Rejection HURTS,Revenge Can Help, Taylor Murphy [the speed reading book txt] 📗

lik a different person but that is always the same."

"....Thank you."

I felt the bus come to a halt and looked out the window to see we were parked just outside the pack territory. I turned to the door and started walking. But then I stopped. Still having something else to get off my chest.

" I still haven't forgiven you, Father."

I could smell his surprise and the sadness that followed.

"I know my child. You have all the reason to anyway."

"You need to know why though."

I looked over my shoulder and as his eye glued my face with eyes ablaze in anger toward himself.

"I can't forgive you not because of mom died. But because you had a lot of times to help. You had so many opportunities to change the out comes of so many things. And there is another reason why you didn't claim mother. Actually two.

"One, it would be political suicide. You would lose all respect for commiting the same sinful act as your Father. Two, you had had another fling with a completely different women. Resulting in my brother, Andy. That is why I can't forgive you."

flashback END

I tore my eyes from his, unable to hold the gaze of the man partly responsible for my misfortune. I knew that all that bad stuff can;'t happen to little ole' me with some kind of outside force. I chuckled darkly as I walked away.  Nevermind that now. I will deal with that later. Right now...I date with the bitch who ruined my life.

 

Chapter 25

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While I was walking I pondered the newly discovered information from my father. So this bitch could be anybody. Anyone that I trust. Brown hair,tan and hazel eyes eh.

Hmmm. The only person that comes to mind is Andre. But no Andre is my sister.

I drummed my finger while walking up the driveway of the packhouse.

She could never.... Well maybe she could. I dunno I am sooo confuzzled.

I fumbled with my keys and unlocked the dooor.

I just reallly need a hot shower and a good nights rest ,I thought as I turned the knob.

But nothing in my life can be thatt easy,huh. Once I walked through that door hell erupted.

"PERSEPHONE!" 

My name was shouted over and over and over agian like a broken record player symphony before Andre broke through the crowd and attacked me in a hug.

"Sephy."

I smiled and hugged her back in my arms. She hugged mme tighter. And just as fast as she hugged she pulled away to punch me hard in the boob.

"Ouch!" I looked up at her as if she was crazy, which wouldnt be too far off." What the fuck was that for?! "

She thumped me.

"What do you think? The minute you wake up from a coma you bail out on us?! Albeit for a justified excuse you could've waitied for one if us. Then when Sasha, the twins and Xavier find you you run out with Black Veil Brides of all people and some blonde haired dude who looks like you. Or you look lik him? What ever.

"The point is you had us worried sick. You were gone for hours with a bunch of strangers. We were afraid something could have happened to you." 

Our 'familuy' behind her nodded in agreement.

Sha slapped me across the face then hugged me, nuzzled my neck.

"Don't ever scare me like that again. Please."

I nodded and hugged her with one arm. I looked over he shoulder to the rest of my friends. Luna and Alpha along with my mat- their son was there. Jay was there too. So was Aearel,Zane,Austin,Sol,Jesse and James (twins),Lucas,Emanuel,Rai and even Jaxon. I hugged eveyrone and was repeatedly given a stren talking to. It was almost perfect. The only person not here is-

"Hey where is Damian?"

Everyone shrugged before Lucas spoke up.

"I dunno he went outside in woods for a run. But he hasn't been back for a while-"

I jumped up, hurtled the couch before sprinting out the door. I heard collective growls and a slap. I ignored that though. I had to find Damian. As I past the treeline I caught his scent. I never have ran to fast in my life. I running faster that any werewolf in the pack.

My feet were never touching the ground. No leave or branches crushed. I halted for a second before tilting my nose skyward just as the his scent led me to a clearing. The very same clearing I killed thos rogues...Delughtful.

And there with muzzle down sat a big wolf. I mean bog. Looked lik he should be an Alpha son. He was bigger than Xavier. Almost as big as Marques. his big head turned toward me. Human eyes peered at me. Evern from afar you could see their striking blue orbs. Blue orbs that struck me with familarity. With a dash of longing.Then I felt it . I felt a pull that led me towards him. And as I got closer my eyes never left my true mate's.

When I was close enough I halted infront before I plopped down next to him. His eyes watching my every move. I reached out to tough him and he moved his head to the side stubbornly. I grumbled under my breath before laying my head at the base of his neck.

He growled lowly but I stayed. Eventually he relaxed.Running my hands through his fur I looked him in the eyes before smiling. My eyes connected with his like a jigsaw puzzle before it clicked in my mind. Where I have seen these eyes.

There is only one guy I know around he with starling crystal clear baby blue eyes lik his.

I whispered lowly under my breath shocked yet scared to frighten him away.

"Damian.."

 

Chapter 26

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Before I could blink Damian flinched back and growled at me. I jumped back startled. Damian rose with shoulders hunched and teeth bared. I immediately got up as well and raised my arms palm out in surrender."Damian I know you are angry hurt and confused okay. And I-"Once again i am interrupted. Instead of by Damian's growl but by shouts of my name along with Damian's name. I spun in my heel in surprise. There stood in the entrance to the clearing at the tree line stood the pack. I heard a bone crack and some rustling. I was about to turn around when arms wrapped around my waist and a broad naked chest rubbed against my back. Along with hands over my eyes. I felt soft lips brush the shell of my ear. Everywhere sparks were dancing across my skin explosively. I felt the lips whisper softly into my ear."Don't turn around."Damian. I felt myself smirk and decided to play along. I bit my lip as my hands rose to cover his hands with my own."And why is that?"His chuckle rumbled throughout his chest making hia chest vibrate against my back."I thought it was obvious."My face reddened when he brought me flush against him. That was when I could feel everything. Dear God and heaven on earth he was naked and rubbing against me. I was blushing so much i made a move to go to the side when his next words stopped me."I wouldn't move. I mean unless you want everyone to see me. Even it isn't like they haven't seen it before."

I growled lowly at the thought of those girls looking at my mate. Woah there. Well he may be my mate he fricken growled at me when I said we were. I think that might be a definite signe he doesn't want. I felt my shoulders sag.

I don't think I could take another rejection again.

Even if the last one was not my true mate it still hurt.

And now that I find the one for me he will reject me.And leave me sobbing on the floor just like Xavier ,won't he. It's better to just be closed off won't it. But, I vowed the moment I found Xavier wasn't made for me that I find my real mate. I will beg for being too stupid to notice him. For being ignorant of the truth. Apologize for him to have to see me cry over another. After that I will love him and love him hard.

I looked at Damian from the corner of my eye to see him looking at me as well.  

And nothing will stop me. Not even my mate himself.

 

(A/N:Damian was reading her thoughts itallics is her thoughts.)

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When we reached the pack house lets just say everyone was pissed. As soon as we hit the door Lucas dragged Damian by the ear upstairs. I heard the door slam them yelling. Lots and lots of yelling. The things getting broken banging the it suddenly stopped. It was eeirly silent. You heard the door open and shuffling.

I saw Lucas walk down the stairs. He was limping hard. Some cuts here and there. His shirt ripped, clinging onto him by a thread and his jeans had long claw marks on the sides. Identical marks along his arms as well. His face adorned a black eye and busted lip. Lets just say he looked like shit.

He went int the freezer. He grabbed 5 bags of frozen peas.  He went to the fridge and grabbed 4 bottles of water and some ranch. He looked at the counter with atleast 30 boxes of pizza. He grabbed 5 boxes, gave me a reassuring smile and somehow walked up the steps without dropping anything. 

My mouth was on the floor. Sasha chuckled behind me.

"Don't worry Sephy. That's what always happens when they get into it. When we couldn't find Damian I knew they were going to fight to we ordered a lot of pizza. Just in case."

I quickly closed my mouth as a giggle escaped my lips. How adorable that is. Not my giggle the brothers. I'm not that concieted. 

 "Wow that is quite the relationship."

Andre turned to me with thined lips.

"Speaking of relationships, ours is in real danger from becoming like the twins upstairs!"

I gulped as she took another step with teeth bared.

"Didn't we just talk about going off somewhere without giving anyone a clue ?! Are you retarded? You can't just hop over a couch and superman your way outside to Damian. And don't get me started to how we found the both of you." 

 I blushed remembering the feel of his chest-

"-was so weird! Hey Sephy are you listening?"

I jumped out of my mind jumble and into the present world. I looked her in the eye seriously.

"DO you want the truth or a euphemism?"

Her eyes blazed. Then surprising me she started to ramble in...spanish?

"no escucha estúpida rubia tonta