Forever Yours, Lanequa Paulinea Beckett Beckett, Lanequa Beckett [books to read in your 30s .txt] 📗

what they called them. Forever still crying, and covering her face. Devin got up and dressed and slipped his shoes on, removed his keys off the dresser and headed out of the window. Leaving Forever there crying and upset, Forever running off in to the other room. Knocking over antiques and pictures of herself when she was a child. She knew her life was over, how was she going to tell her parents? She just wanted to go crazy, physco in there. She didn't even care about how she was going to tell her parents anymore. She was so concerned about Devin, where is going? Is it over? She crawled on the floor, still crying and throwing up. She went into the kitchen to find some thing to clean the throw-up  up with. She went over and got a wash cloth and cleaned it up, and went back into her room. She fell asleep, peacefully. Later on that day, her grandmother arrived home. She knocked on her door, Forever got up to open the door, whipping the tears from her eyes. "Yeah? Her grandmother looked as if she was about to leave again. "I'm going to the hair dresser to get my hair permed, and re-dyed. Forever looking up at what her grandmother had in her hand. "Here, I got you something from Macdonalds, 20 peice nugget, small frie and sweet tea. Forever smiled, happily taking the food in one hand and the tea in the other. She closed her door back, laying on the bed eating her nuggets. *Ring.Ring* *Ring.Ring* She got up opened her door and went to go answer the phone, "Hello? The voice sounded familiar, Of course, it wa her brother. "Aye, tell grandma i'm staying over jordan house i'mma be home sunday. Forever would've been so happy right now and smiling but whats the use? Devin is off somewhere, doing god knows what and ignoring her text messages. "Alright, if she calls. She just left she going to get her hair done, you know she gonna take all day. Forever hung up the phone, and went back into her room. She fell asleep again, and then her phone started ringing. It was Tia. Tia was her bestfriend, she would bug her every now and then, But Tia would always have information well lets say gossip to tell her. "Hello? TIa answering so quickly, and acting like she was gonna die if forever didn't answer. "Girl, where are you at? She asked. Forever replied.."Home.. Minding my own, why wassup? Tia getting irritated by that saying * home minding my own* " Can I come over or nah? Forever had needed company anyway, so what the heck. " Yeah when?.She replied. " Today for a little bit, my mom going to the doctor across from your way so I'mma just chill with you until she get out. Forever hung up the phone, cleaning her room before Tia had come over. She checked her phone for any text messages or missed calls from Devin. None. Where is he? What are Friends For?

Forever getting up and walking towards Devin. She was in emotional thoughts right now, what would he say? Will he leave me and go on with his Free life? She doesn't want to be without Devin, or with a baby that belongs to him and taking care of it all alone. Devin couiously, concerned about whats happening. "Devin, I'm pregenat... Forever cried. It brought even more tears to see the reaction on his face. He looked disgusted and in shock. Forever just knew their relationship was over, there will be no more "Dever" Everyone calls them that, because his name is Devin, Her name is Forever. Instead of saying, Hey Devin and Forever thats what they called them. Forever still crying, and covering her face. Devin got up and dressed and slipped his shoes on, removed his keys off the dresser and headed out of the window. Leaving Forever there crying and upset, Forever running off in to the other room. Knocking over antiques and pictures of herself when she was a child. She knew her life was over, how was she going to tell her parents? She just wanted to go crazy, physco in there. She didn't even care about how she was going to tell her parents anymore. She was so concerned about Devin, where is going? Is it over? She crawled on the floor, still crying and throwing up. She went into the kitchen to find some thing to clean the throw-up  up with. She went over and got a wash cloth and cleaned it up, and went back into her room. She fell asleep, peacefully. Later on that day, her grandmother arrived home. She knocked on her door, Forever got up to open the door, whipping the tears from her eyes. "Yeah? Her grandmother looked as if she was about to leave again. "I'm going to the hair dresser to get my hair permed, and re-dyed. Forever looking up at what her grandmother had in her hand. "Here, I got you something from Macdonalds, 20 peice nugget, small frie and sweet tea. Forever smiled, happily taking the food in one hand and the tea in the other. She closed her door back, laying on the bed eating her nuggets. *Ring.Ring* *Ring.Ring* She got up opened her door and went to go answer the phone, "Hello? The voice sounded familiar, Of course, it wa her brother. "Aye, tell grandma i'm staying over jordan house i'mma be home sunday. Forever would've been so happy right now and smiling but whats the use? Devin is off somewhere, doing god knows what and ignoring her text messages. "Alright, if she calls. She just left she going to get her hair done, you know she gonna take all day. Forever hung up the phone, and went back into her room. She fell asleep again, and then her phone started ringing. It was Tia. Tia was her bestfriend, she would bug her every now and then, But Tia would always have information well lets say gossip to tell her. "Hello? TIa answering so quickly, and acting like she was gonna die if forever didn't answer. "Girl, where are you at? She asked. Forever replied.."Home.. Minding my own, why wassup? Tia getting irritated by that saying * home minding my own* " Can I come over or nah? Forever had needed company anyway, so what the heck. " Yeah when?.She replied. " Today for a little bit, my mom going to the doctor across from your way so I'mma just chill with you until she get out. Forever hung up the phone, cleaning her room before Tia had come over. She checked her phone for any text messages or missed calls from Devin. None. Where is he?

Time To Start Over.

 

Later on that afternoon, Forever decided that she needed to take a nap. It was almost 10:15 when she laid back down, peacefully in her bedroom. She heard a noise that kind of made her wonder what was outside but she just ignored it. She fell asleep curled up in a ball. Before you know, Devin comes up at the window urging to get inside. When he finally gets a hold of the lock button he opens the window and climbs in carefully. Without waking Forever up he removes his Leather jacket and slips off his sneakers. He laid down with Forever and cuddled her, Forever could smell his Addias Colone, and the feeling of his hands around her waist. She stayed calm and continued back to sleep, when she woke up Devin was rubbing his soft hands across her beautiful face. She decided not to say anything to him. Devin started with. "Babe, I'm sorry I ran off like that I don't want to be that guy that walks out on his Pregnat girlfriend.. maybe I was stupid for doing that. But I was nervous, I didn't know what to do nor say. Forever looked into his dark beautiful brown eyes, she knew when he was serious about his feelings or not. But he was. "If thats so, where have you been all this time? Why show up now? Devin looked over to the window, and back at Forever. "I've been with someone, she explained to me about the consequences of having a child and the options I would need to know about.Forever turned to him, and stared at him for a minute. " Wait, She? Who in the hell were you with Devin? Who the hell is she? Devin knew what would've came to Forever's head when he said "she". " Babe, Chill. Your homegirl Tia, she inboxed me on facebook, explaining how upset you were and how you were worried about me. Forever sat up and removed his arms from around her waist. "Yeah, I was.. but what do you care now? Huh? You had all this time, to come back and all of a sudden you decide to appear out of no where. Devin was getting annoyed by her accusing, so he handed over his cellphone to her. " Here Ever, take it. Keep it for the rest of the week, damn it i'm tired of you accusing me of cheating on you, I don't want no other female out here but you, so quit it. I've never accused you babe, never because I trust you, and It would kill me to even think you're with another nigga. But babe, If you don't come to your senses and trust me how will there ever be room for us and a baby? Forever looked up at him, her eyes were beginning to water. "Devin, if you leave me after I tell you i'm pregnat and don't text or call me or even think to show up and be here for me, what do you think i'm thinking? Of course, I'm gonna think you with some other girl because it feels as if you just stopped caring. Devin moved over closer to his girlfriend, kissed her forehead and kissed her two cheeks and then her lips, he knew for sure he wasn't gonna leave her over this. She doesn't deserve it, she deserves a good boyfriend, someone who is there for her not someone who just gonna run out on her Devin began to sing."Babe, I promised the day we got together I would always be there for you, never leave your side, Love you forever and until the day