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also had a boyfriend so it wasn’t long before she became pregnant ant 18 and wed at 19. Again noone cared. Her father met another woman whom he started seeing and eventually took her sisters to go live with them. Sarah stayed in the apartment with her new baby boy and her then husband.

A new life with a new start with her own family made her vow to never treat her son the way her parents had treated her, like noone care. She would make sure her son always knew she cared. Everything was soso for sarah until 2 yrs later when she was driving a car that killed a 2 yr old boy. Sarah didn’t know for a long time how she would be able to live with it and kept thinking if I didn’t have my son she would kill herself. Sarah held on though and put it somewhere in her head where she couldn’t see it anymore, it wasd to painful and it was hard for her to live knowing she caused a death, the death of a child, one whom was her sons age. Sarah just didn’t have no more self respect or confidence anymore and felt like everyone was looking at her or talking about her. Sarah decided drinking and becoming a stripper was the right life to live and she was having fun with it, noone judged her at work or in the bars. Sarah felt like she belonged there, no expected anything less. Nobody cared. Sarah went on and her marriage got worse, a cheating husband who wanted to threaten her all the time. Sarah was not afraid of him and didn’t care at this point about him and decided to leave him, during the time thought Sarah has went back and forth with him, but this time she was serious and she stayed away. Because of the life Sarah led or because the judge was the lawyer against me in the car accident her ex husband got custody of their son, it didn’t matter that he was abusive or a drunk or a guy messing around with a 13 yr old girl, he still got sarah’s son, Sarah fought for him over the years with no prevail, by then it was too late her son wanted to be with his dad and it was in the best intrest considering that’s where he has been.

Sarah soon found an apartment and met a guy she went to school with, Sarah got pregnant and never heard from him again. It was better like that he was a drug user. Sarah never touched drugs, only alchol and cigarettes and she was proud of that. Sarah had a baby girl, she was so pretty and everyone loved her. Sarah believed noone would ever take her away. Sarah got a job at a restaurant and loved it there. She was finally happy except for the occasional exhusband crap she had to deal with. Sarah ended up purchasing a computer where she ended up putting a profile up on an online dating line. That’s where she met Her 3rd child’s father. They had a lot of problems too but Sarah thought he had over come them. See he was a recovering crack addict with a lot of deep rooted issues. 4 years after they had been together he committed suicide in their home. For a long time Sarah hated him for that and thought how could he leave his child. Eventually Sarah thought him to be lucky not to deal with all lifes issues.

Sarah moved on, a little too quickly, she moved into another apartment and months after the death met another man who put her life through hell. Sarah didn’t care she thought this is probably all I deserve and all I’m worth. He beat Sarah almost everyday and was put in jail about 70 times before finally going to prison after breaking her jaw and choking her unconscious. After all the times she tried to get rid of him and all the help she asked for noone cared and Sarah’s mother got custody of the oldest of her girls. It didn’t matter that she tried to be rid of him, Sarah was a victim and she couldn’t understand why another one of her kids were being taken even as she put the man in prison.

When Sarah’s mother got custody it didn’t take her mother long to manipulate her into doing everything she said in order to see her daughter Sarah did it. Her mother mentally abused her in her own way and Sarah had to take it or risk not seeing her daughter. It was a mess. After going through several steps in order to get her daughter back, she got the notice that she could but by then her daughter was accustomed to her new life and getting everything she wanted and Sarah couldn’t see herself taking that all away. It would break her. She felt like her daughter would hate her and her mother would do whatever she could to keep her if that meant taking sarahs only other child living with her. She backed down and just put it back where the other tragedies were kept and moved on. Noone cared anyways.

After a couple years maybe 5 Sarah met another man and they got married and 3 years later had a baby boy. Her husband is nothing like any other she has ever met, he opens car doors for her and would do anything in the world for the kids. The only problem with this is that Sarah’s mother has nothing nice to say about him, maybe because he doesn’t care what she has to say where Sarah takes everything she says personally and is always on the verge of a panic attack after talking to her, Sarah is frightened of her mother after 37 years and does not trust her at all, her mother will say anything to get what she wants if that means taking your kids or destroying her own. Sarah has finally stood up to her mother and let her know that she cannot treat her like that and expect Sarah to jump or manipulate people into believing what she says about Sarah is true, but instead had Sarah’s daughter call Sarah and told her “I never want to talk to you again” Sarah has been destroyed. Now what?
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Publication Date: 12-03-2010

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