Lust For Love, Sarah Doran [shoe dog free ebook txt] 📗

The Lusts
I was sitting in the cafeteria lunch table looking at the wall. People came up and I growled. They ran away. I already knew they were going to ask me out. I sighed. If I dated anyone I might lose it. I use to have a family. I don’t remember what happened. All I remembered was being a vampire at the age of eighteen.
For some reason I was in school. I came here a few years ago. I already had a house. Suddenly a guy stumbled towards me. I sighed. The boy walked behind me and said, "Hi." and sat down next to me. I heard his breathing and fast heart beat and I could tell automatically that he was staring at me.
"So...Um...Why do you sit here all alone?" he stuttered.
"I like to sit alone," I replied quicker then he was able talk to me in a very unfriendly tone trying to scare him off.
"Oh. Do you have anyone in your family?" he asked not noticing that I don’t want him next to me.
"Other than me?"
"Yeah."
"No."
Then the bell rang and I got up and left without even looking at him once. I could hear him calling after me running to me, but I walked too fast for him to catch up to me. I went to science class and sat in the corner like I always do away from everyone, but there was a empty desk right next to me that the teacher gets complaints when they sit there that I growl and make them uncomfortable. He moves them now it’s the only empty one left so I hope no human takes it so he doesn’t have to get a new desk and fill up the room.
Then a new girl came in she had blond hair and gray eyes which I thought was unusual. She had a black shirt and blue jeans on, but it isn't even cold in late April. She also had boots on. "Strange," I thought to myself. I listened for her heart beat, but nothing. Her breathing wasn't uneven like all the new girls are.
"She must be a vampire,” I thought to myself. She was talking to the teacher and he pointed to the desk next to me and shook his head and she looked at him questionally. He muttered and she laughed. I guessed he told her what happens when people sit next to me. She smiled and shrugged and walked over and sat down.
“Hi I’m Luna,” she said cheerfully.
“Emily,” I said.
“Nice to meet you,” she said smiling brightly.
“Same,” I said looking at the teacher when he called for silence glancing uncomfortably at me and narrowed his eyes when I just stared back.
"Everyone we got some worksheets so pair up," he said, and everyone groaned eyes fixed on me.
Then the kid from lunch walked over and asked, "Want to pair up?"
I knew he was talking to me I looked at him the word “no” was stuck in my throat as I looked at him. His hair was short dark brown and his eyes were brown and he was beautiful. He had on a gray shirt, tan pants, and tennis shoes. Then I felt the blood lust and a new strange lust, a lust I've never felt before and I couldn't tell because my hand shook trying to not drain him of his sweet blood I seemed to of wanted badly at that moment and I couldn't stop staring at him
"Actually I'm not feeling well," I said, and raised my hand, and said, "Mr.V can I go to the nurse?"
"Yes you can," the he said looking surprised and slightly happy, and I went out of there to the nurse. I made my temperature change so it will be hot. When I got to the nurse I said in a small weak voice, "I'm feeling a bit ill…." and she check my temperature.
"Well your quite ill. You should go home. I'll tell your teachers you went home for today. Do you feel well enough to drive home?" she asked in surprise looking at my temperature the thermometer said.
"Yeah…" I said gripping my stomach in my sick act.
"Well go home sweetie," she said pushing her short brown hair out of her face, and gave me some pills so I could get home without being too "sick".
"Take a nap when you get home," she said.
"Okay," I said, taking the pills and left to go to the parking lot holding my stomach and people passed me watching me suspiciously and then I quickly ran to the forest to hunt some animals. Then in a hunting couch being unseen to animals and unable to track I smelled some humans, "No not when I‘m hunting," I mumbled to low for anyone to hear.
"Hey anyone there?" some dude asked, and I ran from them I felt thorns tearing my pant leg.
"I need to find an animal to hunt…" I thought to myself and found a bear cave and I sniffed smelling the fresh aroma of bears. I went inside. I saw a ten bears. One of them was on the floor a female with five cubs. Two male bears stayed in front of her. One bear was to weak to move and one bear came at me. I loved bear blood a lot. I killed the bear before it had time to realize what I was doing. The other two looked scared and I drank the weak ones blood and put it out of its misery and one of the males and left. I couldn’t hurt a mothering bear and her cubs.
I ran to my old cavern. The door has sign on it saying, "Beware enter if you want to die." I've had people come here, but I had to kill them and I've heard people saying it’s haunted because they can't destroy it because they "mysteriously" died. I thought a bit and I figured I needed some human blood if none of the humans come I drink some I have stored. Then some hikers came by I made myself invisible and thought, "I guess we got some human on the menu." I heard them talking outside and I listened expecting them to enter because they always do.
"Well if it isn’t that old abandon haunted cavern. Hey, Joe, Jessica, lets go and see how haunted it is," one of the guys said.
The male named Joe said, "you sure that’s a good idea?"
"Of course it is," I thought to myself.
The girl named Jessica said, "I don't know Bryan."
"Come on," the guy named Bryan said.
"Fine," Joe said.
"No way," Jessica said, and I could hear a foot stomping on the ground and guessed that was Jessica's.
"Well I'm going," Bryan said, and I heard him and other feet.
"So all of them came to play?" I thought.
They opened my cavern door and stepped in the house, which was very dark because the wood on it was thick, but I saw the girl named Jessica was a light tan blond with blue eyes. I could tell she dyed her hair blond by the smell of hair dye she had on a tan shirt with tan pants and tan shoes. One of the guys was a very pale color with black hair and blue eyes he also had tan shirt, shorts, and shoes. The other was tan with brown hair and bluish-green eyes he had on a blue shirt with blue jeans and white sneakers that looked new. The light from outside came in as they did. They walked closer and closer to me there shoes soundlessly touching the wooden floor.
"It’s creepy in here… Maybe we should leave," Jessica said standing close to the pale guy grabbing his arm fear plain on her face.
"Oh no you don't," I thought, and ran silently and gracefully to shut the door and they all jumped.
"I knew this was a bad idea!" the very tan guy said, "Bryan you get us out of here!"
"Oh, but why leave? My house not good enough for you?" I asked making my voice sound like it’s from everywhere. Jessica screamed and ran behind Bryan burying her face in his back.
"Who are you and where are you?" Bryan asked, and looked around for me and they jumped when I turned the light on and they saw my red couch and mahogany coffee table in front of my book cases filled with books.
"I never liked to be rude, but it’s pointless to tell you. Joe was right it was a bad idea to come here," I said, and Joe jumped when I knew his name.
"Leave us alone!" Jessica yelled.
"You came here and its okay, you can yell and scream all you want it won't matter," I said, and I grabbed Joe’s hand and bite it and sucked him dry and dropped him to the ground and turned visible and licked a drop of blood that was running down my chin.
"You’re A…A...A… Vampire???" Bryan asked backing away as I dropped Joe's body.
"Well. Yes and I'm a bit thirsty still," I said evilly, and walked forward.
I reached out and touched Bryan's hand and he backed up.
"No!! Leave me alone!!" Bryan said, and shoved Jessica at me, "take her instead! She tastes better!"
"What?? No I don't!" Jessica yelled her eyes growing in fear and anger.
"Aren't you the sweetie? I always knew guys were selfish," I threw Jessica on my couch and jumped on Bryan and bit his neck and sucked him dry like Joe.
"Please spare me please…"Jessica begged.
"Begging won't save you my dear," I said, "though I'm not thirsty anymore," and she got relieved, "aw well," I grabbed her arm and took her to the room I store my extra blood. I stabbed a needle into her and it sucked her blood while I held her still.
"No!! Please!!!!" she begged trying to struggle.
"Shhh it'll be all over…" I said, and kept her in place till she was dry. I took the needle out and put it back where it was, "time to dispose of the bodies," I picked up the bodies of the hikers and ran out to where I put all my dead human victims in front of a bear cave. I ran home and I could smell and I knew I had a visitor.
"Hey Emily," Luna said.
"Hey Luna," I replied.
"Hmmm...Smells like blood in here....Human blood," she said sniffing the air.
"Oh. I just had some visitors. Want some blood?" I offered.
"Oh, no thanks," she said.
"Okay. So how was school?" I said and laughed.
"Pretty boring."
"Ahh, I see."
"Brandon was sad you left."
"That's his name?"
"Yeah."
"I see... I couldn't stay I had the lust for his blood... I didn't want to hurt him..."
"I understand that usually happens when vampires see their human mate. I think of it as a lust for love and blood."
"Well... I don't know what to do."
"Is that really that hard?"
"To me... Yes..."
"Well try to control yourself around him or tell him what you are so maybe he will stay away or stay alert.”
"You’re talking nonsense now."
"No you need be less of a worry wart.”
"Fine." I said rolling my eyes.
I went to bed even though I don’t need to, but its better staying up all night doing nothing. I drank a gallon of blood the next morning so I wouldn't have such a blood lust and just the giant lust for love. I took water bottles full