The Time My Heart Got Fixed, Tyesha Sullivan [love books to read TXT] 📗

                                                                                                                                                                                                He walked past me and looked back as if he knew me. We were at school in the lunch room for the 7th grade dance. My friends looked at him and eyeballed him for bumping into me. I have the friends that are like big brothers but they're girls. Plus I already have three big brothers. I soon found out the guy was my brother Travie's friend Jacquees. Travie called my friend Desirhae over to where they were standing (Travie kinda has a thing for her). Desirhae didn't want to go by herself so Korbin, Sarah, Helen, Kaylee, and I walked over to them with her. Travie introduced us and the rest of his friends came over. (Their names are Ian, Chance, Aaron, and Landon.) They asked my friends to dance so Jacquees, Travie, Desirhae, and I were left standing there in awkward silence. Out of no where Jacquees asked me to dance right as the song I want to be your man came on and Travie gave me the look that was just like the one Kaylee gave me if the teacher said to find a partner. I was so shocked when he asked me it felt like I stood there for an eternity, but it was just a couple of seconds I think. The next day i got a message from an unknown number that said "do you want to go to the movies ?". I asked "who is this" and the door bell rang. So I got up to answer it. Jacquees was standing there and said "me!!!!". As Travie walked down stairs Jacquees said are you ready and knowing Travie's stupid self he said where we going ?. Jacquees looked at me and then looked at him and laughed. I turned around and said he's not talking to you. As we left Jacquees  looked me in my eyes and said these exact words I've got the best night planed and I hope you will let me be your man!!. He got down on one knee and said will you be my girlfriend".5 YEARS LATERIt was the first day of being a senior in high school and Jacquees and had been going out for five years. We only had three classes together so we only got to see other in those classes. Jacquees and I had gotten scolarships to UCLA. The next five weeks Jacquees started acting wierd. He started hanging with the jocks and cheerleaders. One of the reasons I liked him is because he hated the jocks because theyre always like I can get any girl I want and he hated the cheerleaders because they were all hoes that had sex with every jock. I finally told Jacquees to come over after school because we need to talk. So when he came over luckily my parents were gone so we had the apartment all to our selves to talk. I asked what was with him and he stood up and started yelling at me. So we argued for the next hour and he said thats it and hit me. He walked out the apartment and slammed the door. I walked out into the hall and our next door neighbor was standing there looking at me and I didn't know if it was because of the argueement, the blood on my face, or the fact that I was crying. His name was Tremaine Neverson and he walked over to me and said why do you leet him treat you like that. The next week I started hanging out with Trey and the more I got to know him the more I got over Jacquees. That thursday Trey was walking me home and Jacquees drove by in his uncle's lambo and stoped when he saw us. I guess he was pretending Trey wasn't there because he kept saying get in the car I'll take you home. But I always replied with i'm walking with Trey so just leave us alone and I always made sure to lethim know i'm wasn't getting in the car with him. I think he got tired of asking so he thought he was just going to throw me in the car. But when he got out Trey pushed me behind him because he knew he was going to have to fight. Jacquees said watch out so I can get whats mine and Trey gave the most funniest look. Trey looked around and said whats yours that i'm in the way of. Jacquees looked at him and said that girl right there shes mine I own her. Trey I yelled as Jacquees tried to hit him but Trey blocked the hit. After Trey beat Jacquees He wraped his arm around me and said to Jacquees you don't own a woman you just need to keep one around to love for the rest of your life. The NextYear                                                                                              After what we'll just call the incident Trey asked me out and of course I said yes. It was our one year anniversery and Trey had a suprise for me. That night we went to the hill above the ocean and sat on a blanket I layed my head in his lap. Then Trey told me he had to leave for New York in three days.                                                                                             Three Days Later. Trey called me and said Taylor can I sing you a song I wrote. I replied with a what I didn't know you could sing but go ahead.                                                                                                                 Trey's song: I can't stop missing you. Wish I was there with you. I can't stop missing you. No, no, no, no. I can't stop missing you (no). Wish I was there with you (with you). I can't stop missing you. No, no, no, no.I miss the way you kiss, miss the way you wear them heels and make it switch. Miss the way your hair blows in the wind. And I miss you staying here 'til the morning, Miss the way you put on your makeup. Miss the way you love me too much. It's everything about you baby. Wanna know where you been lately. Do you go out? Do you still live at your old house? Do you got somebody new in your life? 'cause I can't get you out of my mind.And I wanna erase, but I can't stop seein' your face. And every girl I try to replace you with. Why can't I get over it? Simply cause I can't...I can't stop missing you (can't stop). Wish I was there with you (with you). I can't stop missing you. No, no, no, no. I can't stop missing you (can't stop). Wish I was there with you (with you). I can't stop missing you. No, no, no, no. I can't stop...missing everything you say, missing all the crazy love we made. Why'd you throw it all away? I want you to know It's been hell tryna do this without you here. Baby, '07's supposed to be our year. You confront my worst fears. And I had my doubts, every time you was going out. 'cause I knew you were telling me lies and I can't get that outta my mind.And I wanna erase, but I can't stop seein' your face. And every girl I try to replace you with. Why can't I get over it? Simply cause I can't..I can't stop missing you (can't stop). Wish I was there with you (with you). I can't stop missing you. No, no, no, no. I can't stop missing you (can't stop). Wish I was there with you (with you). I can't stop missing you. No, no, no, no. I can't stop...Could wake up and forget about you. Not try to call you when I know I want to (Oh Wish I) I gotta fight this feeling. (Wish I) Can't let it take over me. (Wish I)You just don't understand how much you were a part of me.I can't stop missing you. Wish I was there with you (with you). I can't stop missing you. No, no, no, no. I can't stop missing you (can't stop). Wish I was there with you (with you). I can't stop missing you. no, no, no, no (I can't stop, I can't stop missing you).

Publication Date: 04-28-2013

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Dedication:
to one of my many friends Desirhae