My Savior Alpha, Jessie Marie [book recommendations website .txt] 📗

as I got her inside, quickly shutting the door before running my hands up and down her cool arms to try and get some heat into her system."I wanted some fresh air—" she started but I cut her off, gently pushing her into the kitchen to get something warm into her.

 

Chapter 46

 

I may have been overreacting but it was early in the morning, my mate was freezing and the fact I couldn't help but remember the last time I had found her in the snow only made my protective instincts flare."You could have frozen to death!" I snapped at her as I sat her on a chair, instantly regretting my tone when her eyes seemed to get a faraway look in them before her form stiffened almost immediately. Shit, great going idiot I thought to myself as I looked into her misty eyes. Oh god…"I'm sorry…I…urm…" she stuttered out and I instantly felt like a jerk. Cupping her cheek soothingly I internally slapped myself, my mate was timid enough as it was without me making it worse."No you don't need to be sorry sweetheart, I'm sorry it's just…" I started, not releasing how difficult it was for me to let her out of my sight until now. Shit, I was so whipped it was unbelievable. "I'm being overprotective aren't I?" I smiled at her, hoping to lighten the mood. Thankfully it worked; her form relaxing as she looked at me with those big amber eyes of hers making my heart skip a beat."I'm sorry, I'll wake you next time" she smiled sheepishly. I knew I sounded like a controlling bastard but I couldn't find it in me to care, my mate needed protecting and my wolf wasn't helping matters either."I sound like a jerk don't I?" I couldn't help but ask, trying to keep my tone light but it would be obvious to anybody that I was terrified that she would leave me because of it. I wouldn't let her, but I wouldn't like forcing her to stay either."You sound like you care," she told me before hesitantly climbing onto my lap, my hands rising in silent surrender as I watched what she was about to do. It turned out that as she straddled me, her arms wrapping themselves gently around my neck I couldn't help but freeze to the spot as I watched her actions with wide eyes. I could tell her movements were hesitant, her soft and nervous eyes locking with mine as I finally snapped out of it long enough to rest my hands on her bare thighs."I do" I instantly agreed even though she hadn't asked a question, a smile forming on her lips as she shifted forward slightly to press her chest against mine. Unfortunately it didn't help with tampering down my sudden lust, the fact that the chill that she had been in the air when she had been outside causing those pink buds of hers to stiffen meaning that I couldn't help but feel them on my bare chest through the thin fabric of her vest top. Hell…"I know" she breathed before gently pressing her lips against mine, both of our eyes closing as I felt her sweet mouth touch mine hesitantly before she became bolder with her decision when I instantly responded eagerly. I couldn't help but purr deeply within my chest, my arms wrapping around her waist as I pulled her further against me. I felt a purr vibrate in my chest when I felt her relax completely against me. Wanting to know if I could take it any further I cautiously ran my tongue along her bottom lip, feeling her shudder against me slightly as she tilted her head to the side slightly before hesitantly opening her mouth.I made sure to keep my movements slow as not to rush her, knowing that as well as the fact she was utterly new to this I didn't want to get carried away and end up regretting it when she got too uncomfortable.Letting my tongue pass through her lips I gently encouraged her to caress it against mine, my hand rising from where I had it on her waist up cup the back of her neck gently as I couldn't help but groan at her taste. The shivers of pleasure rocketed through my form making it the most pleasurable thing I had experienced, I had been with a few girls and yet just simply kissing my mate brought me more pleasure than I would have ever imagined. Knowing that we both needed to breathe I reluctantly pulled away breathing heavily as I did so, though I couldn't help myself as I continued to plant soft and quick kisses her lips while she caught her breath."Mm," she moaned softly, her eyes slightly lidded making me have to fight back a groan. I couldn't resist not pressing my lips against hers, claiming them once again as this time I let her own tongue explore my mouth. It was clear she was inexperienced, but rather than annoy me it only served to further please and turn on my wolf due to the fact that I would be the first and last to touch my mate in this manner. It made my wolf purr in delight at the thought, well that was before her tongue ran along the roof of my mouth and all thought left my mind for the next few minutes until the need to breathe caught up with us again.

Chapter 47

 

Adrian's Pov

it was a few days later when Holly seemed to get less timid and more confident in her actions, she wasn't completely comfortable by any means but she was steadily getting them and for that reason I was as proud as hell of her.Currently I was lying in bed with my mates' head on my chest, my fingers lazily running through her curls as we had the TV on low in the background. It was the weekend so the pack was still half asleep other than the few that were patrolling. Normally when I wasn't doing paperwork I tended to go with them to try and relax, but Holly was my main priority and I would always choose her first over everything else."What do you want to do today, sweetheart?" I asked her casually as she drew invisible patterns on my chest with her fingertips, her legs entwined with mine as we were practically pressed firmly against each other. I loved it, I craved her touch and it made my wolf purr in delight at having her so relaxed around us."Can we go for a walk?" she asked curiously as she rested her chin on my chest, her bright eyes finding mine and I couldn't help but caress her soft skin when I took in how she didn't seem to look as if she was starved anymore. She had gotten some color back into her skin and while she still needed some more meat on her bones she wasn't as fragile as she was before and for that I was more than a little thankful."If you like" I smiled, watching as she rose to press her lips against mine which was luckily becoming more and more frequently as the days passed on. I loved that she felt comfortable enough around me to show me her affection; I was more than happy to return it after all.The soft kiss soon turned more heated though much to my surprise and enjoyment, her own tongue eagerly running along the seam of my lips making me instantly open up to let my tongue caress hers in a dance older than time.Hearing her moan softly I couldn't help but move my hands up to cup her cheeks, pulling her closer against me as I moved her to straddle my waist. I held my breath when I felt her freeze for a brief second before relaxing back into the kiss, her fingers running through my hair before she gently tugged at it drawing a lustful groan from my lips.We hadn't gone anywhere past kissing and I wasn't going to push her, but as I felt her hands hesitantly run along my chest and lower abs I couldn't help but take the opportunity to let my fingers lightly graze her waist and sides."Adrian" she whimpered out causing my wolf to howl in pleasure, my hands softly moving to her lower back as I brushed them along the exposed skin there. I felt a shudder run through her, a smirk appearing on my lips as we broke apart from the kiss to breathe. My lips moved to her neck, not wanting the contact to end as I let my fingers run up and down her spine as she moaned softly. Fuck…she wasn't making this easy."Mm" she moaned quietly, so softly that I barely heard it. I did though and it went instantly to my groin, my hips bucking up before I could help myself as I couldn't help but freeze as I silently wondered if I had gone too far. Shit. I held my breath for exactly five seconds before I felt her fingers resume their movements on my chest, a gentle blush on her features as I was then hit with something that made my whole body shiver in pleasure. It was the most edible and addicting thing I had ever had the pleasure of smelling, but as soon as I determined it as my mates' arousal I couldn't help the purely lustful growl that rose from my throat as my arms tightened around her waist significantly. I couldn't help it, the fact that this was the first time I had smelt her liquid lust for me making me have to fight for control of my wolf when all that was running through his head was to claim her right there and then as quickly as possible.It was due to the fact that if we were in the wild and were true wolves then my mate would still be considered to be up for grabs due to the fact I haven't technically marked her as mine, yet. The only reason I could hold myself back right now was not only I knew my mate wasn't ready for that but the fact that none of my pack mates were foolish or suicidal enough to dare make a move on my mate. If they did they would be painfully and severely punished, if I was feeling lenient that was since I