Sensible Regret Were My Admission To Establish A
Precedent Which Might Give Umbrage To The Bar; But, Should Your
Opinion Accord With My Wishes, With Respect To The Indulgence Due To
My Particular Case, The Expression Of It, To Any Gentleman Of The
Profession, Would Doubtless Remove The Possibility Of Discontent.
Perhaps I Assume A Freedom Which Personal Acquaintance Only Could
Warrant. I Beg, Sir, You Will Ascribe It To The Reliance I Am Taught
To Place On Your Goodness, And The Confidence With Which Your
Character Inspires Even Those Who Have No Other Title To Your Notice.
Whatever May Be The Success Of My Present Designs, I Shall Do Myself
The Honour Of Waiting On You, And Assuring You, In Person, Of The
Respect And Esteem With Which I Am Your Obedient Servant,
A. Burr.
Chapter XIII Pg 213Colonel Burr Frequently Impressed Upon Those With Whom He Was In The
Habit Of A Regular Correspondence, The Advantage Of Committing To
Paper Daily, In The Form Of A Journal, Such Thoughts Or Ideas As
Occurred And Were Deemed Desirable To Repeat. He Adopted This Form In
His Communications With Mrs. Prevost. The Following Is A Specimen:--
Albany, Thursday, December 3D, 1781.
I Am At Length Arrived At My Destined Haven, And, What Is Very Unusual
For Me, Have Been Successful In Several Trivial Circumstances, Such As
Getting Over The Ferry (Which Is Difficult At This Season), Finding
Temporary Quarters For My Chevaux Without Difficulty Or Delay. I
Cannot Help Regarding These As Harbingers Of Good Luck.
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