Mind games, Imogen Walker [spiritual books to read .TXT] 📗

I walk into the gates of Michigan high school 'here we are again' I sigh, still thinking of my parents. I walk over to my old group of friends seeing them laughing and smiling makes my stomach feel ill. I stroll over trying to be as casual as possible, I greet Sarah overjoyed to reunite with my best friend. 'Haven't seen you in so long!' I scream with joy, trying to stay as happy as possible. 'Time goes so fast! How are you coping without me?' She says to me a smile spreading across her face. I think back letting my mind take over again, 'how have u been coping without you?' I have been severely depressed and my mind won't stop racing and replaying the accident I say in my head in an instant. ' Alright I guess but is anything good without you?' I reply sarcastically, trying to smiling but the feeling to smile is to 'happy'. The sound of the rusty school bell rings my ears piercing my ear drums, telling me to go to class. I walk to class with my normal group trying to think positively but my mind is taking over smothering my only happy thoughts which are very little. The smell of a closed up classroom hits me bringing back all the memory's of last year and how happy I was at school with my friends flashed my mind. Last period finally comes along, feeling like I have already been at school for weeks. The class starts and it is all running smoothly then the teacher starts talking about prisoners and criminals then the accident flashes my mind, my own body trying to fight my mind but is getting defeated. Then I hear someone yell out 'shouldn't Stephanie be in a jail? She killed her own parents!' All I see is the whole class turn and stare, I feel my emotions get hyphened and I stare at a pencil on the teachers desk trying not to look. Then I look from the pencil to the person who yelled it out and in an instant the pencil hit his head at full speed piercing his skin. I realize it was my fault and run out of the classroom, I bite my lip and I get the taste of blood drift into my mouth. I look into the school bathrooms mirror and I see large white fangs sticking out of my mouth with a tiny drip of blood covering the tips. My eyes turn a pure gold colour, making my sectors in my eyes visible to the mirror that is staring back at me. I panic and think of the most worst thing possible, every thought pops into my head mostly bad thoughts though. I go into a cubicle and lock the door and sit in the corner peering underneath the empty cubicles. Loneliness just makes my mind feel like it is the alpha and can take over me all together. My mind starts to race and race giving me flash backs of everything good in my life and then my memories just getting vanished into my own minds recycle bin. After I gain enough courage to unlock the door and bring the faith that I can go home to a lonely house like nothing's happened. The school bell has already rung so I sneak out of the bathroom dodging the occasional cleaners that drift by. As I return to my lonely unit in curtain lane I go straight to my computer with an anxious feeling running through my nerves I search up 'vampires' and read the search results. My mouth drops open in shock that somehow I have become a supernatural creature called a vampire.I try and forget all about it and go to sleep like normal but my body didn't feel normal and didn't let me even close to falling asleep. My senses feel like that have been giving drugs to hyphen them. My emotions are feel even worse to before making me have the accident replaying in the back of my head. My mind is like an evil demon that likes to make me feel depressed and laughing at my faith to even hope my mind will stop. The morning arrives after a long night awake thinking of my vampirc feelings. I get ready for school like normal trying not to show my depressed new vampire face. I think of what everyone is going to say to me today? 'Hell on earth' I let out a loud long sigh. I arrive at school in my white corella ascent parking and walking in. I pick up that I can hear everyone's heart beat and their flow of their blood through their vessels. I walk in my head facing the concrete and I feel a sense to look up to see what's in front of me. I peer up seeing my thick black mascara shading my eyelashes, to see a boy who is stunning, the perfect man, a tall but thick person. The man of my dreams was standing there right in front of me, a sudden shot of adrenalin runs through me piercing everything it touches. He looks at me his hazel green eyes stare into my dull brown eyes triggering my eyes to turn to pure gold. I break the tension and turn away trying to recover my eyes back to normal. I turn back around and he is there, right in front of me an inch away from my body. 'Hi' he said in a charming voice. I peer up to him I'm about chest height staring into his eyes. In an instant I say 'hi' in a sweet toned voice. The awkward silence starts until his voice breaks the silence. 'Whats your name?' He asks sweetly. 'Stephanie, what about you?' I ask him building some confidence. He replys in a sort if a whisper 'Jeremy, I'm new here in Michigan. Before I could answer his voice starts again, 'mind if you show me around?' He asks. I hesitate but I think 'maybe this could be my break through to come back to reality'. I reply not too long after, 'I'd love too!' I reply in a girly voice. He looks at me his cheeks going light red in colour, I stare up at him his hazel eyes staring down at mine. The tension rises between us and he soon says "Could you take me to out first class" taking out his timetable he says "Science". I smile leading the way to the classroom,he trailing behind me. We walk into science and Sarah is sitting at the desk we usually sit at a two seater and then I realise "what about Jeremy?" I suddenly panic the demon creeping back into the head once again, I introduce Jeremy to my friend Finn and try to leave him with him. I sit down next too Sarah and greet her, she looks at me and whispers cheerfully "who is that! He is stunning" I look over at him and catch him staring, I quickly look away focusing my eyes on Sarah. "He just came up to me but somehow I think we were drawn together,by some force" I replied quietly. Sarah takes in what I was saying and just giggles at what I had told her. I was about to speak when my teacher Mr Whitman said my name out loud in front of everyone.. My head starts to pound and the demon crawls in sending piercing pains through head to my body. I reply "yes,sir?" He looks at me with a frown and says "what is the molecule of a compound?" All the letters get muddled up in my head the yesterday's events flashing back trying not to focus on anything in particular. Out of no where I hear Jeremy's voice say "2 or more non metals together" I sigh of relief covers my face and I look over at him smiling. The teacher looks at me with a frown,"Stephanie you really need to pick your act up if you are going to stay in this class, why don't you and Jeremy sit next to each other? He might be able to teach you a few things" he said a linger in his voice. I looked from Sarah to Jeremy my mind pushing me to go with Jeremy but my stomach saying stay with Sarah. I get up in silence walking over to Jeremy a force pulling us together I sit down next to him staring at the teacher who gave out a half smile. The class finishes and the teacher tells me and Jeremy to stay back I look at Sarah forgivingly. The teacher walks up to us and says I want you both to be sitting next to each other permanently looking us both in the eyes staring I sigh and say "I guess" giving him a cheeky smile. The teacher raises his hand telling us to go I walk out with him he walks by my side and our shoulders touch an electric shock running through my body my mind picking up speed.

I sit in my unit lonely on a Friday night, thinking of how I could of became a vampire and why? I shake my head my mind puzzled. I feel a vibration on the side of my leg and get out my phone and ready the message from Jeremy saying "hey wanna meet up?" I message back and say "sure, I will meet you at the Chinese shop in five." I arrive there my short white flowy skirt swaying In the slight breeze he walks up to me and greets me I greet him back and go sit inside. He says to me " I really need to, I cut him off saying let's order not noticing that he was speaking he nods and looks away. He tries again and says " I really need to tell you something Stephanie it is really important." I look at him confused and nod at him letting him speak, he continues and says "I know why you have become a vampire.." I look at him In Shock and disbelief he Carries on before I can say another word he says you were in transition when you killed your parents that's why you can't remember anything because you were compelled by your parents to not remember, meanwhile your parents told me to look after you and help you through this. I stare at him shock piercing my eyes, my head throbbing I look at him and yell "this cannot be happening" I run out of the store my mind muffled and overwhelmed. I turn my head to look back and when I turn back around he is there right in front of me, he grabs my arm and gets a grip I scream "let me go!" Waving my hands around trying to loosen his grip. He stares at me in shock and realises that I am scared he says in a hypnotising voice