Confuzion, Dana Broppy [best books to read .TXT] 📗

CHAPTER 1.


“I can’t.” I said.
“c’mon.” He dark eyes stared into my bright blue eyes as he begged.
“My brother would kill us.”
He got out of my bed, looking pissed. He was my brother’s best friend; I didn’t want to do anything with him. I got out of bed, still in my pajamas. The music down stairs was way too loud to try to fall asleep. I crept down the stairs slowly, just to see what was going on. The smell down stairs was disgusting. It was a smell of weed, beer and perfume mixed. The party that was only supposed to be a couple people turned into a lot of people. My parents were gone 9 months out of the year, so they were never around. They think money can replace them so; I pretty much have anything I want. A big house, a new car, a ton of clothes and the newest phone. But, I wasn’t a material girl and I would rather have my parents here then all of these things. Since, my parents were gone so my much, my brother, Jesse, got away with parties like this all the time. He had the hook up; he gets the weed from his best friend’s brother, and he hangs out with older people who can buy alcohol. All his friends tried hitting on me; I was a year younger than Jesse. Jesse has always been protective so his friends know not to say anything in front of him.
Micah was the worst about hitting on me. He was a cutie though. He had dark brown eyes and the prettiest brown hair. I was the opposite of him, I had Blue eyes, long blonde hair, really white teeth and I was really skinny. People always mess with me and tell me to eat a couple cheese burgers. Micah and I are really tan and he has white teeth like me. That’s the only similarity between us.
I walked down stairs and saw a girl all over Jesse. I didn’t really care though. He can do what he wants. I felt a tug at my arm and saw a cute blonde guy pulling me close to him. I had never seen him before.
“Hey, you want this drink?” he said into my ear, making my ear tingle.
I thought about it for a second, but I ended up taking it. I drank it really fast and it made my throat and nose burn. He laughed at my face I made.
“What’s your name?” I asked in the sweetest voice I had.
It took him a second to tell me his name, he must have been that drunk or something because, he couldn’t remember his own name, finally it clicked and he told me.
“My name is Nick Fest.”
I smiled, I always liked the name Nick; it was a cute name.
“My name is Hannah Cooper.” I said. He smiled. I got dizzy, and the room started spinning. How am I that dizzy after one drink?
I tried walking, and I almost fell. Nick caught me and tugged on my arm.
“C’mon, let’s go upstairs.” He whispered in my ear. I was so dizzy and the room was spinning. I could not even talk. I couldn’t even tell him no. He grabbed me and helped me upstairs. He knew what room was mine somehow and took me in there. I heard the door locked with a click. He pushed me on the bed and started kissing me. I couldn’t get up, he was too strong. I tried pushing him off and I whimpered a stop. “You’ll like this baby, don’t resist it.” He said.
“STOP!” I managed to yell this time. He put his hand over my mouth and I started kicking, I started punching, I did everything I could. But, I couldn’t get him off of me. I finally gave up and laid there. It was no use, I wasn’t getting up. He was way stronger than me.
He started taking my pants off and unzipped his zipper and that’s the last thing I remember.

CHAPTER 2.

I woke up naked, under the covers. I had a really bad headache. I caught a glimpse of something white. He left his boxers. When I saw the boxers on my floor, I started crying. I started sobbing. I couldn’t stop crying. I crawled under my covers and cried into my pillow for an hour. I remembered some of it. I knew what happened. His face haunted me. I finally sat up with my makeup running down my face. My eyes burning, causing them to water more. I stood up and put clothes on. There were bruises on my wrist. I couldn’t let Jesse see them. I didn’t want him to know. He would literally kill him.
I wonder if Nick was his real name.
I walked down stairs, I was sore. I was sore everywhere. The house was spotless. A big difference from what it was last night. I saw Jesse and instantly put a smile on my face. A worried look came across Jesses face. Can he just tell when I’m sad? Then I realized I forgot to rub the makeup off of my face.
“Were you crying?” Jesse questioned. I didn’t know what to say, I didn’t know if I could lie.
“Ummm, I’m trying out new eyeliner and I’m allergic to it, so it made my eyes burn.” I told him. He believed it. He shook his head and went on with eating breakfast. I grabbed a bowl from the cabinet, I don’t even think I could eat, but I was going to try. I poured my favorite cereal; captain crunch. But, my stomach turned when I looked at it. I wasn’t ready to e;at yet. My brother looked at me.
“Why aren’t you eating?” he questioned me again.
“Ummm, I am having bad period cramps.” I said my face red. It was embarrassing to say but it was all I could think of, and I couldn’t tell him the truth. He just shook his head and didn’t say anything more about me not eating.
“I’m going to my friend Michaels; you can come if you want?” Jesse told me. I couldn’t. I couldn’t leave the house.
“I have stuff to do here, or I would. “ I told him, hoping he would believe it.
He nodded. He believed me, again. He finished his breakfast and rinsed his bowl out.
“Alright, I’m leaving, I’ll see you later. I love you.” He told me while grabbing his keys.
“Okay, I’ll see you later. Love you too.”
“I might spend the night; I’ll text you if I do. Nobody should be coming, housekeeping came this morning and so did the mail.”
I nodded. He walked out and left me there. It was silent and I kept thinking about it. Having flashbacks. I wanted them to stop. I crawled in a ball on the couch. I sobbed. I cried so hard I couldn’t breathe. I had my eyes closed, and I had my head in my lap. I sat like that for 15 minutes, until I heard a voice.
“Hannah, what’s wrong?” I heard. My head shot up. Micah was standing in front of me. He grabbed me and hugged me tight.
I tried to stop crying but I couldn’t.
“I can’t tell you, I can’t tell you. “ I kept repeating it over and over again.
“You need to tell me, I won’t tell anyone. I promise. You can trust me.” He told me, panic in his voice.
I calmed down and I looked him right in the eyes.
“I, I ummm was raped last night.” My voice started cracking as I told him.
“By who, I will kill them, I seriously will.” He screamed. I didn’t want him to scream and flip out. He was only making everything worse. He looked me in the eyes and realized he made it worse.
“I’m sorry.” He told me, his voice calm and soothing. He held me. He held me so tight. He made me feel safe, he made me feel okay. He just sat there and lay next to me for three hours, not saying a word. Just listening to me cry.
“Micah?” I said after a while.
“Yeah?” he asked.
“Please don’t leave.” I told him.
“Hannah, I’m going to have to, Jesse will be home and he won’t like this.” He told, feeling bad. I could hear it in his voice.
“He is staying the night at Michaels. He left a message earlier.” I told him.
“Then, I’m staying right here, Hannah.” He told me, calming me down.
“Micah?”
“Yes?”
“Please don’t tell Jesse.”
“I won’t.” he promised.

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I woke up at 3 am, crying. I had a bad nightmare. I had flashbacks of the night my life changed. I sat up. I wasn’t in the living room anymore. I was in my bedroom. Micah was laying right next to me. He jumped up.
“What’s wrong?” he screamed.
“I had a bad dream.” I told him. He instantly knew what it was about. He put his arm around me and started calming me.
“Do you want some water?” he asked.
“No, don’t leave me alone.”
And I laid back down and so did Micah. He kept his arm around me. Making me feel safe.


CHAPTER 3.

I woke up with the same strong muscular arm around me. He was snoring and I didn’t want to wake him up. I crawled off the bed. Trying to do it without waking him up. I heard him take a deep breath and he stopped snoring.
“Hannah?” he said in a sleepy voice.
“Yeah?” I said.
“Where are you going?” he