all about me, damekia cunningham [read me a book TXT] 📗

hi im damekia.ashanna.cunningham i was born september 14 i raised by both parents and i have 3 older siblings i was born memphis but my mom was a traveling nurse so we moved to many place uhh in school i wasn't good at making friends but i was i had a few people that would stick to me like glue i when i was 7 years old i got bullied a lot and i became depressed i jnow what ur thinking you were only 7 but the things they said was true the would taunt me about how stupid i was and how my familiy found me somewhere in a ditch but i began to believe it was real i stopped eating and i would never talk to my parents about it i would cry all the time i was hurt and all alone i felt like the world was out to get me i believed if i didnt tell anyone it would get better but it never did untill one night i was up crying and i felt the urge to die we lived in an apartment in california it was huge and i just felt the urge of dying i walked to my window and almost jumped until my parents came up the stairs and saw me in the window about to fall the caught me and held me tight that very night when i was 9 the taunting was worser i began to cut my arm like is stake hahah u get it !!! but i was becoming even more depressed i looked like a stick untill my mom begged me to eat and be health again i barely would talk because i was in so much pain but one night my mom told me a story

about her and said she was just like me and that life was going to be hard but i had to fight through it i began to eat again and lord knows all the food i was missing out one i ate plate after plate im not joking im so serious -.- dont be laughing at my life story -.- but then i became 10 and i was in 5 grade and all HELL  broke lose i was like a baby Lucifer i would yell at my teacher and get detentions back from back but hay what can i say i CHANGED a little so don't be shaking ur head  like everyone makes mistakes than here come the BIG 6 grade i was almost in middle school which scared the sh** out of me when i started it was fun untill my nightmares had to repeat itself and the bullying started again and thats when i got so sick and tired of living i was going to kill my self in the woods with a gun i told my one best friend amore that my life was about to change and so was hers she asked how i said because ill be dead she cried her pretty blue eyeballs out while i tried to comfort her she asked how and i showwed her the loaded gun AND DONT ASK WHERE I GET A GUN FROM ITS NUN OF UR BUSINESS -.- but she cried and cried but when i was the ened of the day the teacher walked up to me and asked me was i okay i told her yes and little did i know she knew i wasn't okay she told me suicide is never the option to slove my problems i had to talk to a professional about my problems and he called my parents and told them that i was going to do something i would regret my parents told me how much the loved me and how much they would cry to see me dancing around the house like i used to when i was little but what the don't know the smile i put on was just for an act to make them happy i was never happy but now im 13 and life is okay i guess im in a long distance relantionship and i love him ever so dearly his name is mario and he will always be mine and that is my story

 me now

love myself now and forever 

Publication Date: 05-11-2015

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Dedication:
my dead bestfriend diamond