Rejection HURTS,Revenge Can Help, Taylor Murphy [the speed reading book txt] 📗

gesturing them to follow.

They follow. When we get out of there and wallk away from to much people, I stop sudennly. I sin on my heel and lock eyes with Constantine, my father. He opens his arms for a hug. I run towards him and stop just out of reach, to punch him so hard snot came out. Then I pulled back to punch him in the right side of his jaw. Then finish with a uppercut. I grabbed his shoulders to steady him only to headbud him in the forehead....hard.He fell back with a broken nose. He looked up to see me glaring over his body. You see my attack happened really fast. Too quick for humans to keep up. The boys only barely saw me cause they were right there. AND I have my suspicion that they might be vampires. Andy blinked. His eyes trailed from our fathers broken form to my bloody hands and heated glare masked with a disgusted face directed at the man at our feet.

Constantine chuckled and wiped the blood from his mouth an nose with his sleeve.

"Firey and feirce just like your mother." He mumbled.

I growled. and switly kicked him in the face.

"You have no right to talk about my mother. Especially with the way you left us like sitting ducks in the middle of a swamp full of hungry 'gators."

He put up his hands to half block any of my hits and in a surrender position.

"You have a right to be angry and disappointed in me. After all, I am you dad and I-"

I stomped on his balls and ground the heel of my shoe on him.

"DOn't ever call yourself my dad. Anyone can be a father, but to be a dad takes a man who is willing to be there for the kid. Something you aren't."

I lifted the pressure just to stomp harder on his balls. I chuckled at his muffled screams of pain.

"Atleast this way you can't mmake anymore kids that you don't plan to keep and take care of."

I think the boys unfroze from the shock because Andy stepped forward.

"Uh...um S-se-phy?"

I swivel my head. 

"What."

Andy winced and shrunk under my heated stare. Constantine chuckled under my foot.

"Bad idea. If I know anything about woman like Honey and Persephone, you don't want to mess with them whne they are pissed off. Especially at you-AAHHAHAHH!"

I growled.

"Take it like a man damnit!"

Jinxx stepped in this time.

"SEphy. I know you are upset but pplease lets talk this out. This time you get to get answers. Okay. Just come with us."

Despite all of my anger inside me I nod.

"Fine."

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at BVB trailer turns out Constantine is their band manager.

I was seated with a table between me and COntantine. ANdy was to the right of COnstantine. Ashely was in the small kitchen getting drinks. CC was next to me. I know  brave right. Lucky him I like him the most. He semi-understands why while agreeing. After I told my story to them We had to restrain CC and ANdy from ripping COnstantine to shredds.We were in silence now while letting my story merinate in our thoughts but I break the ice.

"Why?"

Constantine looks up at me.

"Huh?"

"Why?"

".....I don't know-"

"Bullshit."

"......You aren't ready to know."

"You lost the right a long time ago to decide stuff for me don'tcha think?"

"Fine. But don't interrupt me until im done."

I nod even though he was talking to the boys.

"Long ago there was a girl and a boy. Step-Brother and sister. Despite thoer parents unnion,they fell in love. Well, that was until the boy found out his 'step sister' was really his unlegitimate sibling. As soon as his mother died his father wasted no time in marrying his mistress. When he found out, he was overcome with greif for his mother and hatred for his father. In response to the truth, he told everyone.

"Soon his father,mistress,and sister was looked down upon as vermin. The boy soon turned into a man and was forced to marry his 'sister' because of the guilt the plagued him for hurting her.Every day she said she loved him and he said it back with a kiss on the forehead. A kiss of brotherly love.That wasn't the kind of love she wanted from him. What she demanded was soo much more than he could give.She wanted a lover.And he refused but still was there for her. But behind her back he still saw his mate. His true love.

"After a night of passion there came a little baby girl with eyes as blue as the ocean and silk girty blonde hair just like her mother. They thought everything was alright. That they could keep it a secret until they could find a way to be together and get his 'sister' out of the way. They were wrong. His 'sister' has been watching, waiting to strike. At first for revenge of distroying her father and mother's life. But then for jealousy beccause he loved another woman.

"While he and his mate were together  the jealous women went out to do alittle researching. Turns out his mate is an abomination. A cross breed between a vampire and witch. She decided to give the witch a taste of her  own medicine. She went around the wican community and found a powerful witch with and equally powerful grudge agianst his mate. The witch she found was his mate's mother.

"Though the powerfu wican didn't want and was ashamed for her daughter she refused to physically hurt her..but she was willing to emotionally hurt her. And the only way to do that was to hurt someone close to her. The jealous sister insisted on the newborn because she refused to have her so called future 'lover'. SO the wiccan decided to bewitch a werewolf to bite the newborn in her crib. With already 50% vampire and 25% wiccan 25% human. A werewolf bite would have very much killed her. 

I looked down  my spirit let down.

"It didn't though. Her body accepted it. The human in her switched with the werewof genes and turned the werewolf human. Of couse, the newly changed human rejoiced. he never loved his curse. When the jealos bitch and the wiccn found out the newborn still lived they changed him back and turned the child's newborn powers dormant. But no matter what they did the incident still left clues that it had taken place. Like the fact the newborns hair now was half blonde... half black. "

Everyone turned to me with wide eyes. There eyes turned to flying saucers when they took in my abnormal hair. I clenched my teeth when I realized this story was about me. I kept my eyes on my father though. I nodded to let him know I was stil listening. He continued.

"In the end his wife-"

"Just say your wife. We all know this is about us now. Well it was obvious from the begininning..."

He cut his eyes at me. Wow...I knew I got my glare from someone.

"Fine....In the end my 'wife' well sister threatened to tell everyone of my 'mistress'. I made the brave desicion of letting you go but watching from afar. I told your mother that if she ever had trouble to come to me. But that was not the end of her terror. She wasn't ...satisfied with your mother leaving. She wanted her dead. And you to suffer."

Now I was sillently gasping to try and keep in the tears.

"..And what did she do?"

"Over the years she planned to learn wiccan and became a very powerful soceress. And multiply that by 1,000 bcause she was a aristocrat vampire married to a pureblood. When she saw you mother marry and have a son with the descendant of the werewolf they bewitched to bite you earlier, she tapped into his blood and was able to control and his thoughts. Plant false accusations. Kinda be a second voice in his head.

"Fooling him into thinking she was his conscience. Weh she realized you guys wouldn't break she had him kill you and brainwash your half brother into hating you as well. But the Alpha really loved your mother. She had taken control of all his body but his soul. He had to sit inside his mind and watch as the love of his life died by his hands. And he hated himself. That hatred made him go into depression to wear he no longer can fight back. He pretty much became a puppet. He was a soul burdened in despair. Too depressed to help himself."

My eyes never leave his. I stood up and walked to look out the window. It was raining outside.You could hear the pitter patter of raindrops agianst the glass. I took a deep breath and asked the question on my mind all day.

"So you are telling me all the hatred I have harbered for that man was not his fault. That all this pain in my life was because of her...."

I took his silence as a yes.

"And all over one-sided love." I chuckled humorlessly. and placed my hand on the glass. The other over my heart.

"Is there anything else I would need to know?"

"....She is the cause of your rejection. Actually you guys aren't even mates."

I whirled around.

"WHAT?!"

"She placed a spell on you. She made you think you and him were mated. And let you feel the pain of the rejection. She...wanted you to feel her pain. In order to do that she made you think he was you mate when your mate was there all along. Watching from the sidelines. He knew the pain you felt but all he could do was watch. I don't know if I could. It would drive me insane to watch my mate be hurt time and time agian and I couldn't do anything to help it."

I fell back onthe wall and slid down till my but thumped on the fuzzy carpet.

"My mate was in pain?He had to watch me look at another with love and waht about Xavier's mate?"

"SHe is Brittany if I am correct. She is confused. In fact she was nothing like this until a month before you met them. She made it so it wouldn't be abnormal for her to sleep with other girl's guys."

But all I could think about was.

'They all felt that all that anger and pain...just because of me.'

 

 

 

Chapter 24

 Chapter 24~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 I sigh as I hop off the tour bus. I turn and give a smile and a small wave to BVB. My eyes gravitate to my father's and I stare into his eyes. I flashback to my startling question to everyone after I was told all of that information. To where the my beast awoken.

FLASHBACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I took a deep breath and stood. I wiped tiredly at my eyes. I opened them but kept my eyes away from the others by turning to the window again.

"Constantine?"

There was silence before he answered me.

"Yes?..."

"Do you know who she is? Where she could be?"

I heard him sigh befor ehe answered me.

"I know nothing but that she is close to you."

I turn when I am sure the redness of my eyes disapated. I raise a brow.

"Close?"

His eyes met mine.

"Yes. Close. Very close actually. Closer than you might think. She has hazel eyes,tan skin and bronish hair. That is always the similairity in her appearance when we meet. She might look