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To Know If I Still

Meant To Cross.  For All Answer,  I Laughed At Him.  In Truth

I Had Not The Smallest Misgiving.  Strong As Was The Current, 

The Smooth Rocky Bottom Gave A Good Foothold To The Animals;

And,  Judging By The Great Width Of The River,  There Was No

Reason To Suppose That Its Shallowness Would Not Continue.

 

'We Paused For A Few Minutes To Observe Samson,  Who Was Now

Within Forty Or Fifty Yards Of The Opposite Bank; And,  As I

Concluded,  Past All Danger.  Suddenly,  To The Astonishment Of

Both Of Us,  He And His Horse And The Led Animals Disappeared

Under Water; The Next Instant They Were Struggling And

Swimming For The Bank.  Tied Together As They Were,  There Was

A Deal Of Snorting And Plunging; And Samson (With His

Habitual Ingenuity) Had Fastened The Lariat Either To Himself 

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Or His Saddle; So That He Was Several Times Dragged Under

Before They All Got To The Bank In Safety.

 

'These Events Were Watched By William With Intense Anxiety. 

With A Pitiable Look Of Terror He Assured Me He Could Not

Swim A Yard; It Was Useless For Him To Try To Cross; He Would

Turn Back,  And Find His Way To Salt Lake City.

 

'"But," I Remonstrated,  "If You Turn Back,  You Will Certainly

Starve; Everything We Possess Is Over There With The Mules;

Your Blanket,  Even Your Rifle,  Are With The Packs.  It Is

Impossible To Get The Mules Back Again.  Give Little Cream

Her Head,  Sit Still In Your Saddle,  And She'll Carry You

Through That Bit Of Deep Water With Ease."

 

'"I Can Live By Fishing," He Plaintively Answered.  He Still

Held His Long Rod,  And The Incongruity Of It Added To The

Pathos Of His Despair.  I Reminded Him Of A Bad River We Had

Before Crossed,  And How His Mule Had Swum It Safely With Him

On Her Back.  I Promised To Keep Close To Him,  And Help Him

If Need Were,  Though I Was Confident If He Left Everything To

Cream There Would Be No Danger.  "Well,  If He Must,  He Must. 

But,  If Anything Happened To Him,  Would I Write And Tell

Mary?  I Knew Her Address; Leastways,  If I Didn't,  It Was In

His Bag On The Brown Mule.  And Tell Her I Done My Best."

 

'The Water Was So Clear One Could See Every Crack In The Rock

Beneath.  Fortunately,  I Took The Precaution To Strip To My

Shirt; Fastened Everything,  Even My Socks,  To The Saddle;

Then Advanced Cautiously Ahead Of William To The Brink Of The

Chasm.  We Were,  In Fact,  Upon The Edge Of A Precipice.  One

Could See To An Inch Where The Gulf Began.  As My Mare

Stepped Into It I Slipped Off My Saddle; When She Rose I Laid

Hold Of Her Tail,  And In Two Or Three Minutes Should Have

Been Safe Ashore.

 

'Looking Back To See How It Had Fared With William,  I At Once

Perceived His Danger.  He Had Clasped His Mule Tightly Round

The Neck With His Arms,  And Round The Body With His Long

Legs.  She Was Plunging Violently To Get Rid Of Her Load. 

Already The Pair Were Forty Or Fifty Yards Below Me. 

Instantly I Turned And Swam To His Assistance.  The Struggles

Of The Mule Rendered It Dangerous To Get At Him.  When I Did

So He Was Partially Dazed; His Hold Was Relaxed.  Dragging

Him Away From The Hoofs Of The Animal,  I Begged Him To Put

His Hands On My Shoulders Or Hips.  He Was Past Any Effort Of

The Kind.  I Do Not Think He Heard Me Even.  He Seemed Hardly

Conscious Of Anything.  His Long Wet Hair Plastered Over The

Face Concealed His Features.  Beyond Stretching Out His Arms, 

Like An Infant Imploring Help,  He Made No Effort To Save

Himself.

 

'I Seized Him Firmly By The Collar,  - Unfortunately,  With My

Right Hand,  Leaving Only My Left To Stem The Torrent.  But

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How To Keep His Face Out Of The Water?  At Every Stroke I Was

Losing Strength; We Were Being Swept Away,  For Him,  To

Hopeless Death.  At Length I Touched Bottom,  Got Both Hands

Under His Head,  And Held It Above The Surface.  He Still

Breathed,  Still Puffed The Hair From His Lips.  There Was

Still A Hope,  If I Could But Maintain My Footing.  But,  Alas!

Each Instant I Was Losing Ground - Each Instant I Was Driven

Back,  Foot By Foot,  Towards The Gulf.  The Water,  At First

Only Up To My Chest,  Was Now Up To My Shoulders,  Now Up To My

Neck.  My Strength Was Gone.  My Arms Ached Till They Could

Bear No More.  They Sank Involuntarily.  William Glided From

My Hands.  He Fell Like Lead Till His Back Lay Stretched Upon

The Rock.  His Arms Were Spread Out,  So That His Body Formed

A Cross.  I Paddled Above It In The Clear,  Smooth Water, 

Gazing At His Familiar Face,  Till Two Or Three Large Bubbles

Burst Upon The Surface; Then,  Hardly Knowing What I Was

Doing,  Floated Mechanically From The Trapper's Grave.

 

. . . . . . .

 

'My Turn Was Now To Come.  At First,  The Right,  Or Western, 

Bank Being Within Sixty Or Seventy Yards,  Being Also My

Proper Goal,  I Struck Out For It With Mere Eagerness To Land

As Soon As Possible.  The Attempt Proved Unsuccessful.  Very

Well,  Then,  I Would Take It Quietly - Not Try To Cross

Direct,  But Swim On Gently,  Keeping My Head That Way.  By

Degrees I Got Within Twenty Yards Of The Bank,  Was Counting

Joyfully On The Rest Which A Few More Strokes Would Bring Me, 

When - Wsh - Came A Current,  And Swept Me Right Into The

Middle Of The Stream Again.

 

'I Began To Be Alarmed.  I Must Get Out Of This Somehow Or

Another; Better On The Wrong Side Than Not At All.  So I Let

Myself Go,  And Made For The Shore We Had Started From.

 

'Same Fate.  When Well Over To The Left Bank I Was Carried

Out Again.  What! Was I Too To Be Drowned?  It Began To Look

Like It.  I Was Getting Cold,  Numb,  Exhausted.  And - Listen! 

What Is That Distant Sound?  Rapids?  Yes,  Rapids.  My

Flannel Shirt Stuck To,  And Impeded Me; I Would Have It Off. 

I Got It Over My Head,  But Hadn't Unbuttoned The Studs - It

Stuck,  Partly Over My Head.  I Tugged To Tear It Off.  Got A

Drop Of Water Into My Windpipe; Was Choking; Tugged Till I

Got The Shirt Right Again.  Then Tried Floating On My Back -

To Cough And Get My Breath.  Heard The Rapids Much Louder. 

It Was Getting Dark Now.  The Sun Was Setting In Glorious Red

And Gold.  I Noticed This,  Noticed The Salmon Rolling Like

Porpoises Around Me,  And Thought Of William With His Rod. 

Strangest Of All,  For I Had Not Noticed Her Before,  Little

Cream Was Still Struggling For Dear Life Not A Hundred Yards

Below Me; Sometimes Sinking,  Sometimes Reappearing,  But On

Her Way To Join Her Master,  As Surely As I Thought That I

Was.

 

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'In My Distress,  The Predominant Thought Was The Loneliness

Of My Fate,  The Loneliness Of My Body After Death.  There Was

Not A Living Thing To See Me Die.

 

'For The First Time I Felt,  Not Fear,  But Loss Of Hope.  I

Could Only Beat The Water With Feeble And Futile Splashes.  I

Was Completely At Its Mercy.  And - As We All Then Do - I

Prayed - Prayed For Strength,  Prayed That I Might Be Spared. 

But My Strength Was Gone.  My Legs Dropped Powerless In The

Water.  I Could But Just Keep My Nose Or Mouth Above It.  My

Legs Sank,  And My Feet - Touched Bottom.

 

'In An Instant,  As If From An Electric Shock,  A Flush Of

Energy Suffused My Brain And Limbs.  I Stood Upright In An

Almost Tranquil Pool.  An Eddy Had Lodged Me On A Sandbank. 

Between It And The Land Was Scarcely Twenty Yards.  Through

This Gap The Stream Ran Strong As Ever.  I Did Not Want To

Rest; I Did Not Pause To Think.  In I Dashed; And A Single

Spurt Carried Me To The Shore.  I Fell On My Knees,  And With

A Grateful Heart Poured Out Gratitude For My Deliverance.

 

. . . . . . .

 

'I Was On The Wrong Side,  The Side From Which We Started. 

The River Was Yet To Cross.  I Had Not Tasted Food Since Our

Early Meal.  How Long I Had Been Swimming I Know Not,  But It

Was Dark Now,  Starlight At Least.  The Nights Were Bitterly

Cold,  And My Only Clothing A Wet Flannel Shirt.  And Oh! The

Craving For Companionship,  Someone To Talk To - Even Samson. 

This Was A Stronger Need Than Warmth,  Or Food,  Or Clothing;

So Strong That It Impelled Me To Try Again.

 

'The Poor Sandy Soil Grew Nothing But Briars And Small

Cactuses.  In The Dark I Kept Treading On The Little Prickly

Plants,  But I Hurried On Till I Came In Sight Of Samson's

Fire.  I Could See His Huge Form As It Intercepted The

Comfortable Blaze.  I Pictured Him Making His Tea,  Broiling

Some Of William's Trout,  And Spreading His Things Before The

Fire To Dry.  I Could See The Animals Moving Around The Glow. 

It Was My Home.  How I Yearned For It!  How Should I Reach

It,  If Ever?  In This Frame Of Mind The Attempt Was

Irresistible.  I Started As Near As I Could From Opposite The

Two Islands.  As On Horseback,  I Got Pretty Easily To The

First Island.  Beyond This I Was Taken Off My Feet By The

Stream; And Only With Difficulty Did I Once More Regain The

Land.

 

My Next Object Was To Communicate With Samson.  By Putting

Both Hands To My Mouth And Shouting With All My Force I Made

Him Hear.  I Could See Him Get Up And Come To The Water's

Edge; Though He Could Not See Me,  His Stentorian Voice

Reached Me Plainly.  His First Words Were:

 

'"Is That You,  William?  Coke Is Drowned."