Pain, Jamie Gamblin [list of e readers .TXT] 📗

You know your life sucks when you haven’t seen your birth father for five years. I might as well start with my name I am Sara Marie Johnson. I haven’t seen my dad for five years. Before you go asking “Is your dad dead?” NO! he is very much alive, but he is a word that a twelve year old girl shouldn’t be saying. My mom died when I was pretty young like seven or something. When my mom died my dad just dropped me of at an orphanage. That was the beginning of knowing my sucked.
Most kids get to say, “My dad’s a cop!” or my favorite, “My dad is a preacher!” I don’t particularly believe in God, but I would never use his name in vain. That right there was a lie I always say, “Oh my God you killed Kenny!” Well I get to say, “My birth father is a murderer.” It’s not to fun knowing that when your adoptive dad is a detective.
I learned that my real dad was a murderer when I was eleven. Finding that out was a real shock to me. I found out because it was on the news. How I even knew it was Shawn surprised me. That’s right I am done calling Shawn, Dad. Shawn murdered a fifteen year old girl and a two year old boy. If you don’t hate him by now your crazy or aren’t even paying attention. My dad said if I ever told a soul when I was younger what he did to my mom he would find me and kill me. Well now that he doesn’t even know where I am I can tell people. I shouldn’t tell, but he beat my mom and I. I still have a scar from him pushing me down the stairs.
Another thing that is crappy is when your friends from school find out about your father being a murderer. How they even found out is when Jack (my adoptive father) came into school and said, “Sara we need to talk about Shawn.” Everyone knows in a small town like Smith Town, Kentucky that there is only one Shawn who in this case is a murderer. I asked Jack, “Why do we need to talk about my father?” So technically it was my mistake on asking him that in front of them. Now it’s going around the school that I am just like my father. I have no friends now because they are afraid I’m going to kill them. I don’t want to hurt anyone, because I know what being hurt feels like.

I never thought that school would be so bad, but I was wrong. I had this teacher who’s name I can’t remember since I got kicked out of that school, I will explain that later. Well this teacher who I didn’t like at all she would give me bad grades for the heck of it, so I’m kinda happy I got kicked out of that school. I got in trouble for emailing my adoptive mom one time, and she said I was about ready to cry. She said, “ Sara you need to be more like your sister instead of Shawn.” I was about ready to freak out on her when the bell rang.
The reason I got kicked out of that school was because I finally yelled at her, and I punched a kid named Zach in the face. I yelled at her because she yelled at my best friend for nothing. According to what’s her face Keegan was chatting someone, but he wasn’t I was. I got dentition for yelling at her. I thought since that I already had dentition it couldn’t hurt to punch someone in the face who deserved it. I went to my next class like normal, but Zach had heard I got dentition and was laughing at me, so I went up to him and broke his nose. I exclaimed after the fact, “Oops my hand slipped!”

When Jack found out why I got suspended he absolutely freaked. When I say he freaked I mean I couldn’t come out of my room for two months. Jill (my adoptive mom) was sorry that I got in trouble so she made my favorite dinner, which is homemade noodles. She brought it up, but Jack wouldn’t let her in. When Jack refused to let her in I yelled, “Why do you have to be so horrid?” Jill got me my dinner after Jack went to sleep. It was really cold, but I’m not complaining. She brought up food almost every night, and slid it under the door (it had a big space under the door.) If your wondering about showers and going to the bathroom I had a bathroom in my bedroom.
I snuck out to go stay at Keegan’s house forever. I called Keegan before I left and he said, “Sara your dad’s a detective he will find you and there will be consequences for you and me.” Keegan decided to let me stay, because his mom said, “It’s fine she’s going through a really rough time.” Keegan’s parents thought it would be at least take a month and a half for them to realize that I was gone, which is a plus. Keegan had to sleep on a couch and I got his room. Sucks for him to bad they were wrong on the time.
About a week later Jack decided since I had been so quite that they would let me out early. Jill of course was thrilled, but when they opened the door and saw the window open the happiness disappeared. At that moment they thought I had been kidnapped, which was going to happen soon, but they didn’t know it and neither did I. They sent out a missing persons report, and searched for clues in my room. If I was there I would’ve said, “Who thought they cared enough about me?”

Later that night when I was in Keegan’s room I heard a knock on the window. I couldn’t believe who I saw, which was Shawn. According to Shawn he was framed, which I don’t believe. I told him I was going to call the cops unless he left. Thats when he pulled me out the window, so there I was in the bed of the truck heading for some un none place. I ended up falling asleep and woke up what I am guessing was two hours later, and we were stopped at a Gas Station, so I tried to get up which sadly didn’t work. So there I was strapped down to a bed of a truck with no knowledge of were I was going.
I fell back asleep and woke up in the middle of nowhere. To be truthful though I think it was a shack. I heard a gunshot outside, and started crying. Glass broke directly above me. I could hear voices outside and pounding feet. Thats when it hit me Shawn was killing another person and.....

Text: This is all orignal I wrote for a class and my friend wanted me yo post it. This is my frist book put online please don't hate on it. I did get one Idea from "South Park"
Publication Date: 12-26-2011

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