The Sea Wolf, Jack London [best memoirs of all time TXT] 📗

A puff of smoke broke from the Macedonia’s deck, we heard a heavy report, and a round hole took form in the stretched canvas of our mainsail.  They were shooting at us with one of the small cannon which rumour had said they carried on board.  Our men, clustering amidships, waved their hats and raised a derisive cheer.  Again there was a puff of smoke and a loud report, this time the cannon-ball striking not more than twenty feet astern and glancing twice from sea to sea to windward ere it sank.

But there was no rifle-firing for the reason that all their hunters were out in the boats or our prisoners.  When the two vessels were half-a-mile apart, a third shot made another hole in our mainsail.  Then we entered the fog.  It was about us, veiling and hiding us in its dense wet gauze.

The sudden transition was startling.  The moment before we had been leaping through the sunshine, the clear sky above us, the sea breaking and rolling wide to the horizon, and a ship, vomiting smoke and fire and iron missiles, rushing madly upon us.  And at once, as in an instant’s leap, the sun was blotted out, there was no sky, even our mastheads were lost to view, and our horizon was such as tear-blinded eyes may see.  The grey mist drove by us like a rain.  Every woollen filament of our garments, every hair of our heads and faces, was jewelled with a crystal globule.  The shrouds were wet with moisture; it dripped from our rigging overhead; and on the underside of our booms drops of water took shape in long swaying lines, which were detached and flung to the deck in mimic showers at each surge of the schooner.  I was aware of a pent, stifled feeling.  As the sounds of the ship thrusting herself through the waves were hurled back upon us by the fog, so were one’s thoughts.  The mind recoiled from contemplation of a world beyond this wet veil which wrapped us around.  This was the world, the universe itself, its bounds so near one felt impelled to reach out both arms and push them back.  It was impossible, that the rest could be beyond these walls of grey.  The rest was a dream, no more than the memory of a dream.

It was weird, strangely weird.  I looked at Maud Brewster and knew that she was similarly affected.  Then I looked at Wolf Larsen, but there was nothing subjective about his state of consciousness.  His whole concern was with the immediate, objective present.  He still held the wheel, and I felt that he was timing Time, reckoning the passage of the minutes with each forward lunge and leeward roll of the Ghost.

“Go for’ard and hard alee without any noise,” he said to me in a low voice.  “Clew up the topsails first.  Set men at all the sheets.  Let there be no rattling of blocks, no sound of voices.  No noise, understand, no noise.”

When all was ready, the word “hard-a-lee” was passed forward to me from man to man; and the Ghost heeled about on the port tack with practically no noise at all.  And what little there was,—the slapping of a few reef-points and the creaking of a sheave in a block or two,—was ghostly under the hollow echoing pall in which we were swathed.

We had scarcely filled away, it seemed, when the fog thinned abruptly and we were again in the sunshine, the wide-stretching sea breaking before us to the sky-line.  But the ocean was bare.  No wrathful Macedonia broke its surface nor blackened the sky with her smoke.

Wolf Larsen at once squared away and ran down along the rim of the fog-bank.  His trick was obvious.  He had entered the fog to windward of the steamer, and while the steamer had blindly driven on into the fog in the chance of catching him, he had come about and out of his shelter and was now running down to re-enter to leeward.  Successful in this, the old simile of the needle in the haystack would be mild indeed compared with his brother’s chance of finding him.  He did not run long.  Jibing the fore- and main-sails and setting the topsails again, we headed back into the bank.  As we entered I could have sworn I saw a vague bulk emerging to windward.  I looked quickly at Wolf Larsen.  Already we were ourselves buried in the fog, but he nodded his head.  He, too, had seen it—the Macedonia, guessing his manœuvre and failing by a moment in anticipating it.  There was no doubt that we had escaped unseen.

“He can’t keep this up,” Wolf Larsen said.  “He’ll have to go back for the rest of his boats.  Send a man to the wheel, Mr. Van Weyden, keep this course for the present, and you might as well set the watches, for we won’t do any lingering to-night.”

“I’d give five hundred dollars, though,” he added, “just to be aboard the Macedonia for five minutes, listening to my brother curse.”

“And now, Mr. Van Weyden,” he said to me when he had been relieved from the wheel, “we must make these new-comers welcome.  Serve out plenty of whisky to the hunters and see that a few bottles slip for’ard.  I’ll wager every man Jack of them is over the side to-morrow, hunting for Wolf Larsen as contentedly as ever they hunted for Death Larsen.”

“But won’t they escape as Wainwright did?” I asked.

He laughed shrewdly.  “Not as long as our old hunters have anything to say about it.  I’m dividing amongst them a dollar a skin for all the skins shot by our new hunters.  At least half of their enthusiasm to-day was due to that.  Oh, no, there won’t be any escaping if they have anything to say about it.  And now you’d better get for’ard to your hospital duties.  There must be a full ward waiting for you.”

Wolf Larsen took the distribution of the whisky off my hands, and the bottles began to make their appearance while I worked over the fresh batch of wounded men in the forecastle.  I had seen whisky drunk, such as whisky-and-soda by the men of the clubs, but never as these men drank it, from pannikins and mugs, and from the bottles—great brimming drinks, each one of which was in itself a debauch.  But they did not stop at one or two.  They drank and drank, and ever the bottles slipped forward and they drank more.

Everybody drank; the wounded drank; Oofty-Oofty, who helped me, drank.  Only Louis refrained, no more than cautiously wetting his lips with the liquor, though he joined in the revels with an abandon equal to that of most of them.  It was a saturnalia.  In loud voices they shouted over the day’s fighting, wrangled about details, or waxed affectionate and made friends with the men whom they had fought.  Prisoners and captors hiccoughed on one another’s shoulders, and swore mighty oaths of respect and esteem.  They wept over the miseries of the past and over the miseries yet to come under the iron rule of Wolf Larsen.  And all cursed him and told terrible tales of his brutality.

It was a strange and frightful spectacle—the small, bunk-lined space, the floor and walls leaping and lurching, the dim light, the swaying shadows lengthening and fore-shortening monstrously, the thick air heavy with smoke and the smell of bodies and iodoform, and the inflamed faces of the men—half-men, I should call them.  I noted Oofty-Oofty, holding the end of a bandage and looking upon the scene, his velvety and luminous eyes glistening in the light like a deer’s eyes, and yet I knew the barbaric devil that lurked in his breast and belied all the softness and tenderness, almost womanly, of his face and form.  And I noticed the boyish face of Harrison,—a good face once, but now a demon’s,—convulsed with passion as he told the new-comers of the hell-ship they were in and shrieked curses upon the head of Wolf Larsen.

Wolf Larsen it was, always Wolf Larsen, enslaver and tormentor of men, a male Circe and these his swine, suffering brutes that grovelled before him and revolted only in drunkenness and in secrecy.  And was I, too, one of his swine? I thought.  And Maud Brewster?  No!  I ground my teeth in my anger and determination till the man I was attending winced under my hand and Oofty-Oofty looked at me with curiosity.  I felt endowed with a sudden strength.  What of my new-found love, I was a giant.  I feared nothing.  I would work my will through it all, in spite of Wolf Larsen and of my own thirty-five bookish years.  All would be well.  I would make it well.  And so, exalted, upborne by a sense of power, I turned my back on the howling inferno and climbed to the deck, where the fog drifted ghostly through the night and the air was sweet and pure and quiet.

The steerage, where were two wounded hunters, was a repetition of the forecastle, except that Wolf Larsen was not being cursed; and it was with a great relief that I again emerged on deck and went aft to the cabin.  Supper was ready, and Wolf Larsen and Maud were waiting for me.

While all his ship was getting drunk as fast as it could, he remained sober.  Not a drop of liquor passed his lips.  He did not dare it under the circumstances, for he had only Louis and me to depend upon, and Louis was even now at the wheel.  We were sailing on through the fog without a look-out and without lights.  That Wolf Larsen had turned the liquor loose among his men surprised me, but he evidently knew their psychology and the best method of cementing in cordiality, what had begun in bloodshed.

His victory over Death Larsen seemed to have had a remarkable effect upon him.  The previous evening he had reasoned himself into the blues, and I had been waiting momentarily for one of his characteristic outbursts.  Yet nothing had occurred, and he was now in splendid trim.  Possibly his success in capturing so many hunters and boats had counteracted the customary reaction.  At any rate, the blues were gone, and the blue devils had not put in an appearance.  So I thought at the time; but, ah me, little I knew him or knew that even then, perhaps, he was meditating an outbreak more terrible than any I had seen.

As I say, he discovered himself in splendid trim when I entered the cabin.  He had had no headaches for weeks, his eyes were clear blue as the sky, his bronze was beautiful with perfect health; life swelled through his veins in full and magnificent flood.  While waiting for me he had engaged Maud in animated discussion.  Temptation was the topic they had hit upon, and from the few words I heard I made out that he was contending that temptation was temptation only when a man was seduced by it and fell.

“For look you,” he was saying, “as I see it, a man does things because of desire.  He has many desires.  He may desire to escape pain, or to enjoy pleasure.  But whatever he does, he does because he desires to do it.”

“But suppose he desires to do two opposite things, neither of which will permit him to do the other?” Maud interrupted.

“The very thing I was coming to,” he said.

“And between these two desires is just where the soul of the man is manifest,” she went on.  “If it is a good soul, it will desire and do the good action, and the contrary if it is a bad soul.  It is the soul that decides.”

“Bosh and nonsense!” he exclaimed impatiently.  “It is the desire that decides.  Here is a man who wants to, say, get drunk.  Also, he doesn’t want to get drunk.  What does he do?  How does